Chapter 55: What About Praise? What about applause?
"Yes and no." Seeing the villain look like if you don't say it, I'll hold on to the problem and break the casserole to ask the end,
Yin Zhuohua could only cooperate with the channel change and shrugged his shoulders, "I don't know how I got here, and why I came here.
I don't know if I'll go back someday or die directly, so,
I don't want to develop unnecessary emotional involvement here, because I don't want to be responsible and I can't afford to be responsible. ”
"As for the other reason......"
Yin Zhuohua coughed a little embarrassed, but he still confessed confidently:
"To tell you the truth, Mr. Pei, I have nothing else but to be very self-aware, and I know very well what kind of person I am."
"I'm an extremely selfish person, maybe I was born to be such a person, or it may have something to do with my upbringing.
In short, I am selfish, I love myself the most and I put myself first in everything.
Everything else is just a pastime and an accessory to me, whether it's feelings or other people and things.
I don't think there's anything worth putting in front of me, I know every minute and every second of my life.
Whether it's pain or happiness, it's my own support and companionship.
I know better that if I fall one day, everything will be okay with me.
And I also love freedom, and I just don't like trouble, if a relationship,
If it gives me trouble or negative emotions again and again, I will not hesitate to cut it off, so ......"
Yin Zhuohua looked at Pei Tingli's sincere eyes, stretched out his hand and patted his broad shoulders and said seriously: "Comprehensive appeals, don't love me, there is no result." ”
His gaze turned to the window again,
Whether you can see the outside or not, anyway, just make a look of looking up at the starry sky and seeing through the red dust.
clenched his fists and scummed clearly, sober and firm: "I, I'm such a scumbag who doesn't recognize people when she lifts her skirt." ”
Turning his head and looking at the man's deeply impenetrable heterochromatic eyes, he pursed his lips shyly:
"In the future, you can also call me Hong Shixian."
Pei Tingli: "......"
Although the woman in front of him made him appreciate and make his heart move, at this moment he also felt that Yin Zhuohua was like a neurotic.
stretched out his long arms, and his big palm pressed the woman's buttocks through the air conditioner to press the person back to him, and raised his eyebrows relative to each other:
"Then Miss Yin has a few people before and after, let me guess, so far I am the only one?"
Yin Zhuohua is not very happy to say that she is a scumbag on the front foot, and she has to admit that she is a single dog in the mother's womb on the back foot.
But it is clear that the face-to-face person is also a mother-to-fetus single dog, and the psychological burden is gone.
The whole person slid down and squirmed like a caterpillar, completely shrinking himself in the quilt,
buried his face in Pei Tingli's arms and gnawed on his abdominal muscles, and Tsundere hummed softly and admitted:
"Uh-huh, uh-huh, it's just you."
"You know what, I'm very visionary."
Pei Tingli lowered the corners of his mouth and patted the woman's upturned buttocks: "Well, it's better to have a high eye." ”
"Tell me about your past, huh?"
Anyway, the time was still early and I couldn't sleep, so Yin Zhuohua gave Pei Ting a series of great achievements in the last days.
For example, from a person who single-handedly exploded the zombie head, to joining the organization and leading a group of younger brothers to join the zombie head chat group,
Another example is that in the middle of the night when the night is dark and the wind is high, driving a small broken car or locomotive, bus, big truck, tractor and other means of transportation,
It's a life-and-death drag racing shootout with people who come to grab supplies on the streets, anyway, it's a very exciting thing.
As for the orphanage and the orphan's life experience, it is only symbolically mentioned, anyway, there is nothing interesting to say.
"How's that, isn't it exciting to hear it, and there's an urge to join us?"
The two of them didn't plan to sleep and simply sat up, Yin Zhuohua was now nestled in Pei Tingli's arms,
Fingers pulled Pei Tingli's fingers to play, and his beautiful eyes flashed brightly, obviously saying that he was excited.
Pei Tingli took the hand of the woman in his arms and kissed his fingertips, his voice was inexplicable, and there were no specific emotional ups and downs, and the words in response were also very brief:
"Yes."
Yin Zhuohua, who was excited: "......" tilted his head, very puzzled, "Why are you reacting so lightly, aren't the few things I just said interesting?" ”
"I can understand that you didn't react to the gunfight or something, zombies, zombies, something you've never had on your side!
You don't give a reaction?? I didn't want to ask what I wanted to know, such as how zombies broke out, why I was able to blow their heads with my bare hands,
And why can you easily crush diamonds, and you can press your legs to make your legs, don't you want to know? ”
Seeing that Pei Tingli was still looking at himself quietly, he didn't say anything and didn't want to ask anything.
Yin Zhuohua was messy, and the tip of his tongue touched his back molars: "If these are not interested,
Shouldn't you at least say a few words of praise to me? I'm so powerful, and my combat power is so explosive, don't you have a little feeling? ”
When it comes to mutual appreciation among people of the same kind, where is the praise and applause?
Pei Tingli didn't speak, Yin Zhuohua didn't speak, and the atmosphere was strangely silent.
After looking at each other for a second, two seconds, and three seconds, Yin Zhuohua suddenly understood the emotion in the man's eyes,
I wasn't sure so I opened my mouth and asked, "You...... You can't feel sorry for me, right? ”
There is no denial, no refutation, that is, Yin Zhuohua became speechless without uncertainty, and continued to say the guess in his heart:
"Want to appear in my difficult years and help me accompany me to be my light my salvation?"
Pei Tingli spoke, holding Yin Zhuohua's hand and interlocking his fingers: "If you can." ”
Yin Zhuohua moved?
No, Yin Zhuohua was not moved, and began to wonder if he and the villain were the same kind of people,
In order to verify whether he and the villain are the same kind of people, he began to output wave after wave of rhetorical questions, with suspicious eyes:
"Mr. Pei, do you want me to appear in your most embarrassing years and be your salvation and your light?"
Pei Tingli said honestly: "I don't want to." ”
In the years of embarrassment, I didn't have time to take care of myself, not to mention that it was a luxury to get a good night's sleep with my feelings.
Yin Zhuohua spread his hands: "So, isn't it good to see each other at the peak of their respective growth?" Why do you have to meet each other when they are half dead? ”
suddenly remembered what Pei Jingshi said to himself tonight about his childhood, and said silently,
"It's better for people to regard themselves as their own light and salvation, don't always think about others as light as salvation,
I will know how to stand up next time I get up by myself, no, everyone in this society is very busy,
Who has time to accompany you and help you walk all the time, so instead of treating others as gods, it is better to regard yourself as your own gods. ”
Of course, she didn't mean to criticize or deny Pei Jingshi, but she just felt and expressed some of her personal opinions.
Pei Tingli was a little amused by Yin Zhuohua's fragmented thoughts similar to those of the night, but he still agreed,
hugged his slender waist and turned sideways to circle the person in his arms, his pale lips kissed Yin Zhuohua's forehead, and the tone with sleepiness was too magnetic:
"It's just a little distressing for Miss Yin."