In Wen Susu's simple narration, Xiao Xiruo learned about the real Feng Wuyan from the perspective of other people in the book for the first time.

is not a puppet in the eyes of the courtiers of Dayan, nor is it a villain who is thirsty for killing, but a light for some people, an unknown hope.

Wen Susu did not elaborate on what Feng Wuyan was carrying, because she said that she was not qualified enough, because the Lord himself was far more painful than they saw.

"The world is unfair, and many people are born unable to choose their own lives, just like the Lord. Master, everyone, and the Lord of the Mu League, everyone in this bureau is his shackles. He acquiesced to everything, did not run away, did not grieve, he did everything he had to do, but he did not care about himself......"

Wen Susu's watering hand trembled slightly, she tried her best to restrain her strong desire to talk, seventeen years, she has too many things to tell others, and the little concubine in front of her is undoubtedly the only person she confides in.

"Mother, do you know why?"

Raising his eyes to look at Wen Susu, Xiao regretted his rare patience. She didn't rush the other party, just waited patiently.

Finally, Wen Susu gently spit out seven words.

"Because he has a will to die."

The hands soaked in the water clenched unconsciously, and Xiao Xiruo closed his eyes almost immediately, struggling to control his emotions in the mist.

No wonder......

No wonder Feng Wuyan never made a move on the Empress Dowager Hua except when necessary.

No wonder when she first saw him outside Shoukang Palace, he would look world-weanary, beautiful and beautiful, but he was less angry.

No wonder he didn't care about the explosion in the east of the city and the humiliation of the court, and he wouldn't take the initiative to approach anyone and have the slightest superfluous contact with them.

……

It's not because he has the consciousness of being a puppet, or because he is extremely cautious in every step, but because he doesn't want to intersect with the world.

He just wanted to fulfill the responsibilities left by his mother, and then leave quietly with the curse on his body.

"I have ruled for the Lord seventeen years, beginning when I was twelve years old until now. He is the most determined man I have ever met, who has no desires but responsibilities. It is precisely because there is no excessive selfish desire that although the situation in the Lord is getting worse, it has been relatively stable. I thought he would go on like this until the day it was over and he could let go completely. But that's when he met you......"

Confessing her selfishness little by little, Wen Susu clearly told Xiao Xiruo that she really wanted to match Xiao Xiruo with Feng Yehan.

As long as Xiao Xiruo agrees, she will definitely do everything she can to help.

It's just because she feels that it will be difficult for Xiao Xiruo to follow their master to complete this road......

"Did you know? This is cruel to you and to the Lord. Because your union means that you are bound to each other's lives, and no matter who has something, the other person may not be able to live alone. Once chosen, there is no way back. I wish you had a little more light in your mind at that time, and you would take the initiative to run away, so that the Lord would not have more illusions. To be honest, I thought that way until the other day......"

And that thought was unprecedentedly strong.

"But now I'm not, I accept it, accept it thoroughly."

Raising his hand to wipe the tears from the corners of his eyes, Wen Susu suddenly got up and knelt in front of Xiao Xiruo, and said in a sincere and choked voice:

"Concubine Niangniang, my subordinates beg you, for the Lord, for the Master, for everyone in this bureau, please take care of your body. If there is one person in this world who can keep the Lord, it must be you. ”

Become his concern, become his only connection with this world, become his anchor, take him over the storm, lightning and thunder, and wait for a belated clear sky......

Lowering his eyes and sighing lightly, Xiao Xiruo did not help Wen Susu up for the first time, but thought quietly for a long, long time.

She never imagined that one day she would become another reason to live......

If it had been in the past, she would have even thought it was ridiculous and absurd.

And what is Wen Susu's request now?

Strictly speaking, this is a moral kidnapping. Because imposing one's life on another, and asking that person to be a matter of light, has not considered the interests of light in the first place.

She's a headache with this light, really.

But her headache is not that Wen Susu kidnapped her, but that she is so willing to be kidnapped......

It's over, she can only be sure that she likes big beauties before, and she should like that kind very much.

But what about her now?

She knew that she was completely finished, and her love brain would not be enough, but she would never stand idly by and watch the affairs of the great beauty.

When she thought that something would happen to the other party, she felt a pain in her heart, just like counting negative emotions in bed in those days, and it hurt to twitch and twitch.

Sighing softly, Xiao Xiruo sighed heavily this time, and then accepted this fact peacefully.

She didn't speak again, just reached out and patted Wen Susu, who had been kneeling for a long time, and motioned for her to hurry up for herself.

Wen Susu is not a fool, even if he is happy, even the action of watering Xiao Xiruo is a little sharper.

While pouring it back, he introduced his precious medicinal bath, ensuring that Xiao Xiruo would be her lifeblood in the future, and if she wanted to die, she would die in front of Xiao Xiruo.

Xiao Xiruo: "......"

Curse whom?

Who are you cursing!

This palace has to live a long life with your lord!

Maybe she chatted with Wen Susu for too long, or maybe Feng Wuyan, who was guarding outside, finally couldn't wait. She was soon prompted out of the bath by a knock on the door and changed into a white brocade dress with soft and comfortable fabric.

Even her hair has been dried by the snowfall with internal force, and she is afraid that something will happen to her in the past two days.

Seeing that Hou Ye is going to enter Beijing the day after tomorrow, they all hope that their mothers will be well.

However, when Xiao Xiruo heard that his cheap brother was going to come to see him the day after tomorrow, he couldn't help but feel a little cramped in his heart.

Xiao Yi must have wanted to see his sister.

After all, the three members of the Xiao family in the original book have been separated for three years, the younger sister is trapped in Miyagi, the father and brother died on the battlefield, and the farewell of Beiliang can be said to be dead and alive.

If it weren't for the sudden change in the plot, Xiao Yat would not have this opportunity the day after tomorrow......

It's a pity that she is no longer the sister he remembers.

Xiao Xiruo, who was dressed up, was thinking about how to fool his cheap brother so that he wouldn't think of him as a demon or monster, but the bathroom door opened.

I saw the big beauty walking quickly to her, and hugged her horizontally without waiting for her to react.

Subconsciously wrapped his arms around the other party's neck, Xiao Xiruo opened his mouth and was about to speak, but was kissed on the lips by someone with side eyes.

The heart is beating faster, the skin is warming, what to do, she thinks the big beauty is too good at him......

As for Wen Susu and Xue Xue and others who witnessed the whole process, they felt that they were probably not human.

Air.

Well, it's air.