(a)

Like those in the story

I've never met any of the people I've mentioned again

They never seemed to be in my life again

I'm never married

Didn't go to Toronto

Didn't immigrate to Paris with a wealthy lady

Follow her to squander her time

Crazy love for half a year and then towards divorce

I was a fool in their eyes

A fool who gave up being a prostitute

I still have fucking dignity of my own

I'm a self-sufficient bastard

It can be the same as those living beings

You can live by eating a full meal

I speak the most contemptuous and obscene language

Laughing at the young lady for being a poor little one who wants to please someone

I think she'll remember me

Although I don't really care if she really remembers

I'm such a narcissistic asshole

I didn't drink

I don't need to drink anymore

Fuck friendship

Respect this story of everyone dying

I handed back the check that my former friend had written to me

I felt sick

At the beginning of the story, I just wanted to know if he was still alive

But in the end, it turned out that I hated him alive

I haven't been with her

I've been with her friends

Occasionally, I think of a night with champagne

A woman who will think of the summer wind and is naked

It's a pity I didn't take a single picture

Because I don't have the habit of taking pictures

I can recall

Maybe a moment of insanity

The long goodbye may be over

But the short memories seemed to strike back quickly

By the time I can't remember a little, maybe it's time for me to die

(b)

It's too early for him to say that he has few desires

They say that when they talk about it, their desires will decrease

What nonsense

In fact, it doesn't matter what age a person is

The heart is full of desire

It can only float and sink in the sea of blood

Life is cruel

The reality is brutal

Life is embarrassing

Life is helpless

What about being very old

A stall dress that I bought with great difficulty for a party

A man dressed like a traffic light

A vending machine for punching and kicking

Soothes the skin with a good taste

Seven Star cigarettes with a strong tobacco flavor

A dilapidated Jinbei car with goods in tow

Red like a fiery sense of lust

looked at each other and smiled greedily for a while

People say that it is better to miss each other than to see each other

I said it was better to die and not be gone

(c)

Graduate Graduation Season

It's ridiculous to say

After experiencing so much life that is different from what it used to be

I feel like I'm back in those damn mires of life

After the consultation, it felt that it was impossible to step on a horse

Now if you want to study for a PhD, you need to have a thick resume

And I went to explore for a PhD for the sake of a thick resume

Now that he heard that he was dying, he could be regarded as a kind of detached romanticism

In the end, it's a kind of cycle

It seems that people all over the world think

People who don't have money or time can't afford to read a Ph.D

Why should people who have money and time go to study for a Ph.D. and suffer this sin

But I just like it

What the fuck

What's wrong with fucking anger at life

What's wrong with being angry with yourself

Who wouldn't want to win in life?

Now every step you take feels like you're hitting a tipping point

I remembered what MJ said in "The Last Dance" that I watched recently

Growth comes at a price, and winning comes at a price

The wine was poured again

I finally felt like I had passed the age of long-term gloom

I want to see what the future holds

I want to experience a different path

I want to see a different soul

Maybe it's the right attitude to work hard at any time and live life with what happens

The wine and wealth game are still chatting with self-encouragement.

Drink this cup of Hennessy tonight and continue to sing

I am born with a lot of talent, and I will come back when my daughter is gone