Chapter 131: The Ending (I)
I don't know how long it took for her to feel her lips start to tingle before he finally let go of her. Their breathing was unsteady, and the teenager's forehead pressed against hers, panting softly.
The kiss was such a magical thing, and from her current condition, it was comparable to an anesthetic, and she had no strength at all.
Zhou Luo asked weakly: "You...... Why are you ...... all of a sudden?"
The young man's voice was hoarse, with a hint of triumphant smile: "Your boyfriend wants you to be greedy, how can the reward for being admitted to A University be so simple?" ”
But your reward is too ......
His palm was pressed against the back of her neck, scratching from time to time, a little itchy, but also a strange feeling.
At the end of Ye Hui's phone conversation, Zhou Luo heard her footsteps, hurriedly got off Bai Luofan, sat down in his seat, and folded his hands in front of him, with a weak heart written on his face.
Bai Luofan smiled and leaned back in the chair casually.
However, Ye Hui was already carried away by happiness, and she didn't notice her daughter's abnormality, and said that she would take the two of them out for a big dinner tomorrow and leave.
There were only two of them left in the room, and Zhou Luo's tense shoulders suddenly collapsed, and he breathed a long sigh of relief.
The initiator laughed out loud.
She glared at him in exasperation.
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The last time they went back to school was the day after the scores were made.
The scenery of Changhe is still the same, the banner on the day of the college entrance examination has not been picked up, the plane trees on both sides of the road are still flourishing, and the whole path is hidden under the shade, so that the students who come and go can escape the ravages of the sun.
Now it's official class time, and there is silence in the Zhixing Building. And the Lingzhi Building behind a small garden is very noisy.
In the past, when everyone met in school, they wore school uniforms made from the same assembly line, with similar hairstyles, and when there were many people, no one could tell who was who.
Now back in this classroom, everyone is dressed in their own clothes, and the girls are wearing colorful little dresses, and they are wearing makeup that looks like they are not skilled enough, which has become a beautiful sight in this school building.
The college entrance examination seems to have become a critical point, as long as this point passes, everyone seems to have grown up in an instant.
As soon as Bai Luofan and Zhou Luo came, they were each pulled away by their respective friends.
Lin Jingjing looked a lot better than before, but her face didn't have the bright smile she had before, and it was always faint.
"I've decided to study abroad." Lin Jingjing said.
Zhou Luo and Meng Xiangting were surprised for a moment, and then this surprise disappeared and turned into understanding.
Xu Gan said in his lecture that touching the scene is the most common.
When you can't forget a person, all the familiar things around you will become a medium to think of him, pervasive.
Going abroad may be the only way for Lin Jingjing to alleviate this longing.
Zhou Luo pulled the corners of his lips and asked, "When are you leaving, we will see you off." ”
Lin Jingjing said: "It's not decided yet, I've been contacting the school recently." ”
"Okay, remember to tell us when it's settled."
"Hmm."
Graduation season means separation, it's common knowledge, and almost everyone knows it.
But this day has really come, but I can't control more than the emotions surging in my heart.
The three girls each tried to control their emotions, cherishing this last moment, and you said it for a long time.
Meng Xiangting didn't know where she heard the news, saying that Qiao Xinwu had resigned.
Zhou Luo was stunned for a while, the treatment of Changhe teacher is almost the best in the city, why did he suddenly resign?
But the conversation lasted only a few minutes, and then the three of them quickly moved on to other topics.
Song Yao came over to talk about volunteering, and sent a guide to fill in the volunteer, and today's tasks are all over.
Before leaving, Bai Luofan was left by Song Yao to talk because of his record-breaking results, and Zhou Luo just wanted to see the kitten in the back garden, so the two agreed to see each other in the small garden later.
When Zhou Luo arrived in the back garden, Lu Feng was feeding the cat.
Zhou Luo hesitated, but walked over, slowly squatted down next to him, reached out and touched the cat's head, and the cat purred comfortably.
Lu Feng's gaze fell on her hand, then moved to the side of her face, and quickly retracted it. He was thinking about something when his voice rang in his ears.
"Congratulations, I heard you did well in the exam."
As soon as the results came out last night, Song Yao let everyone post them in the group, Lu Feng's grades are very high, except for B major, you can almost choose any school.
He turned his head slightly to look at her, but she didn't look at him, but concentrated on stroking the cat, seemingly just casually talking.
He said "um" and answered, "You're not bad either." ”
The two fell silent at the same time, and all that was left around was the sound of the wind and the purring of cats.
The words he had swallowed back many times were now back in his mouth.
"Zhou Luo." He didn't even notice that he took a nervous breath, and the girl turned to look at him, and he lowered his eyes and said, "I'm sorry." ”
"Your father's affairs are actually inseparable from my father...... I know there's nothing I can get back, and I say I'm sorry no matter how many times I can't get your dad back. It's better if you hate me, or never forgive me...... I hope you don't have to think about it anymore. As he spoke, the boy bowed his head deeply, as if waiting for the maiden to open her mouth and give him a final judgment.
However, the girl did not have the anger and accusation she imagined, but just whispered, "Actually, I already knew. ”
Lu Feng looked at her incredulously when he heard this. Zhou Luo said in his shocked gaze: "The police found a little clue when investigating my father's death. ”
"I really hated you when I first found out about this, but you're right, it's irreparable."
"I'm sorry......" he lowered his head, not daring to look at her.
"I also thought about it for a long time, and the evening I came back from the beach, my mother told me something, and I thought about it completely. Actually, my dad didn't have to die at the time, he was all there to protect me and my mom. She looked up at the sky, "He had a premonition before the accident, but there was no way to stop it, he arranged everything for me and my mother before the incident, he had already calculated it, as long as he took all the responsibility, we would be safe." ”
Zhou Luo said: "So in fact, thinking about it this way, my father's death is also my responsibility." What your dad did was unforgivable, and I won't forgive him. But your dad is your dad, you're you, you don't know anything, you just happen to be his son. ”
The girl's words left him speechless, and her over-calmness gave him a deep sense of powerlessness. He knew there was no more chance between them.
She didn't hate him, but she couldn't love him.
But it was already a good result that he could get her forgiveness, how could he still be greedy for more.
He was already out of qualification.
After a long time, he smiled with relief: "Thank you for forgiving me." ”
After thinking about it, he still couldn't hold back and said, "I'm going to study abroad, can you say goodbye to me one last time?" ”
Zhou Luo moved his lips, and before the words could be spoken, Bai Luofan's voice came from behind.
"Fall."
She turned her head to meet the young man's dark eyes, and she bent her eyebrows and waved at him.
Lu Feng looked at the girl's bright smile, and couldn't help but curl the corners of his lips.
She turned her head and said to him, "I'm leaving, I wish you a bright future, don't be like your father." ”
"Goodbye."
"Well, goodbye."
She straightened up and walked happily towards the young man not far away, holding the young man's arm with ease, always with a smile on her face.
Lu Feng looked at the figures of the two, he was silent for a while, turned around, and seemed to say to himself: "I wish you and him eternal happiness, may you be happy." ”
Only if you are happy, there will be less guilt in my heart.
The girl's footsteps faded away.
He let out a long sigh of relief, tears glistening in his eyes. He also followed her example and stroked the cat's head, which purred comfortably.
The breeze brushed his cheeks, and two lines of tears rolled down his lips.
He finally understood that he liked someone, even if he knew that it was impossible, he would still sincerely think that she would be happy.
(End of chapter)