145. I want to withdraw from the difficulties together
I looked at every word in a daze, feeling its weight, pressing my head, and the next moment it was going to be numb with pain.
"Sister-in-law, what's wrong with you?" Yu Qing asked with an anxious face and fear.
I slowly turned to her sideways and made a bold decision, I took the jade around my neck, put it in her hand, and choked up: "This is given to me by Xue Maoling, and now leave it to the child!"
She panicked, "What are you going to do!"
I burst into tears and said: "I have a husband and wife relationship with him, he is resisting the sword and sword shadow in front, I hide behind him and steal my life, I really can't do it!"
"Sister-in-law, you are confused! He worked so hard for you to get life, do you really have no regrets? ”
It dawned on me that he had done all this because of me, but I didn't know anything.
I looked at her in disbelief, and she stopped crying instantly.
The bad premonition in my heart was already unbearable, and I felt a lot of pain all over my body, and I said, "I want to be with him, I want to go to him!"
She helped me and persuaded with tears streaming down her face: "No, you can't go, if you go, then all his efforts will be in vain!"
I cried in despair, the autumn wind outside was already sad, and if I hadn't been by his side, I couldn't bear to think about how sad he would have been.
I struggled to get up, knelt down in front of the couch, and begged in a lost voice: "Sister, my child will be handed over to you, whether he lives or dies, I will accompany him." He is the only one in the Xue family, if he is gone, I will blame myself for the rest of my life, it is better to break it off with him, and complete the love of our life. ”
She hugged me and cried bitterly, "Sister-in-law, I know your intentions, but you are so weak now, how can you go back?"
"Luo Yan, I'll let Luo Yan accompany me, she, she's Xue Maoling's person!"
She was stunned, and then explained: "It is true that my cousin saved her, but at that time she was still young, she has been raised in Wuheng Pavilion, and she has learned a lot of Jianghu skills from the master here.
I couldn't help asking, "Then why does she know so much about Xue Maoling, and yesterday I heard another person persuade her not to save Xue Maoling, why is this?"
She snorted coldly and said: "Wuheng Pavilion is mostly a man, she has been raised in Wuheng Pavilion since she was a child, and she is held in her hands by everyone like flowers, and it is not surprising that there are a few who like her, but only that person likes to be paranoid." He always felt that as long as Xue Maoling was gone, you might be able to get Luoyan's heart, which was really ridiculous! ”
I instantly understood the twists and turns inside, and said bluntly: "Since Luo Yan cares about his safety, let her go with me, and she will be more attentive to things than others."
When I saw her hesitating, I bowed again: "I beg my sister to cut her love!"
She immediately helped me up and said cautiously: "It's not that I'm reluctant, it's that I don't worry about her, after all, there is still a Xue Maoling between you, if she is not good for you, wouldn't it be easy."
"If, as my sister said, it would be easy for her to disadvantage me, so why bumble the way and send me here. I believe in her, and I want my sister to believe in me! ”
She said in a deep voice: "If my sister-in-law decides, then I have nothing to say, I will take the child and wait for you to come back!"
I bowed respectfully and said, "Good!"
She hurriedly said: "Sister-in-law, Mo is so polite, she has tormented me!"
Hope and expectation finally rekindled in my heart, and I took her hand and smiled lightly: "Yuqing, I know that you treated me like that before, all for my good. I'm afraid that I'll be bored and let me do things, and I won't let the three of us get together, because I'm afraid that I will learn bad news from them, you have protected me for so long, I deeply understand your affection, and I will never forget it in this life! ”
She silently shed tears, and then threw herself on my shoulder and cried, I didn't expect the moment of separation to come so quickly, maybe this departure, I will never see each other again, but I still want to say each other's affection in my heart, and when I look back on it, it will always be so rich and sweet.
She solemnly put the necklace in her arms and couldn't help asking, "Give the child a name, I'm afraid you won't be able to come back for a long time."
I smiled and wiped away my tears, choked up: "He was born in Wuheng Pavilion, let's call him Heng'er first, and when his father comes back, I will give him a nice name!"
She nodded in response, "Good!"
I wanted to speak and stopped, and after a while, I said, "Trouble my sister to arrange it for me, I'll leave tomorrow!"
She asked with red eyes, "Is it so urgent?"
I said, "I can't wait, and if I wait a little longer, my heart hurts."
She replied: "Leave everything to me, and I will arrange it tomorrow and send you out!"