introduction

Dongfang Mountain is in the middle of Xialu and Tieshan, and is twenty or thirty miles away from Huangshi. If you plan to go once, you have to arrange it.

The camel said that he didn't want to go, and that it would be the fifteenth day of the first month to go. I couldn't convince him, and when I thought that Li Shang was going, I pretended to be angry, but it wasn't obvious.

"You said you were going to accompany me, why doesn't talking count?" I put the clothes drying on the windowsill in and threw them on the bed with the hanger. glanced at the camel lying on the bed with half of the quilt covered. Seeing that he didn't respond, I knew his thoughts weren't on my side. "I turned off the TV!" I deliberately raised my voice.

"I don't have time, I might have to travel." He didn't look at me, he still watched his TV.

I sighed to myself. I wasn't angry with the camel, but I blamed him for not taking me to heart. Thinking of seeing Li Shang, my heart couldn't help but tighten, and his handsome face was in my mind.

Even though it's April, it's still a little cold on a cloudy day.

Sitting in the car to Dongfang Mountain, my heart was finally relieved, and I took out my mobile phone to call the man named Li Shang. I want to hear his voice, I love the tension when he hugs me, and I love the way he looks at me. To tell the truth, living with a camel every day, it seems that there is no passion in the same way, and as a result, after handing over Li Shang, I feel that I am a woman.

"Xiaowei, is that you?" It was when I raised my machine to listen to the voice that a voice in my ear was calling me. I looked up and turned back to see a familiar face, "Are you...... Mengling? ”

"Dude, this is your fault, I don't know dude anymore!" Sure enough, it was Liu Mengling, still as humorous as back then, and her voice was still big. I lowered my eyes and glanced at the eyes cast around me, and my face felt a little hot.

"Good sisters, we haven't seen each other for more than ten years, and you're still the same as back then!" Liu Mengling grabbed me with both hands behind her back, "Look at your fine skin and tender meat, so I envy!" "Really......?" I heard Li Shang's voice on the other side of the phone calling, and pressed the phone with my hand, but I didn't press it, through the fluff on Liu Mengling's cheeks and collar, I didn't feel itchy, but my heart was crying bitterly.

"Which leather dress to call, your husband? Come on, I'll tell him, isn't it Chen Gongming? "Liu Mengling came to snatch the phone from my hand.

"No, Mengling, don't make trouble." I'm half-pushing, half-talking.

"Yo, are you sorry?" She seemed to be a little restrained, but still unrelenting, she just squeezed into my seat, and her face full of pink makeup approached me, "It's been more than ten years, sisters, it's been all these years since we graduated, and I haven't seen everyone." ”

"It's not been ten years, right?"

"It's been decades, I'm going crazy anyway!" She lowered her voice, seeming a little sad.

"Huh,?" I wondered. Looking at Mengling, who used to have short hair and was so close to me, I suddenly felt that time did pass quickly. Suddenly, the thought of feeling that her life was unsatisfactory came up from the bottom of my heart. "I really don't know where you've gone, I haven't had much contact after graduation, but when we meet again, it's like this."

"Get out of the car." She stood up.

As soon as we sat down in a teahouse.

I heard my phone ring again, and now, I want to stay with Meng Ling for a while.

I took out my phone and looked at it, sure enough, it was Li Shang's, I sighed and connected the phone, "I have something to do today!" After speaking, he hung up the phone and said to Liu Mengling: "Today's time is our sister's." "You've been here a lot, haven't you?" Liu Mengling smiled. "It shouldn't be alone!"

I shook my head, but didn't respond.

"Suck it?" Liu Mengling took out a box of cigarettes from her bag, lit it, took a heavy breath, and the whole person fell to the sofa, and then spit it out heavily, as if relieved.

I looked at the gold ring on her cigarette hand, and asked knowingly, "How are you doing?" ”

"I also like this kind of place, sitting in a teahouse with my loved ones for hours." She answered the question and looked at me, "Xiaowei, I like you, I like you like this." Seriously, look at your figure, but your chest is so arrogant, this is a weight to hold a man. ”

"What?" I looked at the sister in front of me, and my heart ached, "Is he not doing well, what is he doing?" ”

She smiled wryly and did not answer.

"Actually, that's how life is." I changed the subject. "I didn't expect it to be ten years since we graduated!"

She didn't squeak, leaned forward from the backrest, reached out and dusted the cigarette ash in her hand on the table, skilfully and naturally.

"Xiaowei!" She called me, her voice low and weak. "Do you know, I've been married three times and divorced three times!"

"Ah......h In just ten years, the woman in front of me, once my sister.

It seemed that I suddenly sensed her misfortune, her helplessness, and her sadness.

Sitting next to her, I stroked her hair as if I needed someone to hold me and comfort me sometimes.

I felt the sobbing of my sister in my arms, and I felt her tears finally welling up, even for a woman who had been so strong.

Perhaps, the face in front of me is not in my memory, but in my mind is still the expression that I used to like to say nothing, and the short hair that reaches my ears is blown by the wind, and backwards, revealing innocence and splendor.

"Xiaowei," she looked up suddenly. "Remember Zhenhuan?"

I nodded, looking at a large patch of black circles under her eyes, and I pointed my finger and motioned for her to fix it.

She shook her head and sat upright. "I'm going to stink that woman and make her worse than dead."

"Zhenhuan?" I asked, "What's wrong with her?" I really didn't see her after graduation. ”

"I was miserable by her!" Liu Mengling was indignant. "My whole life has been ruined by her!"

watched Liu Mengling take out the mirror and cosmetics from her bag, as if there was no one else's makeup. "You say, she fell on her own, and she dragged me into the water." I looked around and leaned closer to me, "I made some money, but I cheated this woman." ”

"How did you get together?"

"It's not for her husband, maybe it's because I slept with her husband." "Ah......" I was surprised again.

"You're too careful," Meng Ling stopped and looked at me, "These days, which woman doesn't have a few Kaizi." ”

I nodded, which was a tacit acquiescence, and thought of Li Shang in my mind. But I can't treat Li Shang as a Kaizi, I suddenly feel that the person in front of me doesn't have a word of truth about me, or is not as good as before, and I always feel that something seems to be wrong.

"It shouldn't be my husband who called just now, right?" Liu Mengling has recovered again. "I knew it."

"No, I, I didn't ......," I argued, but again seemed so pale and powerless.

"It's inconvenient to answer the phone, hide from your husband to go on a date, usually in this case, it's all skinny, don't pretend." Liu Mengling raised her head and looked left and right in the mirror.

"Are you hungry and only drink tea and skip meals?" I staggered the topic.

"It's true, if the teahouses are like us, it's no wonder that the boss doesn't die."

"Yes, we sisters finally met, we have to have a good meal today!"

"Let's have a steak! Xiaowei, the kind of five mature, is very energetic! Mengling packed up her things, squeezed in front of me, and looked at me, "Really, Xiaowei, I feel that you haven't changed at all, you are still so quiet, so beautiful, I really like you." As he spoke, he kissed me on the cheek.

"You ......" I felt a heat on my face, and my heart panicked. You still don't change what you used to be,"

"If only I hadn't changed, was I like that then?" She squeezed at me.

Indeed, Liu Mengling was not like this in the past, at least she was so pure at that time.

"Remember, Xiaowei, call me!" Liu Mengling hugged me. "I'm going to Yunnan in two days, I'm in a bit of a hurry, I have to go, so don't go back for the time being, and I'll come to you when I come back."

"Hmm. When I called first, I hugged her tightly, "Okay, you must!" ”

"Xiaowei! Since Chen Gongming's kid doesn't have this vision, when I see him, I have to abolish him! ”

"Why?" I groaned, but my mind was thinking about the face of the boy who had broken my heart, but I couldn't put it together completely.

"Don't talk about it, Xiaowei, it's so nice to have classmates and young people, sometimes it's you who comforts me a little."

"What, seriously, after so many years, I haven't seen you call me, and I can't find you, when will you take me out to play, such as Yunnan?"

"That's a good proposal!" Liu Mengling's tone changed, "But it's inconvenient now!" ”

"I know." I just said casually, and I saw Liu Mengling flash a trace of panic. "Long live understanding!"

"Yes, Xiaowei, our sisters have to go out for a walk when we have time, that place in Yunnan is a good place. Or, Guilin is not bad there either! ”

I nodded, let go of her hand, and she pulled me to hug me again, then sighed, and turned and walked into the traffic.

I stood in place, feeling the thoughts that Liu Mengling had just brought me. Perhaps, like Mengling, life has changed too much, ten years later, that kindness, the former classmate is no longer a teenager.

Perhaps, I am just an ordinary person, thinking that everyone has a good feeling, and has been living in the past, as I think.

As a result, I was wrong, and since I met Meng Ling again, my other life really began.

Standing on the streets of the city, with cars coming and going, I often feel a sense of loss. I often think of the familiar scene in the countryside. Maybe I'm not fit for city life; Or, for the city, I'm just a passerby. But in the past few years, urbanization has been going on everywhere, and so is my hometown, and this kind of great migration has caught me off guard, at least, I don't like cities.

So, I stood still, dazed and helpless. A person, I don't know where to go - as Mengling said: Li Shang may not really belong to me, at least at this moment I remember, he is another woman's, he has to go back to sleep next to her every night, what am I and him?