Bai Yong's expression froze for a moment, and the hand resting on his lap tightened a little.

Li Jingmo's tone was calm, but the ink-like black look in his eyes made Bai Ji dare not look directly for a moment.

He's sorry for his brother, he knows.

Now all the responsibilities on Li Jingmo's shoulders belong to him. But he became a deserter, leaving the mission and pain to his younger brother.

For so many years, he avoided it while feeling guilty and cowardly.

It wasn't until today that Li Jingmo sat in front of him, making him start to look directly into his heart.

Do you want to say that you regret it?

Bai Ji asked himself more than once, and every time the answer was no regret.

He became a deserter, he evaded his own responsibilities, but he also lived for himself selfishly.

So he doesn't regret it.

Even if he was abused by everyone and disappointed his younger brother, he still didn't regret it.

Bai Yong lowered his eyes, stared at his legs and whispered, "Jingmo, I'm sorry for you."

Li Jingmo shook his head, and his voice was low: "I'm not blaming my brother, it's just ...... Why don't you come and give me a letter, even just to let me know you're safe."

Bai Ji smiled bitterly: "If you knew that I was alive, would you ignore me?"

Li Jingmo did not speak.

His brother knew him as well as he knew the other.

If he knew that his brother had a crippled leg, he would have done his best to take care of him.

Bai Yong's thoughts are exactly like this: "My brother is a wasted person, and he can't be His Royal Highness the Prince who everyone wants, and he can't hold up a piece of the sky for you anymore. So I hope that you can go your own way and not have to think about me."

Since he was a teenager, as a prince, his life has been full of flowers.

He is the crown prince who is expected by everyone and the hearts of the people, the prince of Daqi who has high hopes from his father and the queen mother, and the brother who is admired and admired by his younger brother and can do everything.

He carries everyone's expectations and does things that are beneficial to the people, the country and the court.

To learn the art of the emperor, to learn the art of trade-offs, to know how to make trade-offs and weigh the pros and cons......

Not even marriage.

But no one knew that the higher the high hopes, the more he was overwhelmed.

In the eyes of others, a life full of flowers is a fire for him.

He knew that as a son of man, he should bear his due responsibility when he stood in that place. But since he has died once, and God has given him a new choice, why can't he be selfish once?

Bai Yong looked at Li Jingmo, his eyes helpless and guilty: "Jingmo, I don't want to be an emperor, I want to be an ordinary person."

Be an ordinary person who has a wife and a daughter, and can bask in the sun every day and read idle books.

Li Jingmo lowered his eyebrows and pursed his lips.

Bai Yong felt ashamed in his heart, and didn't dare to look at Li Jingmo's expression.

He turned his head and looked out the window at the sun.

The scenery in the yard is very good, Xu Yingrong likes flowers, so the corner under the wall is full of unknown small flowers. His daughter likes to have fun everywhere, and the courtyard is planted with soft lawns except for the roads where people come and go.

This is already the life he wants.

Li Jingmo was speechless for a long time, and it wasn't until the atmosphere dropped to the extreme that he spoke softly: "I just want to come and see my brother and know that you are doing well."

Bai Yong turned his head and looked at Li Jingmo again.

Li Jingmo said: "For the first seventeen years of my life, you protected me. I will protect you in the future, and I should do it."

He bent his lower lip inexplicably, and his voice was calm and gentle: "Brother, you don't have to be so cautious, and you are full of guilt. You didn't feel sorry for anyone, when you were the prince of Qi, you won the love and support of the people and courtiers. When you are a son, you are the pride of your father and queen mother. When I was a brother, you were my example and support."

"You're good enough, now, you just have to be yourself."

Bai Yi looked at Li Jingmo in a daze, and the young man's immature face gradually faded away.

What is engraved in his heart now is the resolute and handsome face of the young man in front of him.

Li Jingmo said, "I'm going to Cangwu, and the Beifu army is suspended outside Shangjing. Originally, I wanted to ask Jinliang to invite you back to the town, but now, I don't think it's necessary."

His voice was gentle, and he changed from his previous appearance: "Blame me for revealing your traces, if someone comes to disturb you, brother, don't blame me."

Bai Yi's lips moved slightly, and after a while, he said, "Jingmo, I ......."

"Brother!" Li Jingmo suddenly changed his name, he stood up, and the tall figure enveloped Bai Yi.

The young man of the past has indeed grown into a majestic appearance who can bear everything.

He said, "The one you owe least is me. Just now, I didn't speak lightly or seriously, I was just annoyed that you didn't deliver a message, which made me worry in plain water. But now, seeing you well, I have nothing more to ask for."

After saying that, Li Jingmo's gaze shifted to Bai Yi's legs, and said softly, "When we are done with the matter at hand, we will find a way to find the best doctor in the world to help you take a look."

Bai Ji lifted his legs, and he was already relieved a lot.

He pinched his unconscious flesh and smiled, "It's okay, it's just a waste of legs, not a waste of the whole person. At least I still have the ability to support my family now."

He asked Li Jingmo again, "I heard that you also had an eye accident."

Li Jingmo hooked his lips and smiled: "It's completely healed, and I don't regret hurting my eyes." Because it was there that I got to know Ah Ling."

Bai Yi paused, shook his head helplessly and chuckled.

"After I hurt my leg, I met Yingrong."

So, in this respect, what happened to the two brothers became the same.

They are all proud sons of the sky, but they met the love of their lives at the bottom of the valley.

Speaking of which, a person's life is so long and so short, it is enough to have one or two things that you don't regret and feel lucky. new

"Is my brother willing to go back to Beijing in the future?" Li Jingmo asked.

Bai Yong hesitated, and Li Jingmo said again, "I respect your opinion. If you don't want to come, I will make Lin'an your fiefdom and make you the king of Chen, and you will stay here. If you are willing to come, then stay in Shangjing and live in the palace, bring Lord Xu's family with you, and continue to live the life you want."

"Now that the news has been revealed, you can't keep a low profile if you want to. It is better to give her all the glory that should be given to her sister-in-law."

These words touched Bai Yong, and he raised his head to look at Li Jingmo.

Li Jingmo said softly, "Brother, you also feel guilty about your sister-in-law in your heart, right?"

Bai Yi pursed his lips and nodded.

The encounter with Xu Yingrong was not good, and she was wronged by the other party when she got married. Bai Yong always wanted to make amends, but he didn't have time to act.

Now that Li Jingmo has mentioned it, he is also a little moved.

Li Jingmo said: "Then make up for her a grand wedding, and let her be the princess of Princess Chen, who is the envy of all women in the world."