The two of them spoke in a very low voice, three workstations away from Scarface, thinking that Scarface didn't hear. In fact, Scarface didn't miss a word, and then I realized that my work was not transferred, because I didn't accept Sister Yang's unspoken rules.

While hating Sister Yang in my heart, I also felt fortunate that I finally knew the crux of the problem, and my heart was not so depressed. Seeing Yang Jing again, I greeted her countless times in my heart. The last thought about it, I also think it's ridiculous, people are just waiting for you to greet her, and greeting her is not just with her.

After two days, I didn't take it seriously, Scarface felt that he was not suitable to stay in this kind of place, and he needed to change jobs as soon as possible, and it didn't matter if he was transferred or not.

This year, he was ready to take the CPA exam, bought some study materials, and prepared for the New Year.

So now I have returned to the routine of my student days, getting up in the morning to go for a run and going to work after breakfast. If you have time to study during work, study at home after work. Occasionally do housework, go out to exercise at night, and come back to Nana again.

New Year's Day in 2000 is coming soon, and Scarface's welfare is not bad, and he still helps Sister Tan deliver things as always. This time Yang Jing's husband came, so he didn't need to send it.

He thought that although Yang Jing treated him like that, it was actually not a big deal in his opinion, and it was a little unpleasant at the time, and it didn't matter if it was over.

It doesn't make much difference to him whether it's a branch or a branch office, the point is that the job isn't very attractive. So, if you have the opportunity, this little favor still has to help.

He doesn't care much about the gains and losses here, and he will definitely leave in the end, so it doesn't matter if he is transferred or not. It is said that if there is no one on it, it will not be easy to mix even when you go to a branch or branch.

Yang Jing is very attractive, if he goes to another place and meets an old sow-like unspoken rule, how does he choose, so it is better to stay away from this kind of place where ability is not important.

Xie Na has been working since mid-October, and her income in the first month is very small, only more than 1,000 yuan, and in November, she is in her early 2,000s.

Before New Year's Day, I received an order for ten cars at once, which was a good start. The delivery time of this kind of imported car is about three months, and the gross profit of each unit is more than 100,000 yuan. With this order, it is foreseeable that they will be really on track for the next year.

On the eve of New Year's Day, Manager Ma, the boss of Xie Na's company, and the employees had a dinner together, and Xie Na also drank some wine. When she came back, she was also sent by Manager Ma, and she originally wanted to send Xie Na to the house, but Xie Na refused, and Xie Na was also afraid that Scarface would think too much.

But Scarface knew that Xie Na came back late that day, and after eating and studying for a while, he went out for a run, and when he came back, he happened to see Xie Na get out of Manager Ma's car.

He watched Xie Na walk into the community, Manager Ma's car had been parked on the side of the road, and he saw Manager Ma's handsome face through the car window. Although they are all normal colleague interactions, Scarface feels a little uncomfortable in his heart.

Scarface pretended to run past Manager Ma's car as if nothing had happened, entered the community and quickly caught up with Xie Na.

"Coming back from dinner?"

"Hmm. You're out for a run again. ”

"Well, it's okay to be idle, and you're not here to exercise. Where did you get the dinner and how did you get back? ”

"Meals in the development zone, after eating, we played bowling together. Then I came back in the car of the manager of the horse. ”

"Oh. Why didn't Manager Ma send you upstairs, how dangerous it is for you to be a big beauty so late. ”

"You're talking a little too much today. Jealous. ”

"What kind of jealousy am I? I'm not worried about you. ”

"Love to eat, eat and eat to death."

"If you talk nonsense again, see if I don't clean you up for a while."

"Come on, who's afraid of whom."

……

"Maomao, my driver's license will come down after the New Year. I also want to buy a car."

"That's a lot of money. I have a deposit of 2,000 yuan now, and you don't have 20,000 yuan there, how can I buy it. ”

"I don't care, I'm going to buy it. You see, I take other people's cars every day, and I have to be restricted by others to go back and forth, which is so inconvenient. You're not afraid of being snatched away one day."

"I'm afraid. But it can't be helped, or you don't do it there, this one goes out early and returns late every day, or you can find one in the city, and the income is quite high. ”

"That's not good, I'm in the role now, we just received an order for ten cars this month, and we will deliver them after the Spring Festival. The total profit is more than one million, and I calculated that I will get at least 50,000 yuan in my hands. If you can pick it up next month, the good days will come. ”

"Don't I feel sorry for you?"

"I feel sorry for me, so I will serve you well."

……

A few days after New Year's Day, Xie Na's driver's license arrived, Xie Na asked Xie Tingting to borrow 10,000 yuan, plus her own more than 20,000 yuan, and spent less than 40,000 yuan to buy a second-hand car.

This is also the first time Xie Na has done something completely independently, which makes Scarface feel a little uncomfortable. Nana, who had to ask him for advice on everything, was gradually moving away from him, but this was also a fact that had to be accepted.

Xie Na really needs a car to commute to work, and she always takes someone else's car, especially Manager Ma's, and Scarface is even more uncomfortable. Xie Na just started driving to work for a few days, Scarface was worried every day, and only when she saw Nana come back safely could she be completely relieved, and she got used to it after half a month.

Although Xie Na is more convenient to commute to and from work, she is busier at work, and she often has meetings and dinners, and she has more contacts. Since New Year's Day, the company's sales volume has remained at about 10 cars per month.

In this way, her monthly income will remain at 50,000, which is an astronomical amount for Scarface. With the growth of income, Xie Na's consumption level has also risen, and all kinds of high-end cosmetics, brand-name clothes, shoes and hats have gradually occupied most of the space in their home.

I also have more social interactions, often arriving home very late, and occasionally arranging a few days off by myself. But even if it's a break, it's about asking people to go shopping, followed by high-end products with big bags and small bags, which makes the gap in Scarface's heart bigger and bigger.

Xie Na basically doesn't ask Scarface's opinion for what decision to make, and every time Scarface knows, it is already a definite result. In April, Scarface just finished taking the CPA Financial Management, Accounting, and Auditing exams.

Xie Na told him that she had bought a suite in the development zone. Moreover, the company also subsidized part of the money for her and ordered an imported car of more than 400,000 yuan. These two incidents directly led to another fierce quarrel between the two.

"You didn't discuss such a big matter with me, so you decided?"

"What is there to discuss, will you still disagree? Not to mention the danger of running around like this every day, how tired I am, you don't think about it for me at all. I bought a house over there, and if I had dinner or got off work late one day, I just stayed there, so what's wrong with that. ”

"Let's not talk about this, is it necessary to spend so much money and buy such an expensive car? Isn't it enough to have a car to get around? ”

"You're the quintessential poor man mentality. If you look at the cars that sell in the free trade zone, there are a few of them who drive broken cars like me. Which one doesn't drive hundreds of thousands of cars, and besides, I didn't spend a penny on you, can you control me? ”

"Then how can we say it, it's also a family of two, and the big and small things in the family don't have to be discussed. I won't say anything about you buying so many high-end things, last time you threw away the necklace I originally bought for you and exchanged it for this one of more than 3,000 yuan, what do you make me think. ”

"Love thinks what you want, I didn't spend a penny on you, can you manage it. Your broken necklace is a glass one, and it's a shame to wear. You see who is as shabby as me, that is not a full-body brand, I am enough to take care of your emotions. ”

"Don't you have any emotion in your eyes except for money?"

"You're insulting me, do you know Lu Jiazheng. If I hadn't considered the relationship between the two of us for so many years, I would have left this broken family a long time ago.

You see which man is not earning 1.8 million a year, and his wife dresses up all day long, doing beauty and chatting about life all day long.

Look at me, I'm so busy all day, and I have to be careful with you when I come back. I'm afraid that I will accidentally hit your poor self-esteem, and I am not tired every day.

also said that I have no feelings, I see that you are just a person who only thinks about yourself and is selfish, I am really fed up, I have endured it for half a year, I don't want to endure it anymore. ”

"And what do you mean?"

"You don't understand what you mean, let's break up."

Xie Na's words completely stunned Scarface, and Scarface's brain was blank and stood in place, not knowing how to answer. Xie Na seemed very relaxed, and finally said what had been suppressed for months, and she felt relieved all of a sudden.

"You've got it." Scarface asked after a moment of calming down.

"I've thought about it. Jiazheng, we are not all the way. I feel that you have been enduring it for half a year, and I know that you are also in pain, and I am actually more painful than you in my heart.

You are my first man, and I will always have you in my heart, I don't want us to hurt each other, and it's best to break up at this time. There is no burden, once you have a child, you say that it is not good for anyone. Xie Na said very calmly.

"Looks like you've been thinking about it for a long time. Is there already someone else in my heart? Scarface asked, looking at Xie Na.

"Jiazheng, I ask you to respect me. I know that you have helped me a lot, and I still love you deeply, and I guess there is no one who can replace you in my heart in this life.

But you should know better than me that feelings and real life are two different things, if we go on like this, do you think you are happy?

I really regret that I chose this job in the first place, made money, and lost my feelings. Really, if I earn less than you every month, you will be happy in your heart, and I will be satisfied.

But if I were to go back to the way I used to be, I wouldn't be able to go back anyway. I'm not willing to give up everything now, it's really painful, you know. Xie Na began to sob.

"Nana. I understand you, really. You have indeed matured a lot, you can see better than I do. Scarface took Xie Na into his arms and let Xie Na vent her emotions.

"It's not that I can see better than you, it's that you've been avoiding it. You're a good man, the best person in the world except for my grandma and aunt. You don't want to hurt me, so you've been putting up with it, and I know that.

I guess I'll get married in the future, but I can't fit another person in my heart anymore. Xie Na's sobbing at this time had turned into a bitter cry, and she hugged Scarface tightly and said.

"Hey. I understand you, it's a painful decision to make, but now is really the best time again, and we all have to do well in the future. Yes. ”

"Hmm. As long as you don't get me wrong. I know you never hit a woman, and you don't make your own woman sad, and the longer we drag it on, the more it hurts.

I can't bear you, so I don't want you to be so miserable, and I will be hurt again, and we will have intimate contact without any barrier like the first time. ”

"No, what if you're pregnant? Isn't that harming you, I don't agree. ”

"Not really. This is the last time for me and you, and if there is, I can handle it properly, don't worry. Look at how close we are. ”

"And if there is, will you come back?"

"No, it won't. If we live together, you're going to continue to suffer, really. ”

"That's not going to work."

"I won't listen to you this time. Unless you can be ruthless and break my hands and feet. ”

"Why? Aren't you hurting yourself? ”

"I want a child of yours."

"Then don't you leave me?"

"If you can accept me to feed you, I won't leave. We moved to the development area together, I don't want to leave you, I also want to be able to see you every day when I go home, and be coquettish in your arms. Can you? ”

……

Everything in the world will be arranged and combined in the order of the best value. In fact, life is a process of constantly and thoroughly recognizing yourself, no matter how high you have experienced, you will always return to your truest self in the end.

For Scarface and Xie Na, they obviously do not belong to the optimal combination, from the mental level, Scarface is several levels higher than Xie Na.

But from the material aspect, Xie Na is several levels higher than Scarface. It is only when the two aspects are closer to each other that the combination between them becomes more perfect.

The reason why people feel that they are living a miserable life is because there is too much difference between the spiritual and material levels. A person who is spiritually empty, but very rich, can easily take drugs or go to extremes.

And a person who is spiritually rich, but materially poor, will basically be regarded as a psychopath by everyone. Poor people who can't even wear pants are still happy all day long, reading books and learning to recite poetry against each other, not what is a neurosis.

Xie Na eventually moved out of Scarface, knowing that it was the best ending for both of them. As Xie Na was packing up, Scarface saw that Xie Na treasured the glass necklace he had bought under the box. He knew that Xie Na had not thrown it away and would treasure it forever.

Manager Ma is Chinese New Year's Eve six years old today, divorced two years ago, and has no children. He has been pursuing Xie Na since he first met him, but until Xie Na and Scarface broke up, he didn't even touch Xie Na's hand.

Xie Na also knew what Manager Ma meant, she had a scarred face in her heart, and pretended to turn a blind eye to it. But recently, she found that from the perspective of life, Manager Ma is still more suitable for herself.

Someone once said that the most stable relationship between husband and wife is that the man's income is 1.8 times that of the woman, so that there is no estrangement between the two parties, and it is easiest to get along. Neither Xie Na nor Scarface believed it before, but now they also think that this may be really an empirical statement.