The long-suppressed fear and self-blame in my heart seem to gradually reveal its true face under the invasion of the fragrance of peach blossoms.

I pulled Yin Xiu's sleeve and persuaded: "You drink it quickly, you won't be sad if you drink too much, and you can see a lot of people you want to see!"

The face of him in front of me gradually became a little unrecognizable, I couldn't see his expression clearly, I only heard his still calm voice: "Yuan'er, you are drunk, I will help you to rest."

"Hu'er?" I muttered, tilted my head and pointed at his face, instantly burst into tears, and asked, "Xue Maoling, why are you here?"

He took my hand and didn't respond, but said gently, "Who else do you want to see?"

I smiled drunken eyes, tears flowed down, picked up the wine glass and spilled the wine in the glass on the ground, and said with a smile: "Yin and yang are separated, why think of the old people!"

He stood up and sat down beside me, and I leaned on the desk in grief, bowing my head and weeping silently.

He hugged my shoulder, and I leaned on him weakly, my heart aching so much that I couldn't breathe.

I looked up at his face with teary eyes, he gently stroked my head, and then looked at it, the face that had appeared countless times in my dream was now extremely clear in front of my eyes.

Xue ...... Xue Maoling! I was amazed, looking at this unforgettable face as if in a dream.

He called me warmly, touched my face and looked at me carefully, I hugged him tightly, choked up: "Why did you come, I miss you so much......"

Then my cries drowned out everything, and the sound of my wailing echoed through the room.

My eyes were full of begging and I asked, "Can you take me away, I don't want to be separated from you, and I don't want to be separated from Heng'er!"

He said: "Yuan'er, Heng'er and I are very good, don't worry about it."

I shook my head desperately and said with difficulty: "But I obviously see that you are already in a different place, how can it be good, don't lie to me!"

He held my face in both hands and muttered, "Everyone has a choice, and I don't regret the decision I made, and I deserve to end up like this."

I clutched my chest and said in pain: "But my heart hurts, it's like there are thousands of holes, and so many people have died because of me, how can I be relieved!"

"This is just a fateful number of days, the world calls it 'calamity', the number of calamities is fixed, and it is not human power to change, why do you need to be obsessed with this."

"Robbery?" I thought to myself, swaying and tugging at the hem of his clothes, and fell straight on top of him unconscious.

It seemed to be quiet, and then there was a sound of birds, and I slowly opened my eyes, and the sound of birds seemed to be in my ears.

I turned my face sideways, and saw a few chubby birds standing on the windowsill, their white feathers shining in the sunlight, and they stood up and crept over for fear of disturbing them.

Stopping a step away from the ledge, seeing that it was not afraid, I stepped forward again, and I carefully stretched out my hand, and it jumped into my palm.

Gently moving in front of him, the other hand stroked its feathers, and after a moment's effort, it squinted and snoozed.

Yin Xiu pushed the door in at this time, and was about to speak when I stopped him with his eyes, and when he slowly approached, he saw the bird in my hand and said softly: "This little thing doesn't recognize life, it's really cute."

I looked up at him, smiled and nodded, "I'm also lucky, I only met it today, I don't know what it's called?"

"This is Zeyu Magpie, the whole body is pure white like jade, so it is called Zeyu."

I couldn't help but admire: "What a good name, just listening to the name already feels rare in the world!"

There seemed to be a hint of relief in his eyes, and he nodded and smiled: "It's really hard to meet, just like it."

I suddenly remembered that he had come to me, and that something must be wrong, and I couldn't help but ask, "Is there something wrong?"

He scratched his head a little embarrassed and said, "I want to ask you how you live?"

The first time I saw his embarrassed face, I immediately burst into laughter, and he looked at me blankly, not knowing how to react.

"Very good, you have arranged it properly."

He nodded with a smile and replied, "That's good!"