The secrets hidden in your youth will turn into deep obsessions with the passage of time, turning into hot tears when you return to your countless midnight dreams.

After school, Xia Wei went home early, saw that only Shao Yuming was at home, said hello, and went back to the room to do her homework.

Humming a little song, she took out a lollipop from the transparent bottle on the desk, tore open the wrapping paper and stuffed it into her mouth, opened the physics book and workbook, and when she looked up, she accidentally saw the wall calendar on the wall.

Sitting down with his eyes down, the sweet and sour lollipop in his mouth seemed to suddenly turn into bitterness, tears blurred his eyes, and he sat down in frustration, letting the tears fall on his hands.

Xia Wei has always lived with her mother, her mother is very good to her, and she can't wait to give her all the fatherly love she misses, which Xia Wei knows. However, her mother never accompanied her on a birthday.

I remember one time, her grandmother came to them and said that they were going to go home and live, but her mother refused and had a big fight with her grandmother. She hid to the side and covered her mouth and didn't dare to make a sound, she was scared, she had never seen her mother like that.

In the end, the grandmother went back angrily and never came to them again, and Xia Wei also learned something from the words of the quarrel between the grandmother and the mother. For example, when my father left my mother, it happened to be the day she was born, and at that time, my mother was screaming in pain alone in the delivery room, and finally she was pushed out of the delivery room by the doctor tired and weak.

More often after that, her mother would hold her and cry silently, since she was five years old, every time she had a birthday, she found that her mother liked to be in a daze, and her temper was also a lot shorter, Xia Wei didn't know why? I had to cry secretly, and then watched other children eat sweet cakes with envy.

Later, when she grew up, she realized that it was the saddest day of the year for her mother, and that day reminded her of all the unbearable and humiliating past.

Therefore, every birthday of Xia Wei after that, she sensibly stopped mentioning it, even if she looked forward to it like any child!

Knock Knock Knock –

The knock on the door interrupted Xia Wei's memories, and she quickly wiped her eyes with her sleeve: "The door is not locked." ”

"What's wrong with you?" Seeing that Xia Wei kept her head down, Shao Yuming asked.

Having calmed down, Xia Wei raised her head, but didn't look at him: "I'm fine." His eyes fell on the information book he was holding, and he asked, "Who are you?" ”

"This is my physics textbook for my freshman year of high school, didn't you ask me to help you with tutoring, oh, I found it today." Putting the information book on the table, Shao Yuming said.

Then I saw the physics book next to me, picked it up and flipped through it, and saw that the key points were circled with a red pen, and marked with a mark, the handwriting was not Xia Wei's at a glance, looking at her, Shao Yuming asked: "The key points are circled, who circled them?" Well, these are pretty much all of them. ”

"This is Liang Jingnian who helped me, didn't you say you wouldn't help me last time? Anyway, it's already troublesome for Liang Jingnian, and I'm not afraid of making more trouble. ”

Liang Jingnian? The mood was not beautiful in an instant, and he said: "Well, you are so stupid, I don't want to help you, save a waste of time." ”

Hearing Liang Jingnian's three words, there seemed to be an inexplicable anger running around in his heart, and Shao Yuming said again: "It seems that you don't need this information book anymore, I took it." He picked up the book on the table and went out.

When the door was closed, a hand was shaken, and the door slammed shut.

What? Inexplicably, looking at Shao Yuming as if he didn't know which tendon was wrong, Xia Wei sat down again, looked up to the sky and sighed, the mathematics, physics and chemistry of all evils, the old lady's youth is here!

glanced at the physics book next to him, and looked at the neat red notes on it, and his heart instantly warmed.

After finishing her homework and preparing to forage for food, Xia Wei found that it was dark, her mother and Uncle Shao had not come back, and Shao Yuming didn't know when she went out.

The late autumn night was very cold, Xia Wei shrugged her shoulders, wrapped her arms around her hands, and shivered. The people on the street, either sad, excited, or hurried, came and scattered, scattered and came, never stopping.

The noisy street market, with all kinds of music playing in front of the shops, and customers in front of the stalls, are concentrating on choosing their favorite items, and the whole night seems to be lively.

Xia Wei was like a passerby, aimlessly shuttling through the crowd, and finally she stopped, looked up, and was dazzled by the brilliant neon lights.

When she came back to her senses, she found herself standing in the middle of Times Square, and the entrances and exits around her were exactly the same, as a road idiot, she was stunned, she didn't remember where she came in from, simply put, she was lost!

Sitting down on a bench under a large plane tree, observing the movements around him, at this time, most of the family went out for a walk after eating, Xia Wei looked at himself alone, and smiled mockingly.

Suddenly, a family of three caught her attention, it was a young couple holding a little girl of four or five years old, the little girl looked left and right, pointed to a stall selling balloons, looked at her father, and said in a milky voice: "Baba, I want that!" ”

The young father picked up the little girl and pinched her little face: "Okay." Holding the child in one hand and his wife in the other, he walked to the stall.

Looking at this scene, Xia Wei smiled, laughed from the bottom of her heart, and then laughed and laughed tears couldn't help but burst out of her eyes, she covered her heart, only to feel that it hurt very much.

"Are you alright?" Accompanied by a nice male voice, a tissue appeared in front of Xia Wei.

took the tissue and wiped it on his face, and when he saw the person coming, his eyes widened in surprise: "Liang Jingnian? Why are you here? ”

"I saw someone crying like a little cat from afar, so I kindly came over and handed over tissues!" Liang Jingnian sat down next to her, in fact, he had been standing aside for a long time, and in his understanding, Xia Wei didn't seem to have the word 'crying' in her dictionary, so when he saw her crying like a child, he felt a little distressed for no reason, and he involuntarily walked over.

Xia Wei wiped her face, pursed her lips and said dissatisfiedly: "You are the little flower cat!" I was just blinded by the wind. ”

Knowing that she was being strong, Liang Jingnian didn't break it, looked at her cold and shivering, raised his eyebrows and said, "It's so cold, what are you doing sitting here?" ”

Hearing Liang Jingnian's words, Xia Wei looked at him with big eyes, and then said pitifully and aggrievedly: "Liang Jingnian, I'm lost and can't find my way home!" ”