Chapter 109: The Abyss (1)
Song Yao said that in the third year of high school, the countdown to the college entrance examination should be imprinted in his mind, and everyone was required to write their target college, paste it on the back blackboard, and put it together with the results of every big and small exam in the third year of high school, so that it can be clearly and intuitively seen whether it is getting closer and closer to the goal.
When filling in the college, Zhou Luo thought about it and chose A University, her score should be about the same if she worked a little harder, and most importantly, A University is near B University.
An Mu picked an ordinary school in the imperial capital, Lin Jingjing glanced at it, and was very puzzled: "Your grades can obviously go to a better school, why do you choose this?" ”
An Mu had a transparent pad on his desk, and a map of China was pressed underneath, and he marked the location of the imperial capital with a small five-pointed star in red pen. He pursed his lips and said, "I just want to go to the imperial capital." ”
He wanted to be with his parents and be closer to them.
……
The life of the third year of high school is nothing special except that the pace is a little faster than before, and they still go to school together in the morning and go home together after the evening self-study.
What makes Zhou Luo really feel that the third year of high school is different is the merger of the comprehensive papers.
In the past, the three subjects of history and geography were separated, and there would be a break in the middle after answering a subject, which was relatively relaxed. But it was suddenly merged into one department, which caught her off guard.
This is the first weekly test in the third year of high school.
Zhou Luo felt that her hand was about to be broken, but she didn't dare to stop for a moment, because there were still ten minutes before the end of the exam, but there was still a whole page of her answer sheet empty.
The clock in the exam room ticked the second hand, and every sound stimulated her nerves. She was so nervous that her mind began to mess up, and the piles of words on the scroll dangled in front of her eyes, obviously they were all Chinese characters, but she just couldn't understand what they meant.
In the end, time became more and more tight, and she could only scribble a few sentences on each question to make the answer sheet look less empty, trying to add a little security to herself.
Until the end of the exam, her chaotic heartbeat had not subsided, and her hands were still shaking. She leaned back in her chair and sighed.
She knew that she had failed the test again this time.
That's not a good start.
*
As soon as I entered my third year of high school, even Sunday's vacation was shortened to half a day. When everyone heard this, they complained. But Song Yao said that she cherished the present, and when she waited for the second semester of her third year of high school, she didn't even have this half-day vacation.
For a moment, no one was silent.
Half a day is fine.
So everyone seized every minute and every second of the holiday time, and the bell was gone.
Zhou Luo sat on the seat, not moving.
Bai Luofan walked over and knocked on her table, "My mother asked me to go home, and I can't accompany you today." ”
Zhou Luo didn't raise his head and continued to copy his notes, "Then you go back, I'll stay here for self-study." ”
Her tone was normal, and he couldn't see her expression, but he had a gut feeling that the little girl might be a little unhappy. He rubbed her hair, crouched down, and rested his arms on her desk: "What's wrong?" ”
"It's okay." Zhou Luo shook his head and said with a smile, "Why do you suddenly ask that." ”
Bai Luofan's gaze examined her expression, and after a moment, he asked, "Aren't you unhappy?" ”
"Nope." Zhou Luo brushed his hair behind his ears and said heartlessly: "Come back and help me bring me a cup of milk tea, full sugar." ”
Bai Luofan was relieved, nodded, and said hello.
He left, and Zhou Luo lowered his head and began to do the question.
After Bai Luofan walked out of the classroom for a while, Zhou Luo, who had been keeping his head down, slowly raised his head. She froze for a moment, then got up and headed to the office.
She leaned against the door and glanced quietly into the office.
No one.
Zhou Luo walked in and went straight to Song Yao's table.
On the table, there is a report card for the weekly test.
She stretched out her hand, stopped halfway through, her fingertips trembling, picked up her report card, and searched for her name, from the top ten to the top twenty, to the thirty......
Her heart sank suddenly, and her throat was as if she had been grabbed so hard that she couldn't let go, and she couldn't breathe.
She stared at it for a few moments, then put the report card back in place and walked out of the office without saying a word.
There were only junior high school students in this building, and at this time, the building was empty except for her. She felt like a wandering spirit walking in the hallway, the windows on both sides were not closed, and the wind from the opposite hall came in together, blowing on her from the front and back.
Obviously, I have worked hard, but my results have not improved, and there is even a downward trend.
She slowly crouched down and hugged her knees.
*
Bai Luofan entered the door, put the key in his pocket casually, and looked at the sofa to see that Lin Xia was already sitting there waiting for him.
"Mom, what's the matter, why don't you let me come back?" He changed his slippers and bent down to put them in the shoe closet.
Lin Xia: "Sit, I have something to tell you." ”
Bai Luofan didn't know why, and sat on the sofa opposite Lin Xia.
Lin Xia said: "That's right, your father's job is going to be transferred to the next city, and I plan to go with him." So if you follow us, you have to transfer schools. ”
"I'm not turning." His voice was firm.
Lin Xia had long expected him to react like this, "If you don't transfer schools, there will be no one at home, and no one will take care of you at such an important juncture as your senior year of high school, what should you do yourself?" ”
"I'm so old, I can take care of myself, and I don't have to worry about you."
"Mom knows that you are reluctant to go, but at such an important stage as the third year of high school, we are not by your side, and I don't worry about you."
Lin Xia paused, and pushed a few application forms and materials on the coffee table in front of Bai Luofan, "And we have almost contacted the schools over there, and they are no worse than Changhe, as long as you want, it is easy to enroll, you can think about it first, don't worry." ”
"Of course, Mom doesn't want to force you to go with us, you think about it, we still respect your choice."
Bai Luofan didn't speak, his eyes fell on the forms.
*
During the evening self-study, everyone came back one after another. The class representative brought over a large stack of comprehensive answer cards and handed them out one by one.
Zhou Luo took it and glanced at it lightly, and stuffed it into the drawer casually.
Bai Luofan sat in his seat and watched her all the time, and this time he could be sure that she was really not in a good mood.
His lips moved slightly, and finally he didn't say anything, silently pressing the material under the book.
If he left, he wouldn't have seen her for almost a year.
He still has two months to think about it.
Inexplicably, a wave of irritability welled up in his heart, and he scratched his hair in frustration.
*
Zhou Luo had read a book before, which talked about Murphy's Law: the more you are afraid of something, the more you will come.
She found that she couldn't do the questions anymore.
Staring at the multiple-choice questions of the article, any of the four options seems to make sense. She wrote down her answer, looked at the next one, and after a few seconds moved back to another answer.
However, it was not over, and she felt that the remaining two were right.
This is true for every question, she is afraid of choosing the wrong one, but the more she is afraid, the more wrong she is.
She felt confused in the examination room, her hands and feet were cold, and her hands began to shake again.
In the first monthly exam, she scored 179 in the comprehensive exam. Of the 35 multiple-choice questions, she got 22 wrong.
The questions in this test are more difficult, and the ranking has dropped a lot. Zhou Luo is just one of them, but because he was also declining before, he was not outstanding among the losers.
This is the first monthly exam in the third year of high school, and the teachers of the third year group attach great importance to it. Wang Jiong even pulled all the teachers to have an afternoon meeting.
As for the spirit of the meeting...... It is probably to comfort the students who failed the monthly exam, reduce the psychological pressure of the students, and build confidence for the students.
Song Yao leaned back in her chair and took a red pen to sketch out the names of several students on the report card.
Wei Nianjun came over and said, "I think the little girl named Zhou Luo in your class seems to be a little wrong recently, and her geography test this time is not ideal, why don't you talk to her too." ”
Song Yao looked at Zhou Luo's results according to his words, and it was indeed a bit miserable.
"This child was transferred out of the fifth class at the beginning, she must be strong-hearted, and her foundation is not bad, and when I check the monitoring, I can always see that she does not go home on weekends and studies in the classroom. I'm a little worried that talking to her will put pressure on her, so let's let it go for now, maybe next time she'll adjust herself. When I wait for the class meeting, I'll talk about it as a whole. ”
"Okay." Wei Nianjun felt that what Song Yao said made sense.
"Report!"
"Enter."
Bai Luofan had been struggling with the transfer for many days, so he decided to ask Song Yao's opinion.
He approached and explained his intention to Song Yao. Song Yao pulled a chair for him to sit down, explained the pros and cons to it, and gave her own suggestions.
The two of them had a long talk.
……
"Okay, I'll take your opinion into consideration, thank you, teacher." He stood up and bowed solemnly to Song Yao.
"Okay, then you go back first, take this list, and let the classmates who have been ticked out with the red pen on it have time to come to me."
"Okay."
He walked out of the office, glanced at the list, and finally fixed his eyes on Zhou Luo's results.
He could probably guess the reason for her anxiety all this time.
These hooked out classmates are all with serious declines in grades, presumably Song Yao is going to talk to them, but Zhou Luo is the only one who misses them.
In fact, he heard some of Song Yao's words at the door just now, which also made sense. Zhou Luo looks gentle and soft-spoken, but she is a very strong girl in her bones.
Song Yao didn't know, but he knew.
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