Chapter 153: I'm Not Worthy Yet

Feng Xuanru's thoughts about Feng Mu are already stable, after all, she was born to a mother's compatriots, how could she not feel her brother's emotions?

"So, instead of letting Xiaoli be bullied in other people's homes and marry into our family in the future, I see that she is very good to you, if you don't dislike it, try to get along with her first."

It was the only light in his life, which was full of the darkness of death.

His life was reborn and his heart was awakened.

A word suddenly came to him.

In my barren land, you are the only rose.

But......

Feng Mu's hand grabbed the thin blanket covering his legs, and the loneliness and helplessness in his eyes disappeared in a flash.

He knew that he couldn't do it now.

He knew that he was not worthy of it now.

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2 a.m.

The Yan family's old house is still brightly lit.

Yan Guodong and Zheng Wen quietly hid in the corner of the eaves of the indoor swimming pool, looking at their precious eldest son with a sad and miserable face, staring at the starlight scattered above the crystal firmament.

The two elders showed puzzled eyes.

"Yan Ying, what's wrong? Didn't you go to Feng Mu's birthday party? Why did you come back and be ghostly? Yan Guodong muttered worriedly.

Zheng Wen poked her husband's arm: "Ask someone to pull him up, he has been soaking in the pool for more than 1 hour, and he is not afraid of losing his skin." ”

"Bang la la......" The slender and strong arm pushed the water surface, and Yan Ying walked out of the pool expressionlessly.

Zheng Wen hurriedly summoned the servant, and just as she wanted to go up with the bathrobe, she saw the man pick up two small paper cranes the size of his thumb from the ivory table and re-enter the water.

What was sad was that as one of the guests of the Feng family, Yan Ying was tactfully 'evicted from the guest order' and isolated outside the VIP lounge;

When he came back, he received a call from Wu Yan, who kept relaying the secret gossip that his good buddy's daughter-in-law heard as a waiter at the Feng family's banquet.

"Brother, Old Man Feng plans to let Lu Li and Feng Mu get engaged!"

Original Words (Feng Mu): What? What do you mean, do you want to match Lu Li and Feng Mu?

"Brother, they also said that after Lu Li graduates, they will get married directly!"

Original words (Feng Xuanru): Before 30? You graduate from college and wait another two years, just right.

"Brother, they also said that it won't be long before Lu Li will give birth to a baby for the Feng family!"

Original words (Feng Xuanru): The most optimistic thing is to be a single mother and take the baby away from home.

Yan Ying listened to his chatter silently, and in the end, he couldn't bear it anymore, scolded "get out", and hung up the phone decisively.

"Lu Li......" Yan Ying's hands were holding two transparent paper cranes, and he whispered.

Thinking back to the bits and pieces of getting along with her, a heart is like a hot old iron immersed in extremely cold ice water.

Half of it is scorching heat, half of it is forbearance.

Half of it is the intellect that it is accustomed to, and half it is the sensibility that is eager to vent.

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2 a.m.

In the Feng family's resort, everything is silent.

Lu Li was cross-legged in the quiet courtyard, absorbing the aura of the heavens, earth and moon, and was preparing to operate the aura around him.

Suddenly, I heard a familiar call, and my five senses were touched, and in an instant, I disappeared into the courtyard.

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(Viral flu fever for the past two days). Less every day