The reason why people have joys, sorrows, and sorrows is often because of gains and losses.

If I have not gained, I have not lost, I do not want to get, I do not want to lose, then I will not have joy or sadness, and if I have no desire, I will have no joy, anger, sorrow, happiness, sorrow, sorrow, and suffering...... But when there is no such joy, anger, sorrow, joy, sorrow, sorrow, and suffering...... It seems that there is no meaning in that kind of life.

Therefore, no matter what kind of life you have, as long as you go through this experience, in fact, the result is not very important.

Life is an experience, and everything today, good or bad, is the most important part of life.

The city bus station is a U-shaped construction site that has been around for many years, and there are not only short-distance buses from surrounding counties and cities, but also long-distance buses from popular cities. And the entrance is the main road, and there is an endless stream of vehicles to pick up and drop off guests, plus the vehicles passing by and the home is nearby, there are obviously many more cars on this road.

After arriving at the bus station, Sister Qian drove in from the first exit on the right hand, and this is the entrance to the station.

On the other side of the U-shaped land is the exit of the station.

In the passenger bus station, I watched for a long time, but I didn't see Zhang Jiali's mother, and it was still raining outside, it was foggy everywhere, and people were holding umbrellas, so I couldn't see where Zhang Jiali's mother was.

So I took out my phone and called Zhang Jiali's mother.

The phone was connected, and I asked Zhang Jiali's mother: "Auntie, I'm Chen Mo, I'm already at the bus station now, where are you now?" ”

"I'm standing at the station now, why didn't I see you, didn't the beauty come, just yourself?" Zhang Jiali's mother said.

"Auntie, she didn't come, I came with my friend, Auntie, what color clothes are you wearing and what color umbrella are you wearing?" I asked.

"Oh, good. I was wearing a navy blue gown, plaid and authentic, and the umbrella was black, and the umbrella was large, not folded. Zhang Jiali's mother said.

I looked around carefully a few more times, but I still didn't see the shadow of Zhang Jiali's mother, isn't it at the station? But the passenger station, only this one is called the passenger station, I can't figure out what the situation is, I asked Sister Qian and Boss Wang if they saw it, Sister Qian and Boss Wang also said they didn't see it.

"The car we drove was a black SUV, an X5 off-road vehicle, can you see our car? It's parked right in the yard of this passenger bus station. I asked anxiously, worried that Zhang Jiali's mother would be anxious after waiting for a long time, or that something unexpected would happen, which made me very worried.

"I didn't see it, your car was parked in the yard, right? I only saw two exits, I was standing on the opposite side and could see the car, but not the black car. Zhang Jiali's mother said.

"Oh, then I see, Auntie, you're outside, aren't you? Across the road? I asked. I thought that I could only see the two exits of the U-shaped bus station if I stood across the road, and if I was in the courtyard of the bus station, I would not be able to see the two exits of the U-shaped bus station.

"Yes, yes, I'm standing across from me." Zhang Jiali's mother said.

"Okay, I'm in the yard now, now we'll go out and find you." I said, to confirm the location of Zhang Jiali's mother, I have to hurry over to find her.

"Okay, where are you, you can see me when you come out, I'm standing under the bus stop sign." Zhang Jiali's mother said.

Just as I was calling, Sister Qian was already heading towards the exit.

As soon as I got out of the bus station from the exit, I saw a middle-aged woman standing under the bus stop across the road, wearing a navy blue plaid shirt, she was wearing a black straight-handled umbrella, the same situation as described on the phone, I think this should be Zhang Jiali's mother.

So I lowered the window, stretched out my head and hands and waved my hands vigorously to the opposite side, and then shouted into the phone, "Auntie, do you see me?" The one who waved his hand in the car on the opposite side was, see? ”

Zhang Jiali's mother saw me waving her hand, then took two steps forward, waved at me as well, and said into the phone, "Yes, yes, yes, I saw it." ”

Then I pointed to the direction in front of Sister Qian, and Sister Qian said, "I saw it, I'll drive over, but there is a fence in the middle, you have to drive through from the right, make a U-turn at the intersection, you tell your aunt and let her wait there." ”

"Okay." I nodded and said to Sister Qian.

Then I picked up the phone and was about to tell Zhang Jiali's mother to ask her to wait there, and our car had to go around and turn around before we could go to the other side, so as not to let Zhang Jiali's mother misunderstand our car and go away. But when I picked up the phone and was about to speak, I saw the scene across the road and froze, and I will never forget it.

Zhang Jiali's mother was holding the phone, waving her hand, indicating her location, so that I could see it more obviously.

But Zhang Jiali's mother just looked in the direction of our side, she stood there, completely unnoticed, on her left, there was a big blue truck whistling at a high speed, the speed was very fast, and she was standing in front of the big blue truck, the big truck didn't know what it was and did not avoid Zhang Jiali's mother who was standing on the side of the road. And the driver of the big truck should have been able to see it early, such a big living person, it is impossible not to see it, and he drove so fast on a rainy day, the driver knew that the braking effect of the car on a rainy day would definitely be greatly reduced.

But just for a moment, I didn't have time to speak, I saw Zhang Jiali's mother was hit by the big truck and flew out, landing in front of the big blue truck about 3-4 meters, I could only watch Zhang Jiali's mother fly out in the air, and I opened my mouth wide, surprised and scared, but I couldn't do anything, I wanted to shout, but I couldn't make any sound. The big truck didn't stop at all after hitting someone, and pressed straight past Zhang Jiali's mother, and then drove away and disappeared into the misty rain.

It all happened so suddenly, from start to finish, maybe a few seconds, I was completely frozen with my phone.

At this moment, I feel that the sky is falling, how can I explain to Zhang Jiali.

Oh my God, I can't accept why this is the way it is.

This is the first time I have met Zhang Jiali's mother, and it is also the first time she has met me, I originally hoped to leave a good impression on her, but how did it become like this?

My heart was like a knife, and my hands trembled uncontrollably.

I hope it's all a dream, and I'm afraid it's true.

Sister Qian quickly turned around from the front intersection, and then drove to the bus stop, Zhang Jiali's mother was lying on the side of the road at the moment, I patted the car window, muttering how could this be, I don't want to be like this.

The car drove to the bus stop, the car had not stopped, I opened the car door in a panic, jumped down, and then ran to Zhang Jiali's mother, and saw that Zhang Jiali's mother had fallen unconscious on the cold ground at the moment, with patches of blood under her body, and her legs were blurred at the moment, and she could still see the traces of her legs being run over by the blue truck. The rain gathered together, washed away the remaining bloodstains, and quickly merged into a small river, flowing into the distance, and the eyes were full of blood.

I couldn't hold back my crying anymore, picked up Zhang Jiali's mother, who had passed out, and screamed around: "Help! Help me! Whoever will save her, please, I will be a cow and a horse for you! ”

The rain soaked my clothes, and I didn't notice it at all at the moment, it didn't matter to me anymore, I only cared if Zhang Jiali's mother was okay.

Sister Qian and Boss Wang also got out of the car, Boss Wang seemed to be more experienced, he asked me not to touch Zhang Jiali's mother casually, he said to let the injured lie flat to avoid a second fracture.

I nodded blankly, and then slowly put down Zhang Jiali's mother and let her lie down.

And Zhang Jiali's mother was still in a coma, I called out to her, but there was no response, my heart was even more flustered, and even scared.

Sister Qian helped call the 120 emergency number, and then called the police and the 122 traffic accident number, and there were also well-wishers around who also helped make the call and told what happened.

Some of the passing vehicles stopped by well-wishers to help, and some pedestrians waiting for the bus asked if they needed help, some of them offered advice, some helped with umbrellas to protect themselves from the rain, and some were very resentful of the driver's escape.

And my brain was blank, just knelt in front of Zhang Jiali's mother, muttering to myself: "Don't die, please, really please." ”

I wiped the rain on Zhang Jiali's mother's face, the tears on my face fell, I couldn't care about it, I just hoped that Zhang Jiali's mother would be okay at the moment.

Otherwise, I really don't know how to explain to Zhang Jiali.

Zhang Jiali trusted me so much to pick up his mother, but this happened.

I felt so guilty, and I thought that if I had shouted it out sooner so that Zhang Jiali's mother could be in a safe position, none of this would have happened.

I did so badly, why didn't I take into account all the possibilities for things to turn out, I slapped myself in the face a few times, and I wanted to wake up my incompetence and stupidity.

Sister Qian squatted beside me and comforted me: "Haoren, don't blame you for this, don't blame yourself too much." ”

I looked at Sister Qian and nodded vigorously, hoping that Sister Qian's words would make my heart feel better.

But I couldn't, my heart was like a knife, and the tears kept flowing.

I could only hold back and not cry.