In the car, I heard Mr. Gao mention Gongming, but he said sorry. I know that he is afraid that I will think of Komei, in fact, I know that Komeito may really be gone, and I don't think about him anymore, I think, from now on, Komeito is no longer in my heart.

I felt that some of the things they said later had nothing to do with me. Imagine, Gongmei is gone, I seem to have lost something, something worth remembering, including this life, the days to come.

Why did Komeito leave like this, why did he go? Why can't he let it go? I thought about it, and it seemed that I thought of what Komeito had said to me, that I was clearly in love with him, and we tacitly knew that. Many things, many times, when I think about it, my heart hurts, and I don't want to shed tears, so I endure it. I have to smile once in a while, and I can't be like this when I see them caring about me like this. I wanted to cry, but I couldn't.

Back at my house, I leaned against my bedside, still feeling weak. The mind is messy, and there is nothing to arouse interest, not even the idea of living.

It suddenly occurred to me that living by oneself is really a burden, a burden to others. Gongming is gone, what else in this world is there for me to be nostalgic for, even if the camel who has a marriage contract with me comes at this time, I am not interested in living with him anymore--- people are sometimes like this, life and life, having a thought, is the driving force of life. The thoughts are gone, and the reason for living is gone.

"Xiaowei!" It was Mom's voice, "Don't do this, okay!" ”

I didn't want to look at anyone around me because my tears were pouring out. I don't know when she came, but I don't want to pay attention to her.

Suddenly, I heard the "beep" sound of the phone, which seemed to be information, and I didn't want to move.

"Get better quickly, your brother's day is coming." Mom said, "I want you to come back and help me!" ”

yes, do you want me to help you? You just have yourself, do you have my daughter?

"Mom hasn't cared much about you all the time, it's mom's fault." Mom seemed to be crying, "Often, I also think of you, I have lacked love and love since I was a child, just because of some family trivialities at that time, the harm to you, I know!" ”

Don't say it, let it pass. I said it in my heart, but I didn't open my mouth or look back.

"On the third day after your grandmother came back with you, someone came to you, gave your grandmother some money, and told your grandmother that it was his child and asked her to take care of it."

Give money, isn't it, where was that time, wasn't there a woman who wanted to give me money, that woman asked me to stay away from Secretary Hao, what did they treat me as something, a commodity? The more I thought about it, the more angry I became, and I felt aggrieved, but it was inconvenient to express it.

Mom then said, this is something I didn't expect, "At that time, the family was poor, and I thought that my grandmother could give us some of the money, and your grandmother said that no one should think about the child's life at that time!" ”

My mother suddenly burst into tears, "At that time, I couldn't figure it out, your brother is her own grandson, and you are still a pick-up, why can't you use it, but your grandmother 。。。。。。 ”

What? A person has been found, is it my biological parents, is it my lover's father? Could it be。。。。。。 The woman who was going to give me a million that time was 。。。。。。

"Now that I think about it, I know that your grandmother's decision was right at that time, but my relationship with her was not well until she died. Xiaowei, I'm sorry, I'm too selfish! ”

I shook my head, tears and snot running down my chin and dripping onto the sheets.

"The people from your unit called me, not only to ask me to move you, but also to tell you your life experience." Mom was also sobbing, "Originally, I didn't want to say it, after so many years. I feel ashamed of you for not fulfilling my responsibilities as a mother. Maybe it's because I'm narrow-minded. But I don't hold a grudge against you. ”

"Your dad has been honest all his life, and he hasn't made much progress. So...... Mom kept saying, "Until you get married, we still feel that we have a wish, that is, you will get out of this house as soon as possible." But over the years, my mother has gradually understood that a home without children around her is really not complete. ”

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In a trance, I don't have much memory of when my mother left.

When I think about it, she seems to have been gone for half a day.

What's wrong with me? I felt like I was in such a state of collapse, my whole body was so weak, it seemed like I was about to fall apart.

I don't know what time it is, I picked up my phone to look, and saw that the power of the phone seemed to be gone, and there was a message flashing.

Whatever.

I don't want to see anyone, I just want to be in bed like this. Even though I felt like I was hungry, I still didn't want to move. Could it be that Li Shang was too sudden this time and caught me off guard? It could be, it probably wasn't.

There was a knock on the door.

The door opened, it was Le Lingling.

"Ouch, my sister!" As soon as Le Lingling entered the door, she was surprised and bizarre. "Sister Wei, let you rest, why are you like this, don't be like this, my good sister. Everyone wants to see you laugh. are waiting for you. ”

She came up to me and tried to help me. I shook my head.

She turned and walked to the window, opened the curtains, and a strong ray of sunlight came in, and it felt very harsh.

"Don't be like this, Sister Wei, everything has passed, Secretary Ma has asked several times, and he said that he wants you to put yourself into work as soon as possible. There are many things waiting for us to do in the city, and many things waiting for us to arrange investment promotion. Le Lingling looked very anxious.

I've been feeling tired for the past few days. Not only the body and mind, but also the feeling that the body is not as good as before.

"Are you here?" Le Lingling may see that I have a weak look.

I shook my head. Perhaps, it was the bad mood that affected it.

I sighed, "Lingling, how did Secretary Ma remember to ask me to do this, I'm really worried that I won't be able to do it well." ”

"Ouch, my sister, when is it, everyone in the city knows it, you think it's a joke, Secretary Ma said that this is none other than you, and the city is ready to promote you as a candidate for deputy mayor." Le Lingling helped tidy up my quilt and seemed to be very serious. "The city leaders have held several meetings, about the Yangtze River Industry to our city for inspection, are almost all out, Changjiang Industry is a world-class consortium, can they invest in our small place, this is the time, Secretary Ma said, the first choice is Sister Wei!"

"What, me?" I feel sincerely afraid, I don't know which part of me Secretary Ma fancies, how can I be virtuous, how can I pick up this burden? Listening to Le Lingling's tone, it seems to be true.

"Secretary Ma said, the trip to Hong Kong, he found that you are indeed a rare talent, now the city needs such talents, he said at the meeting that this is called 'eclectic talent', anyone, in the investment and investment attraction, there is a significant contribution, can be re-taught, never partial." Le Lingling stood up and walked to my side, "He asked me to care about you very much, saying that you have been affected a little bit in Hong Kong, your mood is not very good, and your health is poor, so let me take care of you." ”

"Hmm!" I have nothing to say, I am grateful for Secretary Ma's carefulness, indeed, in the past few days, my mood has plummeted, almost disheartened, if it weren't for Le Lingling's enlightenment, I think it would be really difficult for me to imagine the days after this. I have no interest in Secretary Ma's request for me to be the president and deputy mayor.

They came to my mother to talk about it, but I didn't have the slightest desire, I didn't want any high-ranking officials and wealth, and where I could protect myself was life.

I suddenly remembered the father who gave birth to me, and I heard my mother say that he had sent money to my house, which proved that he knew my home, but in 30 years, he did not come to see me once, and said a word to me, in the wind and rain, he did not take care of me once...... Looking back on it now, I still have nothing but hatred.

The phone rang again, it should be a message.

I glanced at it, but saw that there was a message on it, and the number seemed to be Brother Zhendong's.

I hurriedly opened it, and sure enough, he had already sent me a few messages, but I didn't notice.

Where is he, why is he texting me, why isn't he calling? Is it regret, or whatever?

Sure enough, he said that he didn't expect the result to be like this, and he had been blaming himself for several days--- he said that Komeito died for him, and he was really sad. What, how did Komeito die for him? I was afraid to call and ask what happened in that basement in Hong Kong that day--- for fear of hearing about the sad accident. I suddenly felt that Komei's death seemed to be so undeserved, or that there might be something else going on in that day's death...... Obviously, I heard the surnamed Huang say that Zhendong was killed by him, but it turned out that Gongming died......

I have a terrible headache, and the thought of it makes me explode......

In any case, I want to understand Gongming's death, this matter can't be so close in my heart--- or rather, the surname Huang said that Mengling and Gongming have some unsavory past, I have always had a picture in my mind, that is, they sleep naked in bed, when I think of such a thing, I hate Mengling everywhere, thinking that she is really shameless, her best friend who is so close to me, but stabbed me in the back, this knife almost took my life, if I say, I also have the same way to respond to her, I believe that she will suffer for the rest of her life, and when I think of such a result, the resentment in my heart can come out.

"Secretary Ma invited some leaders from the province to dinner tonight, probably in Cihu Villa!" Le Lingling said, "Mr. Gao called and said that he would also invite you to go." ”

"Eat?" I don't want to go, there are leaders in the province, how can I go, besides, I'm not a .......

"Xiaole, I ......" I shook my head, but I didn't know what to say.

"The car has been arranged, Secretary Ma said that he would assign you a car, the driver is looking for it, and it should be in place in the next two days. Secretary Ma said, your hardware must be in place, you are now the mayor, you must have the demeanor of the mayor! ”

Ouch, what is this called, it seems that the overlord is the bow, and I am not ready for it......