I envy people like Director Yuan Ziwen

He was still wandering at the age of 40

Write scripts that are different from the world

Wait to shoot your own work

I didn't have the courage to live like him

I can't imagine how to live like that

When I saw him using crazy paintings and paints to vent his thoughts

I suddenly turned white about what he was saying in his films

Life is inherently painful

The pain is because I'm alive

It's great to make people's lives interesting

Both love and anger are worthy of praise

Madness is expressed precisely because we are living

I used to be miserable in my youth

Empathize with him because of his films

I want to have the courage to let go of my emotions like crazy

I was very jealous

I want to be like him

But it seems that he will never be able to become him

So began to exile himself in life

I want to let go of this emotion that I can't ask for

Until now, like him, I have found the "Muse" in my life

That's you

His wife, Megumi Kagurasaka

was originally an actor who was proud of his figure but not very famous

But he saw her soul at a glance

I think I'm like her

You can see what is inside you at a glance

The idea of imagination is that people are entertaining themselves in search of meaning in life

I know you're going to understand so much of my thoughts

You said that it is very valuable to have a person who has his own independent personality

I think I'm now done with your thoughts to a certain extent

I enjoyed it

You and I think differently

and even shelving in conflicts, contradictions

But in the process of their own independent exploration, their understanding and experience

Experience the different scenery we see through each other

I'm a cynic

But he has a desire to win that is different from others

Some unnecessary fights always seem to me to be better for someone else to win

Because this controllable spare energy makes me happy

But there are some things that I have a determination that borders on death

Something that is really to be defended

It's worth it

And we are one of them

I'm willing to contribute everything to it

For the future, I hope we can spend more time together

Able to laugh at the wilderness when the absurd world changes

This is not an intentional attitude

It's that some people just like to burn

That's the kind of person I am

Be willing to burn and watch the world burn

May it burn for you

It was mentioned in "The Sheltered Sky".

Opportunities don't always exist in this life

Maybe there are or only a few chances

If these opportunities are missed, there is no way to go back

All we can do is do our best to prevent us from missing out

We are going to take risks in the future

Find new opportunities

If you have a chance to watch the sunset, do it now

Regardless of the outcome

Having you makes me no longer afraid of the unknown

Of course, there are dangerous things that I won't try

I am a risk-averse person

But if it's worth it

I'm the one who is most willing to take risks

Sometimes I see the two of us going along with the trivial things in some of life's things

I'm more sure of guiding us to be assertive people in some ways

Although perhaps the opinions are not the same

But we always go for one or the other

As for the choice itself, it is not too important

The important thing is that we are willing to take responsibility for both of us

Willing to take the risk of both of us for it

Make the necessary bets once

So I don't quite believe we're in the wilderness.

Numbness with day-to-day life

Because life doesn't seem so boring for both of us