Chapter 140: Lonely Scarface

Later, Liu Naiyuan found a few more reasons and Scarface to spring up again, and every time she said it was high-sounding, but for this kind of lame reason, Scarface didn't bother to expose her.

Don't you just want to have a new and exciting fun, anyway, you provoked me, so don't blame me for being abusive. If you don't take advantage of it, bastard, then come on, who is afraid of whom.

But after three or four collapses with Liu Naiyuan, she became pregnant, and it is estimated that even she herself does not know whether this child is Xiao Wu's or Scarface's, or someone else's.

Anyway, during that time, only she knew about the activities she had done together, and Scarface didn't want to know. In the end, the child must be surnamed Wu, and the two of them are the legal couple who have received the certificate.

In short, Zhu Jiahui and Liu Naiyuan let Scarface see another type of people with empty hearts. In their hearts, there is nothing but eating, drinking, and merrymaking.

Sometimes when I think about it, I seem to envy this kind of person, who lives a simple and straightforward life, and can easily get satisfaction if they gain and lose calmly.

People sometimes ask too much of themselves, they are completely asking for trouble, and what is wrong with following their instincts.

But sometimes I feel that these people are a little too casual, and they always feel that something is missing.

Scarface felt that he was now sliding into this kind of crowd, and it was these people who could let him unleash his instincts without any scruples.

It's good to think about it without any emotional investment, and it won't hurt both parties. Isn't this the best choice for me at the moment?

Originally, when I read the books on Buddhism, I talked about the four natures of human beings, Buddha nature, human nature, animal nature, and demon nature, and I was actually completely driven by animal nature in this kind of thing.

If you don't expect to get it, you won't be afraid of losing. If you don't rely on emotions, you won't be afraid of loneliness. If there is no distraction in the heart, where will the dust be stirred.

Lu Xiaocao joined the company on April 17 and became a regular in mid-July. After paying his salary on June 10, he spent more than 900 yuan to buy his first mobile phone.

Their college classmates basically have mobile phones until their senior year, but she doesn't have them, which is one of the main reasons why she couldn't find a job at first.

The contact information left by everyone is a mobile phone, and you can receive an interview notice from the company at any time. She left a landline phone in the dormitory, and the dormitory was often empty during graduation season.

The last time the company's personnel contact could not find anyone, this resume may have been thrown into the trash, after all, there are too many people to choose from, and there are many of them.

Therefore, in order to get a good result in some things, you must create the best conditions for yourself. But for Lu Xiaocao, it's not that she doesn't know, but that there are no conditions.

After buying a mobile phone, I wrote to my parents in my hometown, although my parents had to go to the town more than ten miles away to call, but if there was an emergency, after all, it was still more timely than writing a letter.

In early September, Lu Xiaocao received a call from her mother, saying that her grandmother was critically ill and hoped to go back to see her one last time.

I left home in September 2002 and haven't been back for four years. Lu Xiaocao heard her mother's voice for the first time in four years, and as soon as she heard the familiar and friendly voice on the other end of the phone, Lu Xiaocao immediately cried.

It was still work time, and Scarface saw Lu Xiaocao coming in from outside, her eyes red from crying, and this was the first time he had seen this strong girl cry.

Lu Xiaocao wanted to ask for leave, but she didn't know how to speak, she went home once, one way was six days, plus staying at home for a week, this month basically passed.

It is also difficult to buy tickets during the eleventh period, and if it is postponed for two more days, it will not be necessary to take a month's leave. The company stipulates that in addition to maternity leave, the consecutive vacation cannot exceed 21 days, which is not a return home and lose your job.

It's not easy for me to find this job, and I'm really unwilling to lose it like this. But if you don't go back, you won't see your grandmother for the last time.

When my grandfather died, she was going to school, and by the time she wrote the letter, a month had passed. If you can see but not see, you really can't forgive yourself.

Lu Xiaoyuan also had an older brother, who knew that he died of a cold when he was three years old. Grandparents don't like girls very much, so they are not very spoiled at home, but grandparents love her very much.

Now I have to go back if I say anything, even if I lose my job, it's a big deal to look for it again. Now I have savings and a mobile phone, which will allow me to last for a few months.

In addition, in the past few months, all aspects of the ability have been greatly improved, and the search for a job will be much easier than before. But how to talk to Scarface is also something she struggles with.

Scarface is so good to himself, if he leaves like this without handing over the work, he can't bear it, and I'm sorry for the cultivation of the leader.

Scarface saw Lu Xiaocao's uneasiness, and found a small conference room, which was also used by the company's insiders for small interviews.

asked about the specific situation, and Lu Xiaocao also told the truth. In the end, Scarface asked her to take leave according to the normal procedure, and the work at hand was handed over to Qin Jian, Lu Xiaoyu and Scarface herself.

It only took two hours to hand over the work, because it was only two hours before she left work, and besides, she had to go home to pack her things and take the train at night.

Fortunately, Scarface has a good grasp of the overall work, and the following responsibilities are obedient to him. Lu Xiaocao's working hours are also short, and they are all taken over from others.

In addition, the work in charge of the development and purchase section is mainly based on projects, so it is generally clear as soon as I say it, and the two colleagues are also very helpful.

The only drawback is that the rules set by Scarface cannot be completely followed, and the handover must have written information detailing the content of the work.

But everyone understands that time is also tight, so there is no need to be so serious, and the leader said that this is only temporary.

Lu Xiaocao's train was sent at 11 o'clock in the evening, and he received a text message from Scarface at about 10 o'clock. Said that if you need money, you can call him and turn around temporarily.

But you must shout back, and a string of expressions is played with characters in the back, which makes Lu Xiaocao feel very warm. At this point, she thought, it was just the time for Scarface to finish her workout and get ready for bed.

In fact, Scarface had just finished exercising from Zhu Jiahui's house, and he felt very empty, so he somehow remembered this subordinate and sent a text message to greet him.

During this time, the two exercised together, and every time Scarface texted her. She waited at the stadium gate, like a date in her mind.

But people are dating men and women, so why can't I help it. But no matter how much she wanted to be reserved beforehand, or how she wanted to be deliberately late, as long as she followed Scarface's text message, she couldn't sit still immediately.

I'm also restless at home, so I might as well go there and do some preparatory activities, so I can only comfort myself like this. If Scarface doesn't come out to run for a few days in a row, I feel that my life has been boring for a few days.

Lu Xiaocao took the train for two days and one night, and stayed in Liupanshui for one night, and finally returned to his home after a four-year absence.

The traffic was much better than when she left, and the time was saved by more than a day. I saw that although the home was more dilapidated than before, it was still warm.

God forbid, my grandmother also waited to take a look at her good grandson before leaving this world satisfied.

Fortunately, she didn't lose too much time, and she didn't have to look for a job again. In the past few months of work, she has saved a total of 6,000 yuan, and she has left 5,000 yuan for her parents.

Her parents knew about her work situation and didn't let her live longer, so they were satisfied at a glance and kept urging her to go back to work.

When she returned to Bencheng again, it was already late September, but fortunately, September 15 was payday, and her overtime pay this month was 3,005 yuan. If you don't have this salary, even eating will be a problem.

Scarface exchanged all his spare funds for houses during the eleventh period, and now he has ten houses under his name.

Houses bought before last year have now more than tripled in value, and now it looks like house prices are starting to enter a stage of rapid growth.

Although this year's harvest is full, the investment is not small, and the actual income is not much. Sanyou's plastic equipment has been replaced with more than a dozen, and he has bought precision stamping and high-speed stamping equipment, and he has invested more than 800,000 yuan by himself.

In addition, the equipment invested in wiring harnesses with Wang Zhen, as well as the reserves of raw materials in the early stage, add up to hundreds of thousands of investments.

The newly rented office of the accounting firm, the personnel expenses and a series of other expenses are basically the circulation of funds and do not fall into the pocket.

The good thing about it is that the accounting firm doesn't have a lot of new big money to invest.

During the eleventh holiday, he didn't go out to play because he was not in the mood. No matter how good the scenery is, if there is no one to accompany it, it is just the scenery in the eyes of others.

At present, in his heart, if he finds someone to travel with, it may only be Xie Meng. This is a buddy, and he is also a pot friend, and he likes it in all aspects.

But Xie Meng will return to Xiamen in mid-September, and he is expected to return in mid-October. Sister Diao is now, and there is no guarantee that she will see her once a month.

If it weren't for the fact that they were still partners and needed to discuss some things together from time to time, the relationship might have been completely broken.

Because he found that Sister Diao was basically not interested in that matter now, she probably felt that he had no place to release, so she was forced to passively accept it.

Now that he has a new release target, he can no longer torture Sister Diao. Yao Chenchen gave him money for a few months at the beginning, and since September, he has found various excuses to cut off the supply.

When the price is reduced, the price is too low, there is no profit, new business needs to be invested, and the people inside the mountain are too difficult to deal ......with.

In short, it is a meaning, not only is she not making money now, she is still losing money, I hope Scarface can understand her difficulties.

But I still kept asking Scarface for business, saying that it was to reduce costs, and from time to time I used my body to comfort Scarface.

Of course, Scarface knows this woman's careful thoughts, but whether she can see through it or not is a kind of self-cultivation in itself.

Scarface isn't very interested in her flabby body that doesn't match her age, so she tries not to disturb each other anymore.

In terms of business, I don't help, I don't deliberately make it difficult, after all, I have to do that for normal work, and it's just a matter of pushing the boat along the water.

It turns out that Scarface likes to play with Yao Chenchen the most, and now he tries to avoid looking for her. After Xie Meng returned to Xiamen, Scarface has never played badminton.

Originally, I was used to running with the company of Lu Xiaocao, but now that Lu Xiaocao has returned to his hometown, I always feel that running is a little bit of fun.

Scarface suddenly felt as if he was being controlled, and it was not interesting to do it without this person.

Doing that without that person, it also became boring, and it seemed that he still couldn't stand the loneliness.

As for Zhu Jiahui and Liu Naiyuan, they didn't enter his heart, and they were not much different from strangers, but they had a close relationship with the little brother.

In his opinion, the difference between this kind of person and the big health technicians is that they also enjoy the process, while the technicians endure torture in order to survive.

On the first day of the 11th holiday, I was really bored, so I drove to Nagano Clothing, where I used to work.

The company doesn't know if it went out of business or relocated, but it became a newly developed development. I went into the sales office and slipped away, and I felt that the house price was okay, but unfortunately there was no spare funds now.

The newly opened real estate goes to the outer ring road, and there is a large area of demolition and resettlement houses, the quality of the houses is not very good, and Scarface is not very interested.

It was just time to eat at noon, and when I came out of the sales office, I saw a couple in the distance with a few tables on the side of the road and didn't know what to sell.

A roadside stall like this has not been patronized by Scarface in recent years, and it feels very unhygienic. I don't know when I started to be picky about a lot of things.

When I was a child, I could eat steamed buns wrapped in mud, and I could drink dirty water scooped up directly from the ditch. Now, when you see a water stain on a table in a restaurant, or a fly in your room, you don't want to eat here.

It turns out that wearing clothes, as long as it looks like it is not broken, it is reluctant to throw it away, and now the underwear and outer clothes must be particularly comfortable, not necessarily brand-named, but not too classless.

Clothing and footwear for sports are also very demanding, not only comfortable. Running is running, playing ball is playing ball, and it must be dedicated.

Even the collapse of the pot is completely different from before. In the past, there were not too many requirements for people, as long as they were eye-catching, both parties were willing.

Now the first thing to look at is the figure, then the appearance and age, the elasticity of the skin, and the degree of firmness, which are the main factors that can determine the number of times in the future.

In short, everything is changing, but the broken heart has not been repaired.

I have always longed for true love and a happy family, but I have always rejected dating those girls who are truly innocent.

I always feel that I don't deserve to have other people's feelings, because I can't devote myself wholeheartedly, which is very unfair to others.

Today's lunch, a few minutes further open, there will be a very high-end fast food restaurant. I don't know if it's due to the fact that there is a destiny in the dark, or if it's caused by the magnetic field effect between people.

I haven't eaten Scarface at a roadside stall for a few years, but I want to eat at a roadside stall once. Or maybe it's attracted by the boss's round and slightly fat back seat.

Or for some other reason that I can't say, in short, Scarface just parked the car not far from the side of the road.

When you walk over, you can see that it is wontons and baked cakes, and you can also spread pancakes or ask for a set of pancake fruits.

He doesn't really like to eat these things, he really doesn't eat in the morning, and he eats them occasionally. He prefers to eat noodles, and at noon he usually stir-fries with rice, so since he comes, he can eat some casually.

Before him, there were three migrant workers who looked like they finished eating, and when they checked out, two of them took the opportunity to pat themselves on the big back seat of the boss lady and made a very obscene action.

The boss and the proprietress didn't think they were angry, they just habitually greeted them once, and they came back after eating.

Scarface felt that the proprietress was a little familiar with her voice, but the proprietress had always had her back to him, and he couldn't see her face when she was squatting on the ground and brushing the dishes. You can only see the big back seat swaying and shaking, which is also a special scenery.