Chapter 33: The First Broken Love

It was Liu Yan's words that convinced Scarface that the woman was the culprit, Liu Yan also often sold vegetables at that time, and she could feel from the change in the woman's complexion that Tie Zhu and the woman were getting better. Liu Yan said that the woman used to be the same as before, listless in everything, but before Tie Zhu fell ill, she suddenly became energetic and radiant for a while. It's like after she started taking care of Scarface, she felt a lot younger all of a sudden, and she was able to do everything.

After listening to Liu Yan's words, Scarface went to the restaurant before coming to school, and he didn't see anything special about that woman, and she didn't look outstanding at all. His vicious eyes at that time startled the woman a lot, and the bowl of noodles in his hand fell to the ground. Scarface was convinced that it was this woman who killed him, otherwise he wouldn't be so nervous, and he kept thinking about how to take revenge on this woman in the future.

Now he has completely forgiven this woman, and even sympathized with this miserable woman very much. People haven't done anything wrong, so what's the reason to put all the blame on someone else. In the future, if there is a chance, she must admit her mistakes to others, so that she can also open her heart and face her future life happily again. If you have the ability and should take proper care of this woman, this is also to help your father pay off his debts.

Everyone says that the red face is a disaster, Bao Xi, Daji, Xi Shi, and Yang Guifei are all famous representatives of disaster water in history, but are these really what they did wrong? Without these few celebrities, can King Zhou You, King Shang, King Wu, and Tang Xuanzong become a generation of Ming monarchs? I don't think so, there will definitely be other red faces to carry this black cauldron. Because the real woe is the mediocre emperors, but people are accustomed to putting the blame on the innocent victims. It's the same for ordinary people, they don't know moderation, and in the end they have physical problems, and they all say that they were sucked dry by women, which is an obvious dumping behavior.

Scarface thought that his previous self just didn't know moderation at all, and Yang Jing, if it weren't for Yang Jing's sudden pregnancy and marriage, he might not even be able to pass the high school exam, and now he is guarding a few acres of greenhouses and being a farmer for a lifetime. and Liu Yan, as long as the other party doesn't leave, he is unwilling to stop, if he doesn't want to come to school, he may also be tired of his body now. ......, in short, every time he has experienced, the other party is helping him to control himself, and he has never realized that he must be restrained in the future and not act recklessly. It wasn't until late that Scarface fell asleep in a daze.

After evening self-study the next day, Scarface and Gai Lili walked out of the classroom together as usual and came to the lake to find a place to snuggle. But today's Gai Lili is not as enthusiastic as in the past, and she is a little resistant to her favorite large-scale action in the past, which makes Scarface a little surprised.

"Lili, what's wrong with you today, unhappy?"

"Hmm"

"Why?"

"I can't ask you?"

"What's wrong with me?"

"I ask you, why did you go yesterday? Don't wait for me at noon, and don't look for me at night? Shouldn't you give me an explanation? ”

"Oh, because of that. Yesterday, a colleague of mine who was working during the holiday came to me, so I took her around our campus, had dinner together at noon, and sent her to the train station to take the bus to the development zone in the evening. ”

"The original colleague? It must be a woman, pretty. ”

"Well, it's a woman, and she's pretty good. What are you talking about? ”

"I knew that if you didn't have an idea for her in your heart, you would definitely take me with you to receive her."

"Oh, I didn't pay attention to that. Pay attention next time. ”

"It's not that you didn't pay attention, you did it on purpose, you're afraid that as soon as you say that you already have a girlfriend, it will ruin your good thing."

"Look at you, where do you want to go, I really forgot."

"You know it yourself, and I don't want to expose you. I was waiting for you downstairs yesterday afternoon at dinner, and I saw you running upstairs in a hurry and coming down for less than two minutes, and riding away with the woman. If it weren't for ulterior motives, I wouldn't even be able to see if I was standing there. ”

"You see you're thinking again, aren't you? She's going to get to the train station at seven o'clock, and I'm going to have to get her there, or I'll not be able to catch the train. ”

"Then why don't you leave sooner, you have to wait until so late."

"We can talk so hard that I lose track of time."

"It's to do other things and do it energetically, forget about the time."

"The children are about to go to kindergarten, what can we do?"

"What can you do when you go to kindergarten, such a woman is good for you, you can do anything, and you don't have to be responsible. From early in the morning to five o'clock in the evening, how can there be so many topics to talk about with a colleague who has only worked together for a month. Isn't it just a casual chat, and then find a reason to open a room, study the physics of triboelectric induction, and then study a mathematical problem like the Pythagorean theorem, and finally the two of them are satisfied with what they need. You don't have to quibble, I watched you come in through Simon yesterday, and I know what you have done by looking at the woman's expression. Outside the West Gate, there are daily and hourly rooms for those who study these issues. ”

I can't help but say that this highly intelligent woman looks at problems and analyzes problems very accurately, although she doesn't see anything, but there is nothing wrong about it. Triboelectric and the Pythagorean theorem are the code words of Scarface and Gelily, and every time they have some large-scale movements, Scarface can always use his hard-working hands to help Galeri get the most satisfaction. Then she would straddle Scarface's leg and twist it around, trying to make Scarface climb the peak, which they called the friction electricity. The Pythagorean theorem is used for fun, and the two have never done that step, that is, to solve this problem in the most direct way Scarface's favorite way, which is still very easy to understand.

Scarface really admired Gai Lili's inference ability in his heart, he even suspected that Gai Lili saw him and Chen Juan somewhere in the hotel yesterday, but this kind of thing couldn't be admitted to his face, so he said: "You are just too suspicious, okay, don't think about it, I apologize to you, let's not be angry, no matter who comes to school to find me in the future, I will be the first to inform you, and I will officially introduce him to him, this is my girlfriend Ms. Gai Lili." As he spoke, Scarface went to put his arm around Gai Lili's shoulder, but was pushed away by Gai Lili.

Gai Lili looked at Scarface and said, "Jiazheng, I thought about it for a long time last night, and I think the two of us are very inappropriate, so let's break up." You don't have to explain anything, even if it wasn't for this, I would have proposed to break up with you, the two of us are really not suitable. ”

"Why?" Scarface asked, looking at Gary Lili's particularly serious expression.

"I didn't want to say it, but if you really want to know, I'll tell you all, but after listening, let's be ordinary classmates, we all study hard and strive for a good future in the future." Gai Lili said.

Gai Lili tells Scarface that she has been in a relationship since the second grade of junior high school. Her love object is his neighbor, and he has been studying in the same school with her, so it can be said that he is a real childhood sweetheart. But from junior high school to high school graduation and getting the admission letter, the two of them were very pure, and they never even held hands, let alone anything else. Both of them encouraged each other to use their grades to stimulate each other to study hard, and later in the arts and sciences, they used their rankings in school to compete. Under such a benign stimulus, the academic performance of the two has always been at the top of the school, and the parents of both sides are also very happy and even encourage them to study together.

After the college entrance examination, the parents of both sides repeatedly persuaded them to apply for a school in a city, and she knew that he was either Tsinghua University or Peking University. If her parents didn't persuade her, she would choose Peking University, but this persuasion made her feel that she was at the mercy of others, and she applied for the insurance major of Binhai University as soon as her brain was hot. After the college entrance examination, the parents went to work normally, and the two of them were alone every day, of course, it was inevitable that something that had been endured for a long time happened.

"You can tell I have a strong need for this kind of thing, and we will do my favorite thing whenever we have time that summer." But his body is not the kind I like, and I always feel a little overwhelmed when I do too much. And he is relatively timid, and when he encounters gangsters and hooligans, he can only walk around, which makes me feel less manly and always feel insecure. But the ones who study well in school are like this, so I admit it. During our military training, you had a fight with those instructors, and I saw that there were also strong people who were good at learning, so I started to like you a little. I've been discharging at you, and you're just turning a blind eye to make me even more interested in you. Later, after learning about your family situation, I realized that we are still very different, and it is impossible to be together in the future.

He also came to visit me twice last semester, and we also went to the hotel outside the West Gate to open a room, and we always got together during the winter vacation, but I don't know why every time I was with him, I wondered what would happen if I were to change to him. You deliberately approached me this semester, making my already dormant heart start to come alive again.

In fact, if you want to, we can go to open the room at any time, I like your strong body and rude movements. I didn't want to hold you accountable for a long time, I just wanted to try different people, so I felt guilty about you. But when you went to open the room with me and the woman behind my back, I really came to my senses, it turned out that the two of us both had the same idea, and we didn't think about being together in the future, we just thought about the most primitive things.

This shows that once we take that step, we will be immersed in it without any scruples. A sense of responsibility will let people know that they have moderation, which can make people more motivated and can also motivate people to become better. But irresponsible interactions are bound to make people crazy, which will lead to our playthings losing their minds, and we may not be able to finish our careers in the end, and you say that in the end we are not destroying each other.

Before yesterday, I had always wanted to solve the problem with you with the Pythagorean theorem, and I could feel that you would definitely give me the greatest satisfaction, but today I don't think about it anymore. But from a practical point of view, even if you don't think about whether you will be deeply involved, the practical problems of opening a house and buying protection will cause a great financial burden for you, and eventually it will become a psychological burden, which will lead you to do something that you shouldn't do, which may really ruin you.

"Do you understand what I say?" After speaking, Gai Lili looked at Scarface motionlessly.

Scarface thought about it, it's true, if the two of them are really trapped in it and can't extricate themselves, then opening a house and buying utensils is a big expense. He has eaten lately with Gai Lili's delicious food, and it is not that he has not thought about his dignity as a man, but Gai Lili's generosity has made him abandon his concerns.

If you only let the other party bear those things, you may really force yourself to do something that is not allowed by the law, so he should feel lucky to meet such a sober and intelligent woman. Scarface lowered his head and was silent, he didn't know how to deal with Gai Lili's words, the other party was right, but he always felt that there was still something wrong, but he couldn't refute it.

"Neither of us is in a completely love mood, we are playing life, so the best option is to end this dangerous game as soon as possible before the story happens, and focus on the right thing." After Gai Lili finished speaking, she slowly turned around and walked towards the dormitory area, leaving Scarface alone in the wind by the lake.

At twelve o'clock in the evening, the dormitory meeting ended, and today everyone also felt that Boss Lu's mood was wrong, so they didn't discuss his things as a topic. Scarface has been thinking about Gai Lili's words, and it still touches him quite a lot. But he always felt that Gai Lili had a contradiction, how could the two of them fall into it with a playful mentality, isn't it easier to put it away freely, and isn't it less harmful to the other party?

finally figured it out, in fact, Gai Lili didn't care about him being good with others, but cared about his interaction with her at the beginning, and the motive was to play. The motive of both of them is to play, wouldn't it be nice to say that each takes what he needs? Why do you have to break up? The main reason is also that Gai Lili belongs to the kind of person who actively controls the rhythm, and she does not want to be controlled by others. That is, I can play with you, but if you have the attitude of playing with me from the beginning, then it will not work. This is a typical king mentality, I'd rather let the world bear the world, not let the world bear me, thinking of this, Scarface suddenly felt a lot relieved, this kind of woman is really not something that he can control.

How to heal yourself? The best drugs are: busy; The best doctors are: sleep; The best recuperations are: reading; The best love is: self-love; The best self-love is: self-discipline.

So Scarface quickly came out of the shadow of broken love and began to devote himself to the right things. I get up early every morning to exercise, and when there is no tutor arrangement in the evening, I study until nine o'clock and go to the playground to exercise. When they met Gai Lili, the two would also smile and nod their heads, or greet them generously, making everyone feel that this was a former couple who broke up peacefully.

The other people in the dormitory secretly felt sorry for Scarface, they felt that Boss Lu didn't know if he didn't get short-term happiness this time, but he must have lost a long-term happiness. This is the most obvious behavior of giving up long-term benefits for the sake of short-term gains, which is too worthless.