"Xiaowei, Xiaowei, wake up!" It was Chen Gongming's voice, and when I woke up again, the first voice I heard was actually his. Is it in a dream or is he right next to him?

"Xiaowei!" It was really him, his voice was hoarse and weak, and he seemed to have a weak breath.

I saw it, and when I turned my head to see Chen Gongming, I saw him curled up in a corner, and in the dim light, he was calling me. And I found that I was in a room with him in the middle of nowhere, and he seemed to be asleep, and I was still lying in bed, but I felt that I was much more awake, and at least my head could move freely.

Where, isn't Komeito wanted? How do I stay with him? I tried to ponder the question, and a sense of foreboding chilled the fact that I had been taken by him to an unknown place, and that we were together.

"Komeito!" I called, and I noticed that his short hair was messy, and the incense spots on the top of his head were no longer visible. All along, or since he reunited with me, it seems that he has never had a haircut again, as if he is going to return to vulgarity, until he has a relationship with Lu Xiaoling, and then he chased him to Hong Kong, along the way, he has been breaking away from the rules and precepts, and has gone astray repeatedly.

"Xiaowei, Xiaowei!" He shouted, and suddenly he stretched out his hands from his chest, hugging him as he cried.

"Ahh I screamed in fright, but I couldn't move, and it was useless to dodge.

"Xiaowei!" He opened his eyes, and sure enough, it was in his sleep. Suddenly rushed to me from a squatting position, "Xiaowei, don't be afraid, I'm here, don't be afraid!" ”

"Komeito!" I called him, and the man who appeared in front of me at this time was full of stubble, his expression was confused, his eyes were scattered, and he even looked left and right, as if he was always on guard. "Why did you become like this, Komei!" I tried to reach out and touch his face, but when I saw tears in his eyes, tears flowed out.

"Xiaowei!" Chen Gongming grabbed my hand and put my hand on his face. I felt the stiff stubble stinging. Thinking that the man I once loved had become a fugitive at this moment, and at this time I was living in the same room, I realized that he could not give up with me, and had already kidnapped me.

Perhaps, this is also fate, with Li Shang, we are also confronting the police in the downtown area; Now with Chen Gongming, he brought me here, that is, he formed an opposite side to the police. Next, how to solve it, how to continue, I don't know the bottom of my heart, because I can't solve it myself, because I can't move now. Or, even if Chen Gongming really goes on and can accompany him through the last days of his next life, I am willing, if necessary, I will also be like last time, I will choose to protect him, at least not let him suffer any harm in front of me.

Chen Gongming, the man I love and hate, we are finally living alone in the same room at this moment.

How many times have I held hands, kissed and hugged him in my dreams。。。。。。

Only you understand my state of mind

Only you know my love

It's just that you don't care enough about me

It's just that you have one less love for me

Ah, shouldn't I

I shouldn't give you true love

Wrong love, wrong arrangement

You are in the world, but I am in the sea of suffering

。。。。。。

Thinking of him, to this day, I don't know if it's providence or fate. Since we met, things have happened one after another, how did we, who originally loved each other, come to this point? I asked myself, was I too stubborn, too stubborn?

"Komeito!" I screamed, and I wanted to get up and sit up. When I saw him looking at me, his gaze was stagnant and blank. The face that was once familiar and handsome now looks old and thin. I wanted to reach out and touch it, to make myself feel his presence. "You have to live well, live well!"

"Xiaowei!" Komei's tears rolled down and dripped down my face.

"Where is this?" I asked.

"I don't know, Xiaowei, as long as I'm with you, I'll be satisfied in this life." Chen Gongming was aggrieved, "At first, I thought that our fate was over, in Dongfang Mountain, I was disheartened at that time, and when you came to me, I didn't have this will." As a result, I missed the opportunity, and by the time I realized it, it was as if it wasn't coming. ”

Chen Gongming sighed, he was comfortable on his back, but it was the pain that had accumulated in his heart, and the need was reduced like this, "Many things, now I understand, some things can't be too perfect and comprehensive, you should stop when you can get it, such as you!" ”

"We were at school and loved each other so much, this 。。。。。。 Later, your friends or your family threatened me to give in and give up on you. The camel once hit me on the head with a knife, and the one surnamed Li said that he wanted to take my head, and he didn't have the heart to back down at that time. As a result, when your mother-in-law came, she begged me on her knees, begging me with tears and snot, saying that the life that the camel gave you will make you happy for a lifetime, and will make you happy for a lifetime. At this time, I realized that it is not easy to be a parent, which made me think of my lonely life, the defect of not having the love of my parents, and thought that maybe letting go is the best choice, because you also want to be loved, and you will also be loved by them。。。。。。 ”

Chen Gongming was commissioned, and the resentment and sadness accumulated over the years made him sigh, "They said that if you can have a new life, it will make you as noble as a queen." As a result, I asked myself, can I, and since I can't, I should let go. Your mother-in-law opened her mouth when she opened her mouth for 100,000 yuan, and she said that this money was even the money to let go. But I think, you are not a commodity, I can't ask for this money, I said I love Xiaowei, not measured by money, if the camel is sincere, if the camel can give her a lifetime of happiness, if the camel can give her a better life, why don't I let go. ”

"In this way, you have become someone else's wife, and you have become the concern of my life!" Chen Gongming said, "At that time at Cihu Villa, since then, my mood has plummeted, and it was then that the man introduced his daughter to me, and it was then that I chose to indulge." ”

"What? You...... I sighed, the tears in my temples flowed down the back of my head, I wanted to touch his face with my hands, but he didn't bow down, my hands couldn't reach, looking at him, feeling the hurt and depression he had suffered, Mr. Gao had mentioned it to me, I already knew this. I just feel that it is not easy for him, the price of love, and the persistence at that time are all an attitude. But now, we have come to such a point, I don't know whether it is providence or fate, so I feel that I once owed the man in front of me, and I will not blame him.

"Komeito!" I called, I motioned for him to sit next to me, I felt the coolness on my back, I don't know if it was a slate or a plank behind me, but it didn't matter, since fate had arranged for me to be with him like this at this moment, I don't think I regretted it. "You come here, I want you to come over!"

I felt my voice so soft, and the figure beyond the tears was heavy. What hasn't changed is his figure and shape, what has changed is his face and mentality. "Komeito!" I stroked his face, "We used to be so in love, we were both attracted to each other, I remember at school, you were like a girl, shy and a little shy, and when we first met, your face was red。。。。。。 ”

"Xiaowei!" Chen Gongming took my hand in his hand, brought it to his mouth and kissed it, and his hot tears flowed into my hands. "Xiaowei, don't blame me, I just miss you too much, after the incident, I have been thinking about it, I want to see you for the last time, seeing you, I am satisfied, I am relieved! I'm going to turn myself in! ”

"Komeito!" I touched his lips with my hand, "Don't be like this, Gongming, when you love, don't think about being too naïve, perhaps, we are too naïve." There are many things that we can't control, but I don't regret loving you in the past, really, and now! ”

"Xiaowei!" Chen Gongming sobbed, and he suddenly burst into tears, "Married to that woman, on the day of the wedding, I didn't have sex with her, because I remember the vow we once made, because I didn't dare to face her in bed。。。。。。 As a result, she became angry and threw a glass of boiling water on my face, and as a result, his father intensified his oppression of me, making me worse than death, ruining my reputation, and making me miserable。。。。。。 ”

He said a few things to me, but I was scared. Seeing his gritted teeth and angry really scared me. No wonder he hated it so much, no wonder he wanted to put that man to death.

"He also found someone to beat me, and injured me until I was lying in the hospital for more than half a month, and then it was her daughter, and he told someone to let me go and not pursue it again. Because she raised men outside。。。。。。 Chen Gongming said pessimistically and disappointedly, he stood up and shouted loudly, "They are all beasts, and they can't die well, especially that woman, she deserves to be hit by a car and died, she deserves to live such a short life, this is God's will!" ”

I nodded, maybe it wasn't that I was jealous of that woman, but that I felt that I hated because of love. I didn't expect that woman to raise a man outside, and I didn't expect that Komei's face was caused by her injury, which I think she was excessive.

Similarly, as a woman, you can understand her sadness and resentment when she discovers that her man's heart does not belong to her.

But in the face of Komei's face at this time, I can't forgive that woman's cruelty. Again, I can't forgive his father for his revenge against Komeito.

I thought of that old man, and I thought, wait, I'll take revenge on you for Komei.

"Don't think too much, Komeito, I don't regret it, and I don't blame you! Being able to love is a kind of happiness in itself! "I pulled him to me, his face was so close at hand, how many times in my dreams, he looked at me with bright eyes. I held his face, "Komei, no matter what, I love you!" With that, I kissed him on the forehead, and I felt my tears flow again.

Really, at this moment, all the past and what has been lost are not so important, just because of the breath of love that once had been a trace of love, the little thing that has been stored for a long time in the depths of my heart has been comforted, this hug is what he owes me, and it is also what we have long deserved.