122. The first expression of the heart is gradually getting closer

"Since the old man went, the young master has locked himself in the study, and the food sent to him has always been untouched, and if it goes on like this, I'm afraid it will ......" Luo Yan knelt in front of me, crying so much that the pear blossom brought rain to grief.

I got up and walked to the door, and when I saw that she was still kneeling on the ground and grieving, I impatiently reprimanded, "Don't go quickly, take me to see him!"

Only then did she hold back her tears, and as soon as she slipped through the smoke, she got up, and walked ahead like the wind under her feet.

When I arrived at the door, she immediately knocked on the door, I patted her on the shoulder and said, "Go and make a bowl of bird's nest and green pear porridge for the young master, go quickly." ”

"Does the young master know how to drink?" She looked at me suspiciously, and then took two steps back as if reluctantly.

"I have a way to get him to drink, you go and guard it and send it when it's ready."

After she left, I pushed the door in, and I was greeted by Xue Maoling, whose face was bloodless, and he didn't look up at me at all.

The desk was piled up with stacks of booklets, and he continued to flip through them for a moment after I entered the door, with a stagnant and sad expression, which made people feel distressed.

"It's getting colder these days, I let the falling flame add a thin quilt, you beware of catching a cold!" I stood at a distance and spoke to him, and then sat down in the corner, with no intention of leaving.

Only then did he raise his head, nodded at me expressionlessly, and then responded: "You're worried, I have important things here, and I can't accompany you for the time being."

I smiled slightly, held my chin and looked at him, and said in a brisk tone: "It's okay, I'm just an idler, it's nothing if I don't need to accompany me, it's important!"

The corners of his mouth twitched slightly, and he stared at me with a smile, and the next moment he stood up, took off his coat and walked in front of me, and I looked at him with a little panic, not knowing what he wanted.

"You just said that the weather is getting colder, but you are so thinly dressed, how can you get better if you are sick?" As he spoke, he put his cloak on me, and he couldn't stop talking.

I held his hand and echoed it again and again: "It's still the young master's most thoughtful thought, thank you young master for your care, and the concubine will remember!"

"Young Master!"

Luo Yan suddenly entered the door, breaking the current atmosphere, I was just about to take the porridge in her hand, and in a blink of an eye, I saw that the porridge had reached Xue Maoling's hand.

I glanced at her quietly, but I saw her smile and said, "Young Master, this is the bird's nest green pear porridge I made myself, you can taste it!"

Xue Maoling glanced at me affectionately, and said in a good mood: "I came at the right time, I happened to be a little hungry." Watching him gulp down, I just smiled and nodded.

As soon as he put down the bowl after drinking, Xue Maoling waved his big hand and said, "Falling Flame, you go down first!"

Her face was gloomy for a moment, and she only looked at me in a panic, and then retreated in a witting manner.

I shook my head with a smile and sighed: "This little girl is really your confidant, you don't eat or drink, she is crying in front of me pear blossoms with rain, it seems that the friendship between you is deep, if you like it, just keep her by your side to serve!"

"Are you sending soup or vinegar today? How do I feel that this vinegar has a strong aftertaste? Come here and let me smell it, and smell what the vinegar made by my lady tastes like! ”

I came closer, and I threw my coat over him, and he took my hand with his backhand, and when he saw that I was not struggling, he pulled it away, and I immediately crashed into his arms.

I struggled to sit up straighter, and he immediately put aside his hand to wrap around, but it didn't touch my body, I lowered my eyebrows and smiled, and when I raised my eyes again, they were already facing each other.

"Since I first met Qing, I have felt that I have no regrets in this life, and I never thought that one day I would be able to have you by your side."

Looking at the tenderness in his eyes, it was a little moving, I looked at his face carefully, recalling the scene of seeing him, as if there was a providential arrangement, and now I should accept my fate.

I was just about to speak, but he actually blocked my mouth with his hand, and said in a stunned tone: "I don't know if the lover in your heart is me, I just want you to remember a little bit of me, a little bit."

His overflowing longing and loneliness at the moment made people feel pity, I threw myself into his arms, pulled his shirt tightly, felt his pounding heartbeat and hot body, tears fell inadvertently.

"You're ......," he took a deep breath, as if he had mustered up the courage to say these words, and his trembling hand gently caressed my shoulder, and then hugged me tightly.