Chapter 112: Reason to Live

How can there be anyone in this world who doesn't want to live! Counting the twenty years of the previous life, Shen Qingyu can be regarded as having lived for more than forty years, but if possible, she still wants to continue to live, let alone forty years, even four hundred years is not too long.

She wants to do a lot, she wants to go a lot, and she needs more time.

But the young man said that he didn't want to live anymore, and he didn't even have a reason, such a young man who was looking for death, she couldn't treat it as if she didn't see it.

Sometimes it is easy to find a reason for a person to live, and what Shen Qingyu has to do is to find a reason for the other party to live.

"What about your parents?"

"I've left for a long time."

"What about your relatives?"

"Avoid me like a femme fatale."

"What about your friends?"

"I don't have any friends."

asked three questions in a row, and got not very good answers, which made Shen Qingyu feel a little sympathetic to the other party, doesn't this young man even have a concern in this world?

The young man's expression was cold, obviously questioning but using a narrative tone, "You don't know me?" Why do you care if I live or die? ”

Shen Qingyu sighed, thought for a while, and then replied: "Although I don't recognize you, I can't think I can't see you." Is this hard to understand? ”

The boy tugged at the corners of his mouth, "It's hard to understand." ”

He paused before saying, "You go, leave me alone!" ”

Shen Qingyu asked rhetorically, "When I can't see it, will you seek death again?" ”

The young man did not deny it, it was even more impossible for Shen Qingyu to leave with peace of mind at this time, if she left, the young man would still die, then she would not waste all her efforts.

"I'm fine anyway, you...... It should be fine, let's talk for a while, okay? Shen Qingyu said and stomped his feet, "Aren't you cold?" Let's go inside and talk! ”

It was freezing on this day, and she felt a little cold when she wore so much, not to mention the thinly dressed teenager.

The young man didn't know what he thought of, hesitated, and finally nodded, and followed Shen Qingyu into the Buqiu Temple.

The hardest thing to endure in winter is the cold wind, but with the walls to block it, it is much better.

Shen Qingyu approached the young man and felt that he could exchange his name first, "My surname is ......"

"Ahem"

Before the word "Shen" could be spoken, it was interrupted by Rao Xue's coughing.

She turned her head to look at Rao Xue, and saw Rao Xue's right hand clenched into a fist, pressed against her lips, and coughed again.

Shen Qingyu understood that this was to ask her not to report her name, so she had to change her tone and ask, "What's your name?" ”

The boy shook his head, "I don't have a name. ”

Shen Qingyu couldn't figure out if the young man really didn't have a name, or if he didn't want to tell her, but in short, the first step of communication, exchanging names, failed.

She thought that if she talked more about the beautiful scenery in this world, maybe the boy would want to survive!

So she searched her stomach and described everything she had seen, heard, and imagined to the people in front of her.

"I like to look at the mountains, looking up at the foot of the mountain, looking down from the top of the mountain, each with its own good view......"

Shen Qingyu looked east and west, and said whatever he wanted, but what he said was not very exciting, dry, no matter how imaginative people were, they probably couldn't imagine the picture from this narrative.

But the boy seemed to be engrossed, and listened to her without moving.

The house was empty, and the little girl's voice seemed to echo. The corners of her eyes and eyebrows all carried a love for the picture described, so vivid and vivid, that it even gave the boy the illusion that the little girl in front of her was a completely different color from the surroundings.

Shen Qingyu talked about the blue sky, white clouds, green mountains and green waters, from the colorful butterflies flying in spring to the golden wheat fields with waves in autumn.

As she paced, she stretched out her fingers and counted the things she was talking about, and when she spoke of them, she spoke in a brisk tone that soothed the mood of those who heard it.

"There are so many things to see in this world, and if you live longer and look at the scenery around you, you will find that there are so many beautiful places in this world. You also know what a reckless decision you made to seek death. ”

The boy was silent for a moment before he spoke: "I like snowy days, and only when it snows does I see the same as everyone else." ”

What does this mean?

The boy continued: "I can't see everything you said, I can only see black and white. ”

This boy is colorblind!

Shen Qingyu almost wanted to slap herself, she said a lot of things, but they were all scenes that the teenager couldn't comprehend.

She thought for a long time and said dryly: "Do you know the giant panda? ”

The boy wondered, "Panda? ”

Shen Qingyu explained: "Oh! Also known as a cat bear, this animal is only black and white, the hair on its eyes, ears, and limbs is black, and the rest of the hair is white, and it looks a little like a bear. ”

The young man imagined the animal described by Shen Qingyu, and for the first time there was a smile in his eyes, "Is there really such a living thing in this world?" ”

"Of course, if you go out for a walk, you might see it one day! But if you really see it, you have to stay away, it's very fierce. Shen Qingyu rolled her eyes, "Look, what's wrong with being alive?" You don't know what you'll encounter! ”

Shen Qingyu had never seen a record of a cat bear in a book in her previous life, and it was unknown whether there were cats and bears in this world, so she was naturally not worried that the teenager would really encounter it.

The young man didn't seem to suspect that the "cat bear" was made up by Shen Qingyu, and said with a smile: "You are not very old, and you know quite a lot." ”

Seeing that the young man would laugh, Shen Qingyu really put his mind at ease, if he had been expressionless and not interested in anything, it would be really difficult.

The boy carefully looked at Shen Qingyu's appearance, and Shen Qingyu was a little embarrassed.

The boy said, "Thank you for being willing to talk to me about this. ”

Shen Qingyu repeatedly confirmed, "You don't want to die, do you?" Want to live, right? ”

The young man smiled and shook his head, "I don't want to die." ”

Nodding again, "I want to live." ”

He solemnly thanked Shen Qingyu, "Thanks to you." Because of what you said, I think maybe there's nothing wrong with living. ”

The young man thanked him so frankly, Shen Qingyu was a little embarrassed, "I just chatted with you casually." ”