Overindulgence in electronic opium

Makes my head hurt

It felt like I didn't have enough blood to my brain because I read too many books when I was in high school many years ago

I had a splitting headache, as if I wanted to die to be freed

At that time, my table mate told me that a handstand would alleviate it

So when I was tired at night, I went to do a handstand

There seems to be some relief

It also gives a new perspective to understand the world

Perhaps it is necessary to look back on the way back

When I went to college, I was cured of my old problems

Think about it, maybe people's resilience is really strong

It's so hard to bear

It seems that all the pain of the past is not remembered

I think about what I had to do last year

Do not hesitate to make up lies and ask for leave

Enduring disgusting stress

It's a fucking humiliation to think about

It's hard to survive

Remembering those unfair treatments

The anger in my heart was suppressed

I put up with it

Able to bend and stretch

Fang is the husband

Don't hesitate when you get the chance

Like a sniper waiting in the grass

I can't afford to fight to the death with the well-armed

To shoot means to be exposed

Exposure means death

Patience is the attitude that should be learned

It's what I need to do the most right now

It's been raining today

Damn the weather

Damn the environment

Wants to drown in all sins

Drowning all desires

I haven't recorded desires for a long time

It was as if the lust and anger had entered the swamp

Trying to break free but drowning my spirit at the same time

I don't know when this life will end

It's like a stone thrown into the ocean

Can't get those echoes

Maybe after this time has passed

I don't think of these irritating footnotes anymore

But I think of myself who once did a handstand to relieve headaches

I still recorded these inexplicable feelings

Hopefully, in those happy and proud times

It can arouse the anger of embarrassment and loneliness.

They are the adrenaline that makes me fearless

It is also the painkiller that I forget about the pain