Chapter 33: Don't You Want Me
The room was quiet, and the moonlight shone through the white curtain on the bed, just between the two, like a chasm, separating the two.
Behind him, Shen Guyuan's breathing was rapid and obvious, and Chi Yu couldn't ignore it for a while.
She closed her eyes, and all that came to her mind were the words that Shen Guyuan had just said to her.
"Xiaoyu, you take care of me."
Shen Guyuan hugged her tightly, and his voice was still trembling.
Chi Yu took a deep breath, his voice was weak, "Shen Guyuan, you let go of me." ”
She felt as if her strength had been drained, and she couldn't be interested in doing anything.
She thought that she would feel relieved after divorcing Shen Guyuan, but when it really came to this point, she felt like a knife in her heart.
"Don't let go, Xiaoyu, I'm sorry ......"
Shen Guyuan's head was buried in the cold back of her neck, and the self-blame in her voice was extremely obvious.
Chi Yu leaned on his arms, his body stiffened slightly, his closed eyes slowly opened, and the red eyes in the dark night were unusually bright under the infiltration of tears.
"Shen Guyuan, since you are gone, why did you come back?"
Chi Yu's voice was wrapped in a thick cry, and every word she said was like a heavy hammer, smashing on Shen Guyuan's heart.
"I don't want to divorce," Shen Guyuan's tone was very serious, "Xiaoyu, from the day you get the certificate, you are the only wife in my life, no matter what variables happen in the future, I will not be separated from you." ”
Chi Yu blinked, and tears fell in strings.
Her body trembled terribly.
Shen Guyuan hugged her tightly, one hand slowly wiped her tears upward, and his voice was extremely gentle:
"Don't cry, okay?"
When the words fell, Chi Yu couldn't hold back after all, turned around and threw himself into his arms, hugging him and crying.
She seems to want to cry out all the grievances she has suffered in the past three years abroad.
Shen Guyuan's heart was instantly shattered into slag.
His chin rested on the top of Chi Yu's hair, and his eyes were sore and swollen.
Chi Yu threw herself into his arms and cried for a long time, and Shen Guyuan kept holding her and coaxing her softly.
Shen Guyuan had never felt so sad as he did now.
He used to think that as long as he became strong, then Chi Yu would be able to grow up carefree under his wings, but now it seems that his self-righteousness seems to have caused Chi Yu to have a huge misunderstanding.
Chi Yu's crying slowly stopped, but she leaned on Shen Guyuan's arms, her voice twitching, and she couldn't stop it.
Shen Guyuan sighed slightly, and the strength of holding her tightened a little more.
"Shen Guyuan," Chi Yu's voice was hoarse, "you don't want me." ”
Chi Yu tugged at the front of his shirt and sniffed, his voice was aggrieved, making all Shen Guyuan's previous anger and mind turn into a puddle of water.
Shen Guyuan lowered his head and kissed her lightly on the forehead, and his voice was almost difficult to speak:
"How could I not want you."
It's too late for me to love you.
"But you just said ......"
Before Chi Yu finished speaking, Shen Guyuan lowered his head and blocked her lips.
Chi Yu's expression was slightly stunned, his eyelashes trembled slightly, his slender arms slowly wrapped around his neck, closed his eyes and responded to him enthusiastically.
Probably only in this case can they forget everything that happened just now and integrate into each other's blood.
The moonlight was still shining on the bed, but it was a little more inclined than before.
The hot air of the air conditioner was turned off by Shen Guyuan, and the moonlight spread on the soft and comfortable bed, and Chi Yu's fair skin and red sheets complemented each other, which was particularly seductive.
When Shen Guyuan leaned over, the moonlight hit his back, adding a bit of mystery to his whole person.
At the end of the charming indoors, Chi Yu was drenched in sweat, she was covered with air conditioning and was obediently lying in Shen Guyuan's arms, and she was like the rebellious and duplicitous she just now.
Shen Guyuan's fingertips were on her arm, and his nails seemed to scrape her skin, causing her pores all over her body to constrict.
"In the future, don't mention divorce."
Shen Guyuan took the divorce agreement signed by the two on the bedside table, raised his hand and tore it apart without hesitation.
Chi Yu blinked, pursed his lips without squeaking.
Shen Guyuan threw the shredded paper into the trash can and lay back down beside her, "Tomorrow is the weekend, move home with me." ”
Chi Yu pouted, "Don't." ”
"Obedient, there is everything at home, I can take care of you."
Shen Guyuan put his arm on her slender waist and coaxed her in a gentle tone.
"Tomorrow morning, I will ask Weiyu to come over to help you move your things, and there will be a charity banquet in the evening, you will accompany me to participate."
Shen Guyuan let go of her, and the whole person lay flat, looking at the ceiling with deep eyes, as if he had made the most important decision in his heart.
“……”
Chi Yu raised his eyes to look at him, his expression was extremely complicated.
He brought himself to the banquet tomorrow, which meant that he was going to announce their relationship to the public.
Chi Yu was inexplicably nervous.
She looked at Shen Guyuan's resolute and good-looking side face, and suddenly asked:
"Shen Guyuan, why do you want to marry me? You...... Love me? ”
As soon as the words fell, Chi Yu's heart beat like a drum.
She quietly covered her chest with one hand, her nerves tensed in one place, and she looked at him nervously.
Shen Guyuan's body was slightly stunned, he didn't expect Chi Yu to ask such a question.
He thought he was obvious enough.
I didn't expect her to still not understand.
The tip of Shen Guyuan's tongue touched the cheeks, his thin lips pursed slightly, and his voice was hoarse and sexy:
"What about you, Chi Yu, do you love me?"
To be honest, one of the important reasons why Shen Guyuan took her to marry so early was that he wanted to "tie" her to himself.
Even if she doesn't love herself at the moment, as long as she is bound by marriage, she will fall in love with herself sooner or later.
He can take good care of Chi Yu, and he can also spoil her.
But he couldn't accept that she was with another man.
That would kill him.
Chi Yu didn't expect him to ask rhetorically.
Her thoughts drifted away for a moment.
She remembers that when she was in college, Shen Guyuan often didn't go home because of work, and she would go to the company to play with him on weekends, and one day she saw a partner jokingly introducing a girlfriend to Shen Guyuan, and said that they were a good match.
Of course, Shen Guyuan refused that day, but Chi Yu also realized that if Shen Guyuan married other women, then there would be no way for them to continue to live together.
The sharp pain in her heart told Chi Yu that her feelings for Shen Guyuan had already undergone a qualitative change.
"Huh? Xiaoyu, do you love me? ”
Seeing that Chi Yu didn't answer for a long time, Shen Guyuan raised his hand and pinched her cheek, and his voice was extremely spoiled.
"Love,"
Chi Yu raised his head, his eyes lit up in the darkness and almost glowed, "Shen Guyuan, I love you, I fell in love with you a long, long time ago, so I have no way to share you with other women, and I can't really divorce you."
I'm messing with you, just to make you care a little more, and I want you to have my presence in your eyes.
I know that many people will think that I am unreasonable, even a contradiction, since I want to divorce, why should I enjoy the good you give.
But Shen Guyuan, you spoiled me, and I was only willful in front of you, as long as I thought that you would leave me one day to hug other women, I would be sad and want to go crazy.
I've been a lover and insecure person since I was a child, so I can't watch you leave me at all, so it's better to kill me. ”