Chapter 115: The Abyss (7)

Song Yao said that this Sunday's half-day holiday was canceled, and she had to take a quiz, and the rest of the time was for self-study.

Everyone has accepted the fact that there will be fewer holidays in the third year of high school, but they will inevitably complain. Especially when I saw the little cubs in the first and second years of high school entering and leaving the school gate in groups of three or five.

Greed can only be greedy, and you still have to sit obediently in the classroom to do the test papers.

At the end of the test, the students moved their desks back to their original places and took advantage of the toilet to go out to get some air.

Zhou Luo walked towards the door without saying a word.

Bai Luofan glanced at her back, thoughtful.

Zhou Luo walked out of the classroom, his eyes fell in the direction of the staircase, his footsteps paused, and then he lifted his foot upstairs and walked straight towards the school gate.

People came and went at the door, and she was inconspicuous among a group of first- and second-year high school students, and she got out of the school gate very smoothly.

She stopped at the doorway and looked at the path that led to the sea. It only takes 10 minutes to get to the beach.

She walked slowly, looking around the scenery on the trail all the way. Outside the residential building, the creeper is lush and green, a family has painted the house purple, and the stationery store hangs new arrivals......

She had walked back and forth many times on this road, but she had never noticed it.

She looked up at the sun, which was already setting in the west, and was about to set. The place she was going to was in the east, and she had to carry the light on her back and keep going east.

The girl's back faded into the afterglow of the setting sun.

……

Bai Luofan waited in the classroom for self-study, but he didn't see her come back, and the vacant seat next to him gave him a bad premonition. He sent a note to Meng Xiangting and asked her to go and see if Zhou Luo was in the bathroom, but Meng Xiangting came back and said she didn't see it.

When he heard this, he knew that something was wrong, and he ran downstairs frantically before the teacher came.

He wasn't sure where Zhou Luo would go, so he just looked around like a headless fly. He ran several places but didn't find it, and when he stopped to hold his knees and breathe, he didn't know how to remember the demeanor of Zhou Luo when everyone was discussing Fang Han jumping into the sea that day.

Don't......

He didn't dare to think about it, and he didn't have time to think about anything else, so he ran to the beach without daring to stop a single step. He had been running for too long, breathing heavily, and his lungs hurt like they were about to explode with every breath he had, but he couldn't care about anything.

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Autumn is not the peak time for the seaside, let alone in the evening when the sun has set. At this time, the seaside was empty except for her.

The sea breeze swept across her cheeks and ruffled the broken hair on her forehead.

There were several bags of Kong Ming lanterns and a lamp that seemed to be a little flawed on the ground.

She bent down and picked it up.

That night, she said in the car that she would ask Zhou Moshan to accompany her to put Kong Ming lanterns when she was on vacation, and he obviously agreed.

But he couldn't come again.

Their father and daughter have been cold for so many years, and the relationship has finally eased, she thought that their family could live happily like other families, but why did everything change in a blink of an eye?

I heard that within a few seconds of falling from a building, people will feel guilty about the person who can't let go of the most in this life, and even regret committing suicide. So when he jumped from such a high place, did he regret it for her and his mother?

When she was a child, between money and her, she was the one who was given up, and now it seems that she may have been given up again.

She wanted to see the other side of the sea, but the sea breeze blew so hard that she couldn't open her eyes, and she gave up.

The sky was a little dark, and the last trace of the sun remained on the other side of the sea, as if to induce her to pursue it.

The girl stepped barefoot into the cold water......

Bai Luofan ran wildly all the way, and before he had time to stop and catch his breath, he saw a thin girl standing in the middle of the sea.

He shouted in a panic: "Zhou Luo! ”

A little farther away, the boy's panicked cry dissipated in the raging sea breeze.

The girl was still going deeper.

He ran frantically, grabbed her arm, and then pulled her tightly from behind, lest she run deeper on the impulse.

"What are you doing! Don't die! He roared in desperation.

The girl didn't say anything, didn't make any other moves, just watched quietly as he dragged herself ashore.

He thought that he had yelled too loudly just now and scared her, but now that he had calmed down, he looked at her a little panickedly and apologized guiltily.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to yell at you, I thought you were going to jump into the sea if you didn't want to, so I was in too much of a hurry."

The girl looked at him for a moment, his forehead and the tip of his nose covered with beads of sweat from running wildly.

Seeing that she didn't speak, he took her by the hand, took her out of the sea area, and squatted down to put down her rolled up trousers.

The girl's eyes were as calm as water, as they were at her father's tombstone that day.

He knew that the more this happened, the more sad she became.

The young man's heart ached as if he had been caught, and the tails of his eyes were stained red. He took off his coat, covered her head, and then reached out and hugged her through his clothes.

"If you want to cry, cry out, no one can see it, as long as you don't do stupid things."

The girl froze for a moment, her cheeks, flushed from the cold, touching the boy's warm chest.

She raised her hand and slowly wrapped her arms around his waist, tears bursting in her eyes.

"I'm ......" she covered her entire face, and her voice was muffled. As soon as he said a word, the rest of the words were interrupted by a choked voice.

The young man sighed and comforted: "Well, I'm listening, say whatever you want to say." ”

The girl in his arms cried uncontrollably, and the dampness in his chest gradually increased, and after a while, he heard the girl's trembling voice say, "I will ...... There's no dad anymore......"

The cry that the girl had been suppressing couldn't be controlled anymore at this moment, she seemed to have returned to her childhood, she had suffered any grievances, she couldn't bear it, and she cried.

"But I really miss him......"

The boy's eyes were sour, his Adam's apple rolled, and he patted the girl's back trembling with crying like a sigh.

There are some things that no one can fully empathize with, no matter how close they are. He felt sorry for her, but he couldn't help her share one of the grief of losing her father.

Only this girl herself can get out of this predicament.

Just cry, just cry out.

The waves were swept up by the wind and crashed heavily against the reef, as if trying to hide the girl's desperate cries, and as if they wanted to comfort and comfort this thin and fragile girl.

……

She didn't know how long she had been crying, but she felt that she couldn't shed any more tears, and even her voice was hoarse. Finally, she let go of her hand and came out of the warm embrace of the young man, but she still did not take off the coat covering her head, and her fingers wiped her cheeks wildly, unable to calm the surging tears for a long time.

The young man lowered his eyes and whispered, "Uncle Zhou won't want to see you feel so sorry for him, he must want you to be well." ”

The little head covered by the red school uniform jacket didn't move at all.

"You know, when he came to me that night, I thought it was strange, he said a lot, and now that I think about it, he came to say goodbye to me, and I didn't even hear it." The girl took a deep breath and steadied her changed voice, "He had planned it a long time ago. ”

"Bai Luofan," she called his name, and said in a dumb voice, "He left me down again." ”

After thirteen years, she was once again left behind.

The boy looked away, and some words swirled and swirled.

(End of chapter)