Seeing his thoughts by He Manman, Chen Erya turned his head a little uncomfortably, and then said in a low voice: "He Manman, I don't need you to pity me." ”

"Chen Erya, you think too much, I don't have time to pity you." He Manman chuckled, then looked at Chen Erya, who was pale, and said, "Life is precious, I just don't want to see a life disappear in front of me." ”

"He Manman, you don't understand." When Chen Erya heard this, she smiled bitterly, and then looked at He Manman with complicated eyes and said, "Actually, you shouldn't save me, people like me should die." ”

"You think if you die, you can solve everything?" He Manman glanced at Chen Erya, and said: "Even if you die, the problem still exists, your death can only punish yourself, and except for your parents, few people will be sad about your death." ”

"Then what do you think is the point of a woman who can't even give birth to a child?" Chen Erya was silent for a moment, and then said with red eyes.

"Chen Erya, do you think the value of a woman's existence is to have children?" He Manman looked at Chen Erya and asked.

"Isn't it?"

"Of course not." He Manman looked at Chen Erya with confusion in his eyes, sighed leisurely, and then said: "Chen Erya, have you thought about it, in addition to getting married and having children, and relying on the strength of men to live a good life, are there other possibilities in your life?" ”

"What else could be?" Chen Erya muttered, and a few tears rolled out of her eyes.

In her world, the mountains are like a cage that locks them in as women, getting married, having children, farming, and so on, the sun rises and the sun sets, as if she can see the end of life at a glance, which makes her feel hopeless.

So since she was a child, she longed to be able to marry a man in the city in the future and then break away from the mountains.

So after Wuyi appeared, she would fall so quickly, and she would give everything for Wuyi, in fact, she just wanted to rely on Wuyi to leave the mountain, so that her future children would not repeat such a desperate life.

But now, Wuyi has failed her, and she has lost her own child and lost the qualification to become a mother again.

In her opinion, a woman who can't have children is something that no man will marry, so not only can she not leave the mountains in this life, but she will also live a very miserable life.

And thinking of the dark days in the future, she lost her courage, and the thought of death rose in her heart.

"It's a new era now, and even if a woman doesn't rely on a man, she can live a good life." He Manman saw Chen Erya's depressed appearance and couldn't help but say.

"How is that possible? What can a woman do? Chen Erya subconsciously retorted.

"Why not?" He Manman raised his eyebrows, "All the things that men can do, women can do, there are female scientists in the scientific community, there are successful businesswomen in the business world, and even in the sharpest troops, there are also women." ”

"Gender is not a reason to hinder you from pursuing a good life as long as you want to." He Man looked at Chen Erya and said steadily.

When Chen Erya heard this, her eyes flashed, and for a moment, she smiled bitterly and looked out the window.

"He Manman, you are wrong, we are different."

"What's the difference?" He Manman frowned a little helplessly.

"You have a good father, you can finish college smoothly, as a college student, you naturally have a good future, and I am different......"

"What's different about you?" He Manman interrupted Chen Erya's words, and then said: "We are all girls, we were both born in Xiaxi Village, my family background was not much better than you before, and I used to be lazy and lazy, not enterprising, and I am not as capable as you are now." ”

"As for our father, my father is a good father, doesn't your father love you?"

Chen Erya was speechless by He Manman's question, so she had to lick her pale lips and said, "He Manman, you are a college student, I can't talk about it." ”

"It has nothing to do with whether I'm a college student or not. It's because what I said, it makes sense in your heart, but you don't want to admit it. ”

"Well, even if what you say makes sense, so what? This never changes, I'm a village girl, you're a college student, I'm a woman who has lost her fertility, and you're still intact. Chen Erya looked at He Manman with some excitement and said.

"Chen Erya, you haven't tried, why do you think you can't change it?"

"It just can't be changed." Chen Erya turned her head and said stubbornly.

Looking at the pale and thin girl lying on the bed, He Manman couldn't help but sigh, then looked at Chen Erya and said: "Chen Erya, this world is not only Xiaxi Village, nor is there only Xinlin City, the outside world is very big, there are mountains and seas, plains and hills, you should go out and have a look." ”

"When the time comes, you will know that women don't have to rely on men to live a good life, and women don't have to have children to be happy."

When Chen Erya heard this, she was silent for a long time before she spoke: "Then where do you think I should go?" ”

"If you have the chance, you can go to the deep city to have a look, I heard that it is very different from Xinlin." He Manman thought about it, and finally said, after all, as the first batch of cities to open to the outside world, Shencheng is completely different from the mainland in terms of women's independent thinking and urban development.

"Deep City?" When Chen Erya heard this, she muttered, and after a long while, she looked at He Manman with complicated eyes.

"He Manman, thank you, I will pay back the money I owe you, and I will pay it back if I owe you a favor."

"Then I'll wait." When He Manman heard this, he raised his eyebrows and said.

Chen Erya didn't seem to expect He Manman to say this, he was slightly stunned, and laughed again for a moment.

So when Lin Er woke up, all he saw was the two girls smiling and smiling.

"Am I dazzled?" Lin Er rubbed his eyes a little confused.

At this moment, I saw Officer Yang walking in in a police uniform.

"You are Comrade Chen Erya, right?" Officer Yang asked when he saw Chen Erya lying on the bed.

Hearing this, Chen Erya nodded lightly.

"Regarding your father's report that Wuyi violated you, defrauded your family of money, and hurt you, I want to check with you."

Hearing Officer Yang ask, He Manman and Lin Er couldn't help but look at Chen Erya, after all, Chen Erya had undergone a second operation because of this incident before.