I thought that life was a giant monster, and we were all knights with long swords, and as long as we were brave enough and the sword in our hands was sharp enough, it would be easy to defeat it.

But now I was wrong.

This monster is so powerful and brave that even the strongest of us can't match it, so that we all get lost in this torrent of steel.

But what else do you want? His life has already been taken by you, what do you want, do you really want to kill him all?

I remember that it was a snowy day, and the white clouds above seemed to be stained with muddy dust and turned as gray as the earth. In this world where heaven and earth are not separated, every breath seems to go straight to the heart, the fierce cold wind turns into a small blade, and every inch of the skin of the painful body is trembling.

That's when I met Xu Guiquan. In the endless cold wind, I fell to the ground with my eyes slightly open. I don't remember what he used to help me fend off the wind and snow, but I just remember that his presence warmed me a lot.

"It's pathetic." I remember what he said.

I held out my hand tremblingly, trying to hold on to the sudden flame. I know that is my only hope, even if it may burn me, hurt me.

"I have an idea that I can help you pay off your debts and save a lot of money...... As long as you have money, there is no problem in surviving in the city. ”

The flames didn't burn me, but the oil from the spills was already very hot. It dripped on my hands and caused the sore skin to start festering.

"No, no, no, it's not what you think. What I say is darker and more evil than you think......"

I can't help it, I can only accept it. When the first task reached my ears, when the snow-white knife cut through the cloth and pierced the flesh, it was completely different from what I imagined, not just raising and dropping the hand, but countless ants passed through the hand to the whole body, gnawing and not forgetting to release anesthesia and the like.

I tried to pull the knife out, but I found it in vain. For a moment, I seemed to be the knight, the sword in my hand broken, the tip of the sword sticking to the side. The scales on the monster in front of me were not damaged in the slightest, but it just turned its head and opened its lighthouse-sized mouth to devour me.

"You've done a great job." Xu Guiquan dragged his bloated body over and helped me pull the knife out of the corpse.

Why are you so calm, I asked him.

He took out a handkerchief from his bosom to wipe the blood from the knife, and then handed it to me again: "You can try not to treat them as people, but just as a commodity." If you don't treat them as your kind, there will naturally be no inner condemnation. ”

What he said makes a lot of sense, but it's not easy to do. But fortunately, I did it in the end, I split my life into two parts, and finally kept this passionate me.

After this, I met Joe Whisper, a poor kid who, like I once was, lost the battle with life. When I asked her if she would like to follow me no matter what happened, she nodded.

I didn't expect it to be so easy to change everything around me. With Qiao Qingyu's help, not only did they have no problem gaining a foothold in Yunyang City, but they were also able to open the relief hall that they had always fantasized about before. It's ironic, I couldn't see the end when I struggled so hard before, but now after surrendering, it all becomes so easy.

That day, Xu Guiquan suddenly said to me that he wanted to create an organization, and he wanted to bring me and Whisper in.

"Once we have created the organization, we have a place to be. At this time, the management of personnel and the formulation of rules are much more convenient, and if there is a loud name, it will be more convenient to promote it in the future. ”

But is it really necessary for the three of us to create an organization?

He smiled: "It's just the three of us now, but it's not necessarily just the three of us in the future." The city is a huge screen, and countless people are sifted down every day, but there are also as many as cattle hairs left on it. Girls like you who don't have the means to make a living, but they have a lot of grabbing. ”

To be honest, I didn't feel a sense of belonging to the organization or anything, and I was satisfied with the thought of taking care of the people I knew. We're all women, and we only haunt the night, and we do this kind of quick and blood-stained thing, so let's call it Xuetan. The moment the flowers bloom, the beauty is momentary, and the above is soaked with blood.

"It's all up to you." After that, he went out again to look for work for us.

It turned out to be really as he said, and soon we met a child bride who was abandoned by her family. Looking at her shivering in the dark, this scene is really so familiar. I hugged her tightly, trying to transfer the last heat I had to her body, even if it was only a little bit to warm her, if only a little......

She usually does things very uncomfortably, either knocking over the table or dropping the plate. For this reason, I also deliberately changed to wooden dishes and chopsticks that are not afraid of falling. But in fact, I know in my heart that she must have been subjected to a lot of abuse before to become like this. But you have to grow up, you have to be strong, after all, with us, you have countless opportunities to try.

We taught her together, trained her together, and gradually brought her skills up to our minimum requirements. Although the first mission failed, don't worry, the future is long, and now we have countless opportunities for trial and error, and I will definitely be able to let you stand alone in the future.

After that, Shanyitang had its first man, although he was not very old, but the overall atmosphere was different during that time, and I could clearly feel the sunshine of happiness hitting my face, and the smiles on other people's faces became more. It was only at this time that I felt that the balance of life was gradually becoming balanced, and I was in the bright place because of the addition of the darkness.

If you can, I hope that time will stop here like this, and Chenchen will never discover our identity, and Shanyitang will always serve as a foothold for our hearts, soothing our broken hearts.

But all of this came to naught that night, and when I met him again in the dark, I realized that both of me and him were people in the same world. I desperately tried to seize on the last hope, and thought of ways to continue with the status quo, even at the expense of losing both sides. But he must have guessed it, what would I do if he came to confront me?!

"Dangdang!" Just then, there was a knock on the door!