(from Author: I'm definitely not procrastinating...) There's a lot of space about Kawano, so it's good to write a little biography alone)

All you need to remember about your past is what's on the printer paper.

The tall boy sat in the empty waiting hall, looking through the materials in a worn-out file bag, twisting them one by one, and reading them carefully, word by word.

A person's life for more than ten years, complex feelings, all kinds of difficulties in growing up, and changes in mood, but he can be in his personal profile with "name, gender, age, and ...... he has studied"

The boy stared at the biography that he couldn't even fill in the blanks, these things that he was familiar with, but they needed to be filled into his mind again in this form - as information, he made sure that every word was firmly remembered, and he was able to fill in some details of his experience in the same brain as reviewing and reading a mind map, and finally turned to the last page of the information.

The last page is handwritten, full of writing, neatly written, written about the precautions in life, the time to take medication and other details of life, it is enough to see the worry of the owner of the handwriting, the faint anxiety and the awkwardness and artificiality of business, wanting to highlight his mature state of mind. Kawano took a rough look at the typography, and suddenly smiled embarrassedly and scratched his head, obviously memory, body structure, are all the same copy, why can't he write such neat words?

It is said that the transformation from a child to a young adult in more than ten years is long, and it can be so short to integrate these experiences and emotions into an identity...... But as a mourning spirit, he can be regarded as having existed for hundreds or thousands of years.

The flow of time is different, he borrowed the experience of youth and took the time at the same frequency as this world, but he was familiar and strange, dazed and sober, thinking about the changes in the eternal world, but he couldn't grasp the traces that belonged to people in this life.

Kawano loved to read and write poetry, and he didn't look like a poetic person—he was glad that he had a unique handsome and humorous temperament, and he couldn't help but look in the mirror as a romantic, reserved poet he might become. He likes to talk to people, with a short mind, he has changed from actively talking to people to being good at talking to strangers of any age and any personality, he is not afraid of hitting a wall, he enjoys the process of establishing, extending, elongating, and disappearing all kinds of bonds between people.

The young man Kawano came to Kassel and continued to practice the simple and clean little ideas in his head, he was curious about his own power, excited about the environment of another language, another wave of people with distinct personalities, and excited about knowledge that he had never been exposed to at all.

He has roommates to talk to, classmates to talk to, and he has been educated by his teachers, although he is not familiar with his own body at all, he does not have many ideas about food, he is willing to help others, because he is soft-hearted and cherishes perhaps a short-term connection and does not refuse, he falls into a mood called trouble, but the little man from China also seems to fall into a similar situation to him from time to time.

Why is that? Kawano couldn't really see Qin Li's state, and he couldn't see it through, so he couldn't figure it out.

But he still likes Qin Li when he stays with him, Qin Li's aura seems to be telling others that he doesn't trouble others, he is like the mysterious master of the world in light novels and comics, with unique skills, mysterious, sometimes like another race from outside the world, observing everything that happens in Kassel with a prying eye, in human terms, it is not the "human nature" with a faint temperature in normal human beings, although he can sometimes show many emotions, but Kawano is so sensitive, He could see that Qin Li's emotional ups and downs were sometimes not even as good as that of the nerd Gust.

He didn't look like a living thing. Kawano thought to himself.

Life in Kassel is not as easy as in my hometown, every day is a regular and simple study, rest, a moderate amount of contact with the outside world, and every day is nothing more than that person.

In Kassel, Kawano knew that he could not bridge the gap in knowledge, common sense, and experience brought about by his absence for more than ten years, and life was no longer much of an obstacle for him, but he had too many things to make up for in his studies.

It's just that the things he learned before are superficial, and they can't solve the problem that he doesn't adapt to at all...... Kawano let out a big breath, took his school bag, and rushed to the classroom last.

He also asked Qin Li to help him occupy a seat, but he was so late, he was really embarrassed, he secretly smiled at Qin Li, who got up to make way for Kawano, and then sat down next to Qin Li.

And the teenager who has a cold face every day also opened the tablet and did his own thing as usual.

Although the Kassel Academy has reached its peak, since there are such relationships as Manstein and the Night's Watch in the school... Kawano opened the genealogy of the dragon family—or the notes lent to him by Gust—and the school also arranged some courses that were not so closely related to dragon slaying, mainly ideological courses, including law courses, philosophy courses, and history, culture, and humanities, etc., either so that students would not become second-rate people who studied the neuropathy of the dragon family, that is, those second-rate sons of the equipment department, or perhaps considered that if they left the dragon slaying business, or they would need to use some work on the bright side to protect the dragon slaying business on the dark side in the future, The idea is that the children of Kassel will be able to work as well as everyone else.

But since there is a related household, Kawano's eyes rolled, except for the more outstanding ones of Professor Manstein, that is, another category, such as this class, the guide teacher of the book on the change of European thought and culture, is a native of Illinois, USA, a thin young man in his early thirties, wearing a pair of black-framed glasses, the imbalance of the head-to-body proportions makes his image extremely awkward whether he is wearing a suit or regular clothes, and the eyes behind the lenses that shimmer with a paranoid light are integrated with this distorted temperament, Although his thinking is extremely outdated and backward, although it is a course that guides Kassel students to think deeply about the laws of social change and understand the classic works of ideology and culture, Kawano and Qin Li are forced to accept many of his personal opinions and smuggle goods.

This time, Qin Li and Kawano didn't pay much attention - Qin Li didn't care at all, just to make up credits, Kawano didn't have any experience - he didn't know this teacher and came to his class, and later learned how much trouble a twisted and crazy mediocre teacher could bring to them.

Let's start with an ordinary Kassel student last year, because the assignment at the end of the course was too neatly formatted, this Professor Lecha Struton insisted that the girl's homework must be plagiarized, the poor girl found evidence to prove it, and tried to contact the principal to prove her innocence, but in the end, because of insufficient credits, she retook it for a year, half a year later than her companion before entering the internship stage.

Angers and other high-level officials can't do everything, and there are many students in Kassel's B and C grades, Kawano is very sympathetic to that girl, and is careful in this half-semester class, for fear of attracting the teacher's attention and stepping on the teacher's thunder point.

And the few students who are also tacitly sitting in the corner of the classroom, doing something else, rather than accepting opinions that are not beneficial or even harmful to them, should consolidate their grades, or simply sleep and play games to relax.

Qin Li took the tablet to read the book, and Kawano opened Gust's notes and copied them carefully, understanding while transcribing.

But maybe the position Qin Li occupied today was too empty in front of him, and that Lehe Death Pain Teacher (ps: this is probably not Kawano's nickname on purpose, but he really can't remember) captured Qin Li and Kawano who were not listening to his lecture, and broke the big defense for it, and was deeply hit, and then asked the two of them in a weird way, why is it necessary to come here.

Qin Li has always cherished words like gold in the face of people and things that he is not interested in, no one pays attention to them, looks at everyone like garbage, silently holds his hands, bows his head and is silent.

Kawano had never encountered a situation where the teacher was so close to him and asked in the face, he blinked innocently, and learned from Qin Li to remain silent, but seriously, he really didn't know how to answer.

The stupid teacher who looked like a bucket could not get an answer, probably because of the vanity attack of knowing that he was incompetent and seeking a place in Kassel, and his inferiority complex and proud character began to convuls, he gave Kawano an order, and said majestically in English with a Chicago country accent:

"I want you to get out of this classroom."

Unfamiliar language, the gaze of the classmates who suddenly focused, Qin Li who finally raised his head, and the teacher's facial expression who couldn't see it clearly, Kawano felt that his face was stiff like a stone, and his body couldn't move.

He remembered that his extremely serious notes were still on the table, and for some reason, some of his small daily routines of playing games with Qin Li in the dormitory suddenly appeared, and the memory of the topic that Gust gave him was suddenly clear...... He didn't react, didn't move, just looked at his notes again.

He...... Are you studying?

What did the teacher say about the question? Does it mean that Qin Li and he don't listen to his lectures, don't like to answer questions, are not good at thinking, and have a barren spiritual world? And they are pathetic?

Is this a new emotion, called grievance?

"I want you to get out of this classroom."

This sentence was repeated again in the silent classroom, this time even Qin Li was included, Qin Li originally lowered his head again and didn't take the teacher's words seriously, so he didn't hear this sentence, it was the classmates on the side who poked him before he raised his head again, and wanted to anger the teacher with frustrated self-esteem, and took out a headset from one ear.

Kawano still has the energy to complain at this time, it is worthy of Qin Jun, he really does his own thing.

The next moment, Qin Li slowly stood up, and Kawano also forced himself to raise his heavy hand, ready to pack his things, but he heard a fluent English, and it was someone he was very familiar with who spoke.

"In a language we are not familiar with, in a land that you are familiar with, teacher, to drive us out of the classroom that we are familiar with. This land, which does not have my past, accepts me now. Qin Li said, then he paused, and changed to Chinese again, "Teacher, I remember that you are Asian in the United States, right?" Not to mention that I don't really understand why you suddenly have to give orders in English in the academy where Chinese is taught, but as for the questions you just asked, about thinking about the social state, interest and respect for your class, I answer in silence, but you want to kick us out because of our bad attitude? ”

After saying this, Qin Li sneered, Kawano probably knew what his psychology was now, he wanted to scold someone.

Then Qin Li changed to French, "In a strange land, as an ordinary student, you have ordinary interpersonal relationships, there is no object who can speak in vernacular English like an academic management teacher, and there are no powerful classmates and relatives and friends, facing a class that is more vivid than the reef on the bottom of the sea, listening to this teacher who is full of personal aesthetics, oh maybe, the great thinker is telling his views, and our attitude of devoting ourselves to the study of professional courses may poke at the teacher's pain, and it is our character problem." In that case," Qin Li changed to Russian again, "Teacher, this penultimate class, we won't bother." ”

After Qin Li finished speaking, he put away the tablet, put the headphones off back on, turned his head and went out.

Kawano also hurriedly collected his things and went out.

He originally thought that Qin Li would always be so fast, and he would probably go far away, but the guy went out of the classroom, went to sit in the corridor, opened the tablet, and continued to read his book.

Something in Chuan Ye's heart slowly calmed down, he actually wanted to ask what to do about this course, would he just hang up and have to retake it, but before he could speak, Qin Li suddenly raised his head.

"秋田県のマッコリは美味しいので、今度飲みに行きましょう。 (Akita Prefecture's rice wine is good, let's go and drink it next time)"

Kawano was stunned for a minute, silent.

Qin Li secretly wondered, isn't it funny that he re-enacted the language roulette skill?

He couldn't stand the feeling that he was being targeted by such a lewd thing, he was supposed to be alone, he could leave the classroom quietly with contempt for that bullshit thing, but seeing Kawano's state, he uncontrollably flashed back to the path he used to walk on foot on the snowfield, and when he finally stood up, there were too many things that he said directly without thinking about it.

The people, language, and scenery around you can be perfectly blended together, and listening to them talk about their familiar language with relish, then you naturally exclude the feeling, right?

It's so sad and lonely...... Kawano suddenly didn't believe in any blood sorrow, and he no longer thought about the inhuman characteristics of Qin Li, he only thought about the mutual attraction between the same kind, and he didn't think about adapting to the world, he only thought that this world has always been extremely broken, he only thought about the rice wine in Akita County that Qin Li just said, he didn't even drink it.

The first time Kawano spoke Japanese in Qin Li, his eyes lit up, perhaps for the first time there was an extra moist feeling in them, he scratched his head as usual, and whispered a few lines that had been fixed in his previous conversation:

"Command!"

After hearing this, Qin Li showed an expression of being taken aback, and Kawano shrugged, was there anything wrong with his expression?

But neither of them mentioned it again, Qin Li said that he would find a way to hand in the homework at the end of the class, and after taking the initiative to come up with a solution for Kawano and himself, he bought popsicles and ate them.

Reminiscing about the smell of the popsicle that day, Kawano sat in his bedroom, looked at the closed bedroom door, and turned his head to look at his own turf again.

…… All the things that need to be left in the dormitory for the next year, and the others that don't need to be used have been cleaned up, and he has a separate box at hand, stuffed with empty, finished reagent bottles, and in a while the courier will come to the door and send them back to Tokyo, Japan. Qin Li and Gust lied and said that they would take a break from school and go home to see a doctor, and finally waited until the two of them were gone, and then went back to the dormitory to pack their things.

"The land that did not have my past accepts me now." Kawano remembered what Qin Li said that day, this sentence he always felt very beautiful and beautiful, but only in English, Chinese is not beautiful enough, what kind of way should be used to better express the beauty of this sentence?

Kawano pulled out a somewhat dull blade from a drawer and walked to the thick wooden door of his bedroom.

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One day, the staff who were arranged by the school to repair the dormitory circuit and repaint the dormitory opened the door of the dormitory, carefully observed the environment of the dormitory and the things placed in it, while muttering that it should not be messed up or lost, but it seems that the things in this dormitory are neatly packed, and there are no loose things that can be taken away.

It's just that when he opened the door, the employee squatted down to look, and finally picked up a not too sharp blade on the ground, sure enough, there will still be some unexpected things falling on the ground, he carefully put the blade on a table closest to the door, began routine inspection and maintenance, and finally according to the school's instructions, the wall against the door was repainted.

When he closed the door, he found that there seemed to be some intermittent and untidy handwriting on the wall next to the door. He looked closer, but he didn't understand what the text was, it looked like it had been carved with a knife, as if it hadn't been carved yet... He immediately thought of the blade that had fallen to the ground, these naughty students... However, he will finish carving it for him when he comes back next semester, he thought, picked up the brush, and walked by.