I didn't expect that a few days later, Secretary Hao still remembered me, and he arranged for someone and a car to pick me up.

I didn't know what to do, and I wanted to call Komeito, but his phone always couldn't get through.

"It's just to participate in an event, Secretary Hao has his own plans for this arrangement!" Mr. Gao persuaded me, "Secretary Hao told me on the phone that there is a recruitment activity in the city and needs some service personnel, so he invited you to go, just to organize it, and he said that he was quite impressed by your service last time." ”

"Secretary Hao is so busy, he still remembers me!" I smiled bitterly, I believe that the last time I ate, it may have been under the "guidance" of Komei, that he remembered me, and in my heart, I didn't want to have anything to do with such an official. But thinking that it might be Komeito's needs, he pushed me out like this. If I can help Komeito, I think I should.

"He's got a good impression of you!" Mr. Gao smiled, "He especially said that your service is very good, and he wants me to train you well!" ”

I shook my head, no squeak, but I thought, it's just a meal, and the service during the meal is what I should be, maybe he is the secretary, but the service should be more careful. I didn't think much about it, since Secretary Hao asked for it, I can't force people to make it difficult, go and talk about it, just do your part well.

"Congratulations, Manager Luo!" In the hall on the first floor, I happened to meet Manager Lu who had just arrived, "You are blessed, I didn't expect you to have hidden skills!" ”

"What did you say?" I heard Manager Lu say this, I was very angry, early in the morning, so that I didn't want to go, standing there, seeing the car at the door parked there, I thought to myself, tell the person not to go.

"Hmph, it's nothing, I'm just happy for you, Secretary Hao's impression of you is really good, I haven't forgotten it after a few days!" Manager Lu seemed to be jealous and said, her yin and yang words were really uncomfortable.

"It's true, I didn't even think I'd let you go, I thought it was me!" She was really a little upset, "Maybe your face should be remembered!" Mr. Gao is also speaking for you, doesn't he know that I am engaged in marketing? ”

"Manager Lu, you, you can't say that, I didn't say I was going, you want to go, I won't go!" My heart was so angry with her that it really made me feel ashamed of myself for no reason, as if I was currying favor with these officials. I turned around and went straight to the back door, I wanted to go back to my dorm room and cry. I know my tears are flowing, it's just that my heart hurts more.

"Manager Luo, what's wrong with you?" It was the voice of Boss Liu in the back kitchen, and he seemed to be trotting over, "Manager Luo, what's wrong with you, what's going on?" ”

"It's nothing, I'm not feeling well, I'm going back!" I didn't stop, I didn't look at him, I felt a great grievance, I didn't expect such a small arrangement, it was also jealous.

"It's Manager Lu, who said some ugly things!" It was Aunt Chen's voice, I was crying as I walked, I really wanted to cry out the suffocation in my heart at once, but I still held back, I heard Boss Liu being furious.

"How can she be like this, everyone is doing things, early in the morning, making people feel bad, that woman is really!" His voice was loud and seemed to be angry.

"What are you talking about?" It was Manager Lu's voice, and when I walked to the back door corridor, I heard her voice, "Why did you say that I was just saying some factual things, and I didn't say anything, people have the ability, of course they deserve to be made public, why can't they be made public?" ”

"You stink!" Boss Liu also seemed to be very unhappy, "How can you talk like this, colleagues, why do you have to say this!" ”

"No, why did she order it!" Manager Lu finally broke out, and I heard her crying, "She didn't come, everyone was waiting and arranging a seat for her; When she came, everyone coaxed and held it; I haven't been here for a few days, I have to get this and that, I haven't seen such a shameless person, Secretary Hao is here, as if he is courteous, flattering, now it's okay, Secretary Hao has taken a fancy to it! ”

"Lu Xiaoling!" I heard a voice, as if it was Komeito, and then I heard Lu Xiaoling scream.

"Well played!" Someone is shouting, why did someone beat him, how did Gongming come, why did he come.

I didn't stop, trotting all the way, I think I'd better go, since Manager Lu is like this, I don't want her to feel pressured at work, I don't want to have any estrangement with her, as a woman, I understand her reasons for treating me like this, I don't blame her, I want to hate, I can only hate the original grievances caused by myself.

"Xiaowei, Xiaowei!" It was Gongming's voice, sure enough, it was his, as soon as I heard his familiar voice, my heart felt so painful, the pain after the injury and the tears of the grievance suddenly emerged, so that I couldn't stop, the grievance that pressed on the bottom of my heart rushed out at once, I cried out loudly, this sound, let me cry out of the pain for many years.

"Xiaowei!" Gongming chased after me, and he grabbed me at once, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't expect Xiao Lu to be like this, she was too much!" ”

I couldn't stop crying, and when I saw Gongming's face under the hat, my heart was even more aggrieved, as if I had found someone to vent to.

"Well, don't do that!" Gongming pushed me a little, "Xiaowei, I really didn't expect this, when I started talking to Gao Cheng about this, I probably didn't think of Xiao Lu, but this matter is not so complicated, it's just a matter of ceremony!" ”

"Gongming, I can't go, you tell her to go!" I shook my head, "I don't blame her, I don't blame her!" "I think it's only because I love the man in front of me that Lu Xiaoling broke out in front of me. Perhaps, if it was just like just now, Lu Xiaoling just hated me.

"Chen Gongming!" It was Lu Xiaoling's voice, she came over at some point, "I didn't expect you to beat me for him!" ”

I looked up and saw that her right cheek was really red, and I didn't expect Komeito to hit her. "Komeito, how did you 。。。。。。?"

"I've been doing this to you all along, don't you know?" Where Lu Xiaoling stood, she didn't care about so many colleagues around her, "How many years, all because of the woman in front of you, what kind of life have you lived?" Isn't she a broom star? Are you still obsessed? ”

"What did you get for her, and what did she give you? She followed other men, and you, she asked someone to your people, and you swallowed your anger, do you think this is what you should do? The more Lu Xiaoling spoke, the more angry she became, "She can be left and right, she can be shameless, don't you want it, how many years have you been, how are you now。。。。。。 ”

"Lu Xiaoling, don't do this, don't talk about it。。。。。。" Chen Gongming rushed over, grabbed her, shook her, and screamed loudly.

"I'm going to say, I'm going to say." Lu Xiaoling was hysterical.

I think it's really ashamed that in front of everyone, early in the morning, because of the fact that things have happened to a few of us, if Mr. Gao knew, what would he think, and how would these colleagues think in the future? When I think about this, I really want to find a hole in the ground to get out of this chaotic and sad surroundings.

I don't know how I got back to the dormitory, I don't know when Komeito left. When I opened my eyes, I realized that I was lying in bed, and I saw the light at the window, and I knew that it was almost afternoon, which means that I had been sleeping for hours.

When I think of what Manager Lu said in the morning, I really feel ashamed. I don't know what the employees in the store think of me, and I don't know what Gongming thinks of me, what about Gongmei, isn't Gongming coming?

It occurred to me that Komeito might have been to my dormitory, that is to say, no one expected today's events, but I didn't expect that I fainted later, not only because these things came too suddenly, but also because I had a headache, this disease has been there since childhood, my grandmother once said that it may have been brought out of my mother's womb, so where is my mother?

I really don't know where my biological mother is, and I feel extremely sad when I think of my adoptive mother at home and my mother who has not loved me since I was a child. Every time I feel sad and painful, I think of the fact that no one listens to my thoughts.

The phone rang and I didn't want to answer.

But the phone kept ringing.

I picked it up and took a look, but it was Mr. Gao's.

"Xiaowei, I'm sorry," Mr. Gao said on the other end of the phone. "I didn't expect Xiao Lu to be like this, please forgive me!"

I shook my head, no squeak, but my tears flowed unconsciously. I thought of what she said in the morning, and although it was a bit excessive, when I thought about it, it was true that Komeito's pain was caused by me, and I thought it was a retributive result.

"Xiaowei, don't worry, I'll deal with it, Xiao Lu is also leaving, she said that she is doing it here, and there is no point!" Mr. Gao seemed to feel a little sorry, I could hear it.

Or, like Little Lu, she just said what was in her heart; Perhaps, she is out of a mentality of love for the public.

I wiped away the tears that were about to drip from my chin, sighed deeply, felt that the suffocation in my heart was about to ease, and picked up the phone again, I wanted to say to Mr. Gao, let's go.

"Mr. Gao!" I called, I wanted to say, but the tears flowed again.

"Xiaowei, don't be sad, don't think too much, Gongming is worried about you, call me a few times!"

"Really?" I took a deep breath again, "Mr. Gao, I think it's better for me to go, this is the best way for you, Manager Lu, and Gongming!" ”

"Don't think like that, Xiaowei, you can't have such thoughts!" Mr. Gao shouted over there, "Let me tell you clearly, Gongming has specially explained, saying that Secretary Hao has a good impression of you, saying that your service is really nothing to say, and Secretary Hao wants to support you." ”

"Really!" I didn't feel the slightest bit happy, or I really didn't have any interest in anything or anyone now, and even if Komeito was standing in front of me at this time, I would look at him coldly to see how he could be so ruthless.

But after thinking about it, I felt a little tragic again, could all this really be Gongming's fault? What about myself, I asked myself, am I not also such unkind, the original oath has become empty, the selfish must be kept by the public, and I have repeatedly violated it, from the camel, to Li Shang, and then to the surnamed Huang, what about myself!

Yes, anything, you can't just take care of yourself, but also stand in the position of others to think about it, I took a deep breath again, and spit out heavily, this time, teach myself to be more sober, more relaxed.

"Small, small, small, 。。。。。。" It was Mr. Gao's voice, and he kept shouting, "Are you listening, are you not there?" ”

"I'm here!" I said, I heard my own voice crying anymore.