Su Xianyi felt that if she liked it, she should be in love with each other for a long time, or if she got in touch slowly, the feelings would gradually become deeper, and if she calculated carefully, she didn't have much contact with Lu Shiyuan at all.

Most of the time, she was secretly watching him.

She didn't know why she was so ......

Like him.

Even when she could go outdoors, she secretly went to the commissary to buy a pack of cigarettes and a lighter.

She remembered that Lu Shiyuan drew this brand.

Su Xianyi had seen it many times, he was outside, often holding a cigarette in his hand.

Standing in the hot wind, obviously far away, she felt as if the wind could blow the smell of smoke to the tip of her nose, and she wanted to know what it was to make him like it so much.

With a cigarette and a lighter, she walked to the small garden behind the hospital.

After making sure that there was no one around, I opened the package, took out a cigarette from it, put it on the tip of my nose and smelled it, it was a faint smell of tobacco.

Su Xianyi learned the appearance of Lu Shiyuan smoking, put the cigarette holder in his mouth, held the lighter, and lit it.

Took a sip......

She had never smoked before, and she took a sharp puff, with urgency and hardness.

The strong smell of tobacco instantly rushed into her mouth, filled her throat, rolled into her lungs, and choked her violently.

coughed red, but the smoke seemed to still stay in her throat and lungs, constantly irritating her.

Until she heard a low chuckle and looked up in a panic.

Caught off guard –

Meet his gaze!

That feeling was like being caught by the teacher for making small actions in class, and Su Xianyi was suddenly ashamed and embarrassed.

Lu Shiyuan approached her, looked at the cigarette lit in her hand, and smiled quite presumptuously.

He wore a white shirt, black trousers, and a pair of silver-rimmed glasses, and stared lazily at her smoke-choking face, and whispered:

"If children don't learn well, who will learn to smoke from?"

The wind is blowing......

The cigarette in her hand was taken by Lu Shiyuan, and with a pinch of her finger, the spark was crushed, and the smell of smoke was blown away by the wind.

He turned around and threw the cigarette butt in the trash.

Su Xianyi watched his shirt puff up slightly by the wind, slightly close to his body, the lines on his body loomed, and her face turned even redder.

"Your health is not well, learning to smoke?" Lu Shiyuan had already turned around and walked in front of her, "I didn't confiscate the things, if you want it, come to me after discharge." ”

Su Xianyi's face was red from choking on smoke, but his heart was beating wildly for him alone.

She felt quite ashamed of this.

After returning to the ward, I was annoyed for a long time.

However, he said that when he was discharged from the hospital, he went to look for cigarettes and lighters that he wanted to confiscate......

Wouldn't it be logical for me to go to him?

Thinking of this, she was happy again.

**

Su Xianyi didn't stay in the hospital for too long, so she was informed that she could be discharged.

Because of the force majeure natural disaster, the hospitalization fee was almost waived, as long as it cost some money to take medicine.

After determining the date of discharge, Su Xianyi secretly made a decision.

I'm going to confess to him.

She didn't know when she would be able to see him again, maybe she would never see him again in this life, and after hesitating for a long time, she still made this decision.

She went back to school, took a shower and changed clothes, and deliberately put on makeup, but her makeup skills were not good, and she tossed for a long time.

I specially bought a small gift, after all, Lu Shiyuan had saved herself when she was most helpless.

Maybe he was dressed up more beautifully, and he had a little confidence, picking him off work, Su Xianyi took a few deep breaths before knocking on the door of his office.

But Lu Shiyuan was not there.

"Looking for Dr. Lu?" Colleagues seem to know her.

After all, beautiful people will always be more impressive.

Besides, this little girl often wanders around, and that little bit of thought, I am afraid that anyone with a discerning eye can see it.

"Isn't he there?"

Su Xianyi breathed a sigh of relief, but he was faintly disappointed.

"You go to the little garden in the back, he should be there."

"Okay, thank you."

After Su Xianyi thanked him, he closed the door and left.

……

And she really saw Lu Shiyuan in the small garden behind the hospital, he was leaning under a tree, pinching a cigarette in one hand, and bowing his head to make a phone call.

I don't know who I'm talking to on the phone, with a smile on the corner of my mouth, and I look in a very good mood.

Su Xianyi hesitated, standing still not far from him, until he hung up the phone, then she bit her lip and approached, she felt that every step at this time was extremely difficult.

As the distance between the two of them drew closer, she felt that her heartbeat became extremely heavy.

Every heartbeat feels like it's close to the ear.

Dull, tense, and suffocatingly depressing.

"Dr. Lu." Su Xianyi spoke, and even she could hear the nervousness in her voice.

"Discharged?"

"Hmm."

After a few seconds of silence, Su Xianyi finally mustered up the courage to meet his gaze: "Doctor Lu, thank you for saving me, can you give me your contact information?" I would like to thank you for my chance. ”

Lu Shiyuan's eyes are deep, it is a kind of emotion that you can't understand and can't fathom.

He looked down, lazily flicked off his cigarette ash, and took a step towards her.

Between the two, there is only one step away.

As soon as he leaned over slightly, the distance was instantly shortened, and Lu Shiyuan's every move fell in her eyes at this time, just like the slow motion in a movie, as clear and profound.

Su Xianyi was still holding the gift bag in his hand, his palms were hot, his throat seemed to be on fire, and his heart was so fast that he almost jumped out of his throat.

When their eyes collided, he suddenly hooked his lips and smiled, sultry with a capital letter:

"Like me?"

Su Xianyi's pupils trembled slightly, her heart beat extremely fast, and her breathing became more and more difficult.

Face him......

Shortness of breath and scrambling hands.

Just when she was at a loss, someone's mobile phone rang, and Su Xianyi took advantage of the desert to escape.

She had never felt so cowardly.

Because she didn't know how to answer, asking for a phone number, the suggestiveness was obvious, a disguised confession.

I like you

I want your contact details,

I think......

Stay in touch with you all the time!

But there is still a gap between this kind of and Picking's likes, but Lu Shiyuan must understand, so he suddenly asked himself if he liked it......

She fled,

It's a mess.

Lu Shiyuan's smile, she didn't know what it meant?

Does he feel like he is like those girls who like him, he feels that he has guessed his own mind and thinks it is funny?

When he has a crush, the other party's eyes can interpret thousands of meanings, and at this moment, the smile on the corner of his mouth.

He could ......

I don't know how I feel when I face him, I'm completely careless and dismissive.

After Su Xianyi left the hospital, he found that the gift was still in his hand and hesitated to give it to him.

When you have a crush on someone, you are always cautious and humble.

Su Xianyi is not a person who likes to stalk, or give him a gift, and thank him for his rescue at that time, which can be regarded as two clear, and also draw an end to this relationship.

——

When she mustered up the courage to step into the hospital again, as she approached his office, she saw that the door was hidden from a distance.

As he approached, he heard a conversation coming from inside.

“…… Someone was looking for you just now. ”

"Huh?"

Lu Shiyuan's voice, Su Xianyi hadn't heard it a few times, but he remembered it very clearly, as if it had been engraved in his bones.

"Just that beautiful little girl from before, she has a foot injury, long hair, big eyes, and often comes to hang around our office."

"I know." Lu Shiyuan responded in a low voice.

"She should have been discharged from the hospital and came to you on purpose."

"I know, I've just seen it."

"That little girl seems to like you very much, little girl, that look is too clean, and she can't hide anything at all." Colleague laughed.

"These days, it's hard to see such pure eyes, it's just pure like, shy and enthusiastic, and she thinks she hides it well."

"Actually, everyone can see it."

Lu Shiyuan didn't speak.

Su Xianyi felt that eavesdropping was quite shameful, but he couldn't move his feet.

"Shi Yuan, what do you think? I think that little girl is good. ”

"We're here on a mission."

"That won't delay falling in love."

"She's just a child......" The tone seemed to be very helpless.

Child?

This is the second time Su Xianyi has heard this word from Lu Shiyuan's mouth, and he clutched the gift bag tightly with both hands, but he finally didn't push open the door.

So he just thinks of himself as a child, huh?

Su Xianyi felt that this could be regarded as a response to his confession.

She has been hanging on the street for a long time, and on the streets of Haicheng, you can still see the traces left by the heavy rain, but people's lives have returned to normal.

Crush is very bitter, like this typhoon in summer, which comes unexpectedly.

It set off a storm in her heart, and made a mess of her original life, but the wind stopped, the rain stopped, and the typhoon left......

It's time for my crush to end.

Life goes on,

I don't like you anymore!