Chapter 30: Scarface's First Love
"Well, yes, the difficulty of liberal arts and science students is the same, and science students will take advantage of it." Scarface scribbled.
"I heard from the girls in your class that you are very good at mathematics, physics and chemistry, and you have full scores in the college entrance examination, and your English is not very good. Or I'll help you with English and you can help me with high math. Gai Lili asked.
"Okay. I can't speak English, so you'll have to be patient. Scarface said.
"Help each other and take what they need. Then we'll settle it. I heard that you have to go to tutor almost every night, and I usually find a seat on the fourth floor on the fifteenth floor to study on my own, and you can go to me when you have time, and I will occupy a seat for you. Gary Lili looked pleased.
"Then we're decided." Scarface is also very happy, this feeling of love with a budding spring heart is sometimes more anticipated than the complete release of the instinct of the collapse.
But for a whole week, the two spent only two times studying together at night, and Scarface was in love for the first time in the real sense. Due to the experience of several women, Scarface's initial love motives were not so pure, but he was not in a hurry to move forward quickly, he still strictly followed Professor Huang's love trilogy to enjoy the process, but the hormones in his body were growing rapidly.
On the Saturday of the Qingming Festival, Scarface came to Aunt Han's house at half past two to give lessons to Xiaochao, it was drizzling in the sky, Scarface was riding with an umbrella, and several places on his body were drenched in rain. Aunt Han didn't remember until she opened the door. "Look at my brain, Xiaochao asked me to call you, today he was at grandma's house, and he didn't come back until dinner. I want to adjust the time to the evening, and let me ask you if you can do it. ”
"Oh, it's okay, then I'll go first, come back in the evening, goodbye Auntie." Scarface said and turned to leave.
"Didn't you say that you come to your aunt's house for dinner every Saturday, it's almost three o'clock now, you go back and come back at five o'clock, it's still raining, don't toss it. If nothing else, stay here for two hours. Aunt Han said.
"There's nothing to do today, so I'll read a book in Xiaochao's house for a while." Scarface wasn't very polite, and followed Aunt Han into the house.
"You see you're wet, you have to wear a raincoat to ride on a rainy day, and an umbrella won't do much. Put this on, it's still what you wore some time ago, go take a shower and don't catch a cold. ”
"Oh, thank you, Auntie" Scarface went to Xiaochao's house to change his clothes, and went into the bathroom to take a shower.
When he came out of the shower, he saw that the door of Aunt Han's house was open, and Aunt Han was lying on the bed and asked him, "Xiao Lu, don't you know how to massage?" came to press the aunt, and in the past two days, I always felt wrinkled and unhappy. ”
"yes, okay," Scarface said and walked inside.
"Uh-huh...... Your skills are good, better than those technicians in health clubs. Aunt Han said while humming comfortably.
"Auntie still goes to massage a lot?" Scarface asked.
"Well, once or twice a week, right the one downstairs we're in. There are all female technicians there, and they don't have as much energy as you. Our classmates said that other massage technicians think that the fat on us is too thick and too laborious, do you say that my aunt is very fat? Uh-huh、...... "Aunt Han really felt that Scarface's massage technique was very comfortable, and she kept humming.
"No, in fact, your figure is the most standard at your age, you have one meter seven, and you are only one hundred and thirty pounds, which is not fat at all." Scarface didn't have much else to think about at first, but Aunt Han's humming made him involuntarily think of the sound like singing when Sister Zhao Di and Sister Lu collapsed, and a fire suddenly ignited. But he told himself that this was the elder he respected in his heart, and he tried his best to press his whole body while talking to his aunt to distract himself.
"Well, your eyes are quite poisonous, I'm one meter six eight, more than one hundred and thirty pounds. In fact, the main thing is that the butt is too big, and your Uncle Zhang just hates ......it," Aunt Han said half a sentence, and suddenly realized that today's conversation was a bit problematic, and she inadvertently thought that she was chatting with her girlfriend while doing a massage in the health club.
"You see what I've said, I'm used to chatting with my classmates for this massage, I'm sorry. You pinch your aunt's whole body, don't just shoulder to waist, waist to calf also have a lot of acupuncture points. Aunt Han often massages and knows the order of massage, so she said.
Scarface actually knew that, but he felt a little dizzy when he saw two basketballs wrapped side by side in his dress, shaking slightly as he massaged. But he still followed Aunt Han's instructions and smoothly crossed the basketball-shaped peak, his hand stopped at the top of the peak for a while, pressed and rubbed it vigorously, and the feeling was good. Then press it all the way down to the feet, then from the feet to the shoulders, and so on. Behind it is the whole body slapping, and the slapping is the most serious in the thickest part of the meat.
"Well, that's comfortable. You can go to work in the clubhouse with this massage technique. Aunt Han rolled over and stretched comfortably, and said to Scarface.
But Scarface's body has changed dramatically because of this contact. When she saw the changes in Scarface's body, she realized that it was not the female technician in the clubhouse, but a young man. Seeing Scar's eyes staring at places that shouldn't be looking, he said with some embarrassment: "You kid doesn't study well, you just think about some messy things." Go back to your house, ugly or not. ”
"Oh" Scarface also felt that he looked very sorry for the audience, and turned around like a puppet to leave, but he suddenly remembered what Sister Lu had said, if you want to collapse the pot, don't pretend to be serious, take the initiative. There are only men and women in the world, and the relationship between men and women can only collapse and cannot collapse.
I also remembered what Professor Huang taught in practical skills, how to pretend to be a first-time innocent virgin, so that women can accept themselves willingly, and can maintain this passion for a long time. Now in his mind, there are no more respected elders, only a good pot left. This is all a matter of helping each other, if the other party is resolute, it is a big deal to use the rhetoric taught by Professor Huang, and basically get the other party's forgiveness.
I made up my mind to try it, and all these ideas were decided in just a few dozen seconds, Aunt Han looked at Scarface and turned around but didn't move, she didn't know the little Jiujiu in the other party's heart, she sat up and asked: "Why are you stunned, go to that house quickly, don't always think about those bad things in the children's house." ”
"Auntie, I really want to hug you." Scarface turned around and pretended to be pitiful and said, and then hugged Aunt Han.
"Okay, kid. Auntie forgot that you are also a man, and you should not be allowed to give a massage. Besides, how can you think about an old woman like Auntie? Aunt Han didn't refuse too firmly, and obediently let Scarface hug herself, she thought that this child just lacked maternal love since he was a child, and it would be good to comfort her. Who knew that Scarface hugged her tighter and tighter, and pressed that crooked mouth to her lips.
Han Junfeng's mind was also blank at this time, she felt like a girl in her first love, both eager and a little shy. But as the action intensified further, she realized that this was not the time of love before, and her brain buzzed before she regained her senses. She pushed Scarface, who was already a little fanatical, and ducked to the side, sorting out her somewhat messy clothes.
"Jiazheng, we can't do this, you can go quickly." Han Junfeng's face was crimson, and he didn't dare to look at Scarface.
"I'm sorry, Auntie. I ...... "Scarface didn't know how to explain it, he didn't want to say the things that Professor Huang taught against his will, he just did it on purpose, that is, he had that kind of dirty thoughts."
"It's okay, you go. It's the aunt who is wrong, you shouldn't be allowed to have this kind of opportunity, you are a normal man, and this reaction is understandable, which shows that the aunt is not the kind of yellow-faced woman who is useless. "Han Junfeng has now fully returned to normal.
"Then I'm leaving, Auntie. What about Xiaochao's class today? Scarface bowed his head in shame and said that he felt he had gone too far and tried to shake out the dirty thoughts.
"I won't make it up today, I told Xiaochao that you have something to do at night, come back next week." Han Junfeng looked at Scarface, and did realize his mistake, so he said.
"Oh" Scarface changed his clothes and hurried back to school. Han Junfeng sat on the bed silently and looked outside, his mind was really messy, what the hell is wrong with me.
Scarface came out of Aunt Han's house, didn't have an umbrella, and rode away, the light rain was still dripping, and the cold rain quickly extinguished the fire in his heart. He also analyzed his behavior very calmly, and felt that this time he was a little despicable, and it was all for his own momentary pleasure, and he was trying to hurt others. If he succeeds this time, he may get great satisfaction, but for Aunt Han, it may be a lifetime of uneasiness and remorse, and it may even lead to extreme consequences, which is a little scary to think about.
There is no right or wrong in this kind of thing itself, and the two times he and Sister Zhao Di were both comfortable and happy, and they will not change anything in the future. Although the countless times with Yang Jing are ridiculous, they are all Zhou Yu beating Huang Gai and being willing to fight, and each goes his own way afterwards, without changing the direction of the other party's life. Not to mention Liu Yan, it can be said that they help each other, so that each other's pain and depression have been greatly released, and they can better manage their future lives. The few times with Sister Lu seem to be reprehensible, but in fact, the timely satisfaction of the most normal physiological needs reduces Sister Lu's complaints about her husband and the living environment, and can make the other party more attached to family life, thus more stabilizing the other party's marital relationship.
Therefore, the thing itself is correct, it depends on the circumstances and who did it, the time, place, person, and psychology determine the final judgment of the matter, and the same person doing the same thing, the above conditions change, and the nature and result of the thing will be completely different.
By the time he got back to the dorm, Scarface was soaking wet, but his mood was much better. He knew that Aunt Han didn't blame him too much, and the title of him changed from Xiao Lu to Jia Zheng, which showed that he didn't hurt the other party, and everyone could still be the same as before. He has also matured a lot all of a sudden, and has come out of pure physical needs, and when he sees a girl again, he doesn't just think about that one thing, and the communication of the heart can sometimes make people get great satisfaction.
As long as he has time, he will no longer waste it, studying, tutoring, and physical exercise are also indispensable, and a good body is the capital of all work. I wake up every morning and go for a run, and I play basketball, soccer, and various sports with my classmates in my spare time, which is a very healthy way to disperse excess hormones.
During the period of dating with Gai Lili, the two have gradually developed from simple mutual tutoring to a real love relationship. At first, he did go towards a goal of collapse, but since the Qingming Festival, Scarface's mentality has completely changed. He felt that he was not capable of bearing the consequences now, so he could not change the nature of the matter casually.
He could also see that Gai Lili was also very submissive to him, and was very eager for all his movements, from holding hands to moving his mouth to hugging, the two of them naturally transitioned, and then the range of movement of his hands began to increase, and it could be seen that the other party also enjoyed the process.
At this point, Scarface could finish the last one at any time if he wanted to, but he no longer treated the women before him like he had done before. Because he knew that if he didn't have to bear any responsibility, and the separation of the two afterwards would not have a fundamental impact on the other party, then he would not hesitate to take the next step. But the person in his arms is obviously different, the possibility of them being separated from each other the day after tomorrow is very high, and his impulsiveness may affect the other party for a lifetime, so he can only endure it.
In May, the weather in Bincheng City also became hotter, with a little summer atmosphere, and it was about to enter the examination period, and Xiaochao's grades were also very stable, so he ended his tutoring half a month early. Scarface also spends more time on his own studies, and he and Gai Lili also spend more time studying on their own, at least they can be together all day every Saturday. When I was tired of studying, I went out for a walk by the lake at school, and the people on the lake were couples, and no one cared about them. At night, it's a couple's paradise and the action is a little crazier than during the day.
"Shall I check on the growth of our Lili vegetation?"
"Hmm"
"See if the doorman is responsible?"
"Hmm"
"The doorman is irresponsible, it doesn't matter if the water leaks"
"You hate it. I'll check yours too. “
"Feel free to check."
"It's scary, is it human?"
Scarface could see that Gai Lili was already very emotional, and if he offered to rub at the door at this time, and then take the opportunity to complete the last step of that "ah", there was a chance that he would not be refused, but he still held back. Although it is not possible to conclude whether Gai Lili is as Professor Huang said, he can also sense from recent contact that it is unlikely to be intact.
But he also doesn't want to take the risk of opening the package, and he doesn't want to be the kind of person who opens the package for others and can't be responsible for it to the end. He kept teasing like this, in fact, in order to satisfy his own needs, a process that he had not enjoyed before, and felt more interesting than going straight to the subject. Then he hoped that the other party would take the initiative to tear open the package, so that his guilt would be lighter, and Scarface was very surprised that he could be so calm.