Chapter 88 Protection (4)
"You don't want to have anything to do, Lin Ting, you hold on!" She said in a trembling voice, "Don't let me have something to do, what should I do, what should I do......"
How can I save you?
Meng Xiangting's mind was so confused that she couldn't think of a way to save him, and she couldn't do anything except wait for the ambulance to come. She broke down and cried, his blood kept flowing, why wasn't the ambulance there yet......
Lin Ting's spirit began to be a little unsupportable, and the arc of his eyes became smaller and smaller.
"Don't sleep, you look at me...... Don't sleep well, okay? ”
"Why...... Why do you want to help me block ...... I owe you ...... It's been a long time since I paid it off......"
If something really happened to him today, she would never be able to forgive herself in her life, and if she hadn't insisted on going home by herself, he wouldn't have become like this. She owes him so much, and where should she pay it back?
His blood-stained lips moved slowly, struggling to spit out a few words, and she approached, tears piling up.
She heard it clearly, and he said, "I don't need you to pay it back, I volunteered to ......."
She sat on the steps with him on the morning of the festival, and he said the same thing.
I don't need you to pay it back, it's my own volition.
The wind wasn't very strong that day, but it blew away what she wanted to say.
She only realized at this moment that no matter how much she restrained her actions and deceived herself, she could not deceive her heart.
At this time, this panic of losing him is not something she can hide if she deceives herself that she doesn't care.
The boy's body temperature was gradually dropping, and he had fallen into a coma. Meng Xiangting hugged his shoulders tightly and whispered, "I'm sorry......"
She said the back, her voice shaky as she spoke.
There was chaos around, and the police came first, twisting the drunken man who hurt people away. The police saw that the boy was too seriously injured and that the little girl was crying too miserably, and cared for a few words on the side.
The little girl grabbed his sleeve as if grasping at a life-saving straw, her mood was very unstable, and she said incoherently: "Uncle, please take him to the hospital, he has a lot of blood, a lot of blood...... Will he die......"
He could only comfort the little girl: "Don't worry, the ambulance will arrive soon, it will be fine." ”
The little girl was probably so frightened that she cried so much that she couldn't even say a complete sentence.
The lying boy had completely lost consciousness, the blood in his forehead had dried up by the cold wind, and the wound was still bubbling with new blood, covering a new layer on the dried blood scab.
Meng Xiangting felt that the seconds were like years, and she didn't know how long it was, and the sound of the ambulance's horn finally approached. Piercing the night, bringing a glimmer of light to the girl in the dark.
She doesn't remember how she got through the night, she only remembers that she followed the police to the police station to make a record, and she sat on the chair of the police station, as if someone had taken her strength away, and she was as sluggish as a puppet.
She has forgotten a lot of things in the past few years, but at this time, she cried a lot, and the details in those memories suddenly became clear at an inopportune time.
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Lin Ting's headache was like it was about to explode, probably because of excessive blood loss, and he was extremely cold. When he finally came to his senses, he heard Meng Xiangting say sorry in a low voice.
He wanted to say, don't apologize, Tingting. You have nothing to be sorry for me, it's that I'm willing to like you with all my might.
But he really didn't have the strength to speak.
Later, he was so groggy that he couldn't even feel the pain, and he felt as if his soul was out of his body, and his whole body was light.
His thoughts drifted far away, and he seemed to be walking in a long corridor with no end in sight, and there was a white expanse in front of him, and he couldn't see anything clearly.
The thin and small figure slowly appeared in the white light, and Lin Ting subconsciously walked towards the end of the light......
The shadow in front of him dissipated, and the light shone on the face of the thin, pale boy shrunk in the corner, and the boy's trembling eyes carefully opened a slit, and the young girl's face was reflected with the light source.
"If you two bully him again, I'll tell my mom, you all know how she deals with the students who fight, right?" The girl's eyes were like torches, her chin was raised, and she raised her voice to the two senior boys who were pressing in front of him.
As soon as the two boys heard this, they ran away.
He was born with a white, thin and pale face. If this kind of appearance is born in a little girl, it can definitely occupy the reputation of "sick beauty". Unfortunately, he was a boy.
Presumably because of the male's natural pursuit of a sense of power, a boy of his type is destined to be disgusted by his kind. He had long felt this from the bad behavior of the same sex around him.
He couldn't figure out why he was treated like this just because of his appearance, but after experiencing a lot of injustice, he gradually became numb. Lin Ting felt that there was probably such a rule in this world, no one would like him, he didn't like everyone in this world.
At the age of thirteen, he was left by his parents at his grandmother's house and transferred to a new junior high school. When he turned around, it was already two months after the start of school, and he probably got acquainted with each other in his new class, and he seemed out of place in it.
But he didn't care, he wasn't going to make friends with anyone anyway. He stood on the podium and introduced his name indifferently. The teacher asked him to talk more and talk about his hobbies, but he gritted his teeth and refused to say it. The teacher was not reluctant, and casually pointed to a position for him to sit down.
Next to that position was Meng Xiangting.
The little girl seemed to be very curious about him, and she didn't listen well to the whole class, and her eyes kept sneaking at him.
What's so nice to look at, you don't have to act so straightforward if you think he's ugly, right?
Later, she always chattered a lot to him, but he just listened and didn't answer. Despite this, the girl continued to speak.
How could she have so much to say?
Lin Ting didn't understand in his heart, and at the same time, he couldn't help but listen to the girl talk about those trivial things. It was the first time that someone had not shown cold or disgust for him.
She's really special, but that doesn't mean everyone else is like her.
Adolescent boys are at the time of gender consciousness awakening, and Lin Ting's appearance is too feminine in their eyes, and even from a certain angle, she is more beautiful than ordinary little girls. The evil in the children's nature makes them refuse to let go of Lin Ting, as if bullying Lin Ting, they can get indescribable pleasure from it.
Lin Ting remembered that it was an ordinary afternoon, and he was surrounded in the corner by two senior boys on the way out of school, the two boys were so tall and big, and the shadows of the two of them covered his whole body, leaving him in the dark.
He had closed his eyes in despair, trembling and huddled in the corner, waiting for a beating, but in the darkness he heard a crisp "stop".
He cautiously opened his eyes, and the girl's immature face was imprinted on his heart in this way.
He remembered this glance for five years.
He cowered in the corner and looked at her steadily. The girl walked towards him with the light on her back, and her whole body was shrouded in light, and she leaned over with a smile and stretched out a hand to him.
------Off topic------
I would like to call this pair of feelings salvation.
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