Chapter 25: "Autumn has arrived." ”

In the hospital of Bai Ye's house, in a certain ward.

Also do a physical examination today to see if the condition is getting worse or better.

Kaoru Miyazono felt that it was getting better.

Because I didn't feel uncomfortable, I didn't notice any other problems, and even if it didn't get better, it wouldn't get worse.

She already knew that her illness was difficult to treat.

To be more precise, there is no way to treat it, otherwise it would not be called a terminal illness.

Even if many diseases are detected and treated early, it is only a matter of reducing pain and delaying death, and it is impossible to completely cure them.

Kaoru Miyazono feels lucky because at least she doesn't feel pain.

I have been to the hospital many times, and I have seen many people who are suffering from illness, but I found that I have no way to empathize, because she only has illness and no pain.

But when you see those whose days are short, you will feel sympathy.

Because she won't live too long.

A few more years? Or ten years?

Although Hakuya said that he would cure her, and he has been working hard to help her heal, sometimes Kaoru Miyazono will feel that it is useless at all.

What death is like, she doesn't know very well, and she is not very afraid in her heart.

Because I think it's like falling asleep.

When you fall asleep, you don't think about anything, and you don't know anything, it's not much different from "death".

The biggest difference is that you can wake up when you fall asleep, and you can never wake up again when you die.

So although she is not afraid of death, Kaoru Miyazono doesn't want to die either.

At least not to die that soon.

The physical examination was soon over, and Bai Ye and the nurse left for the time being.

Kaoru Miyazono sat on the hospital bed, and she was the only one left in this room, and it seemed very quiet for a while.

He looked blankly at his surroundings and then turned his head to look out the window at the outside world.

There's a tree outside, Kaoru Miyazono doesn't know what it is, although it's a very common tree, but sometimes the more common things are, the less they care.

The leaves have turned yellow, and from time to time, under the blowing of the autumn wind, leaves break away from the branches and begin to fall.

It may be buried near the roots of trees, or it may wander the world with the wind.

Kaoru Miyazono suddenly remembered an article she had read.

"When the leaves on this tree are finished, I'll be almost dead."

She suddenly came up with such a sentence.

Bai Ye happened to walk in from outside with the nurse, and was stunned for a moment when he heard the girl's words, and then walked over and hit her head with a knife "bang".

"Don't say anything about whether you will die or not, don't you say it, judging from your current state, it is estimated that you can live to be twenty years old."

"Brother White Night."

Kaoru Miyazono rubbed her head and smiled a little embarrassedly.

She also knew that she wouldn't die so soon, but this situation was a bit similar to the situation in the novel, so she couldn't help but play a joke.

Bai Ye smiled and pinched her face.

The little girl's face felt very good when pinched, not only elastic, but also very moist, as if she could pinch out water.

It can only be said that collagen is really a good thing, which can make the skin delicate and smooth.

"It's a wise choice for Zi Ma to stay forever at the age of seventeen."

Bai Ye remembered a certain old purple lady......

Ahem~.

It doesn't matter, let's not say so much.

Tell Kaoru Miyazono about the results of this examination, and explain what she will do next by the way.

She also made a plan to exercise for her.

"Exercising and practicing martial arts?"

"It's not karate, judo or anything like that, it's some routines."

A routine from the ancient country next door.

These routines can't make people become martial arts masters, nor can they make people fight ten at a time, and the biggest effect is actually exercise.

All kinds of lunges, horse steps and the like are actually training your balance.

Different routines and different movements have different effects, and in general they are not used to fight with people.

After all, fighting is very simple, there are only three words: fast, accurate and ruthless.

And the most important thing in fighting is your own physical fitness, as long as you have enough strength and speed enough, you can basically win against others.

Of course, in certain situations, you have to be ruthless enough.

What Bai Ye taught Kaoru Miyazono was some martial arts routines that allowed her to exercise her body.

Life is about movement.

Either way, it's good to be able to move well.

"In short, it's a health boxing method similar to Wufowl Opera and Tai Chi, and you have to learn it from me later."

"Yes."

Kaoru Miyazono nodded slightly.

Although I don't understand it very well, as long as it is taught by the White Night, then you have to do it seriously.

Because she has unconditional trust in White Night.

White Night touched her head again.

He turned his head again to look at the withered yellow leaves outside.

"Autumn has arrived."

……

Before you know it, autumn is coming again.

More than half a year has passed, how much has this year's goal been achieved?

Kaoru Moeda felt like she hadn't accomplished anything at all.

The study aspect is okay, and the drawing aspect is rejected every time.

Obviously, I learned so much with Bai Ye and Ryuhime Segawa, and my painting skills have improved a lot, but the manuscript I drew is still not good.

Every time I am full of confidence, every time I am beaten back and redrawn.

It's not a matter of drawing skills or storyboards, and the rest is only a matter of story.

"I can't think of a story!"

Kaoruko Moeda couldn't help but sigh.

After dinner, I helped clean the dishes.,Suddenly I heard the conversation between Ryuhime Sekawa and Oizuka Xiaomeng, who was taking a bath next door.,The general content is that the comics of Oizuka Xiaomeng can be serialized.。

Although it's only a short term, serialization is serialization, and it can be said that it has taken a very important step in the career of a manga artist, and the next time it may be a long-form serialization.

I think that in addition to my debut, I didn't even have a short story published......

Kaoru Moeda suddenly feels that she may not be suitable for the path of a manga artist.

If it's really more than goods have to be thrown, people have to die more than people.

……

It was already dark.

Although she was encouraged and comforted by her friends, Kaoru Moeda's mood was still complicated.

Simply cleaned up and went out, went to the apartment at the bottom of the hillside, raised his hand and rang the doorbell of Bai Ye's house.

White Night soon appeared in her sight.

"Kaoruko-chan, why did you come here at this time?"

Is this big night coming, is it a hint......

Well, there is no such thing.

Because Moeda Kaoru is very simple.,Although the behavior looks like a hint.,But there's absolutely no meaning in my heart.。

She just came here to find comfort in the white night.

Invite Kaoru Moeda into the room, listen to her finish talking about Aizuka's short serialization, and then look at her depressed appearance, Hakuya stretched out his hand and touched her head.

"It's okay, you can continue to work hard, you are still very young, and there is still a lot of time and opportunities."

"But I get rejected every time."

"Repeated defeats, repeated defeats, there are not many people who can persist like this, I am very optimistic about you."

"But it's ......"

Kaoru Moeda said a lot, but Bai Ye also praised her from various angles and was optimistic about her in all aspects.

After more than ten minutes, Kaoruko Moeda's mood finally improved a lot.

So Bai Ye began to find fault with her comics again.

Say the good and say the bad.

If a person wants to make progress, he has to take a good look at his own problems.

Only by correcting the shortcomings can we go further.