Since Li Zimin's illness, everyone has behaved cautiously in front of him, for fear of letting him know about his own illness.

In order to keep him from noticing the abnormality, he still went to school with everyone as usual and did homework together.

Li Chunhua has been very diligent recently, but Li Zimin doesn't seem to notice anything wrong.

He still laughs and gags with everyone every day, and works hard with Li Zhonghua.

On this day, they made an appointment to go to Lingshan together, and halfway through the ride, Gu Xiaoliu suddenly said that he wanted to eat ice, and several people had to stop and find a convenience store.

Gu Huai and Li Zimin stayed behind to look at their rented bicycles.

Li Zimin leaned on the bicycle, raised his head and squinted at the sunshine in the sky, and asked Gu Huai with a smile: "Brother Gu, are they all tired?" ”

Gu Huai took out a Coke from his bag and took a sip: "Tired, but everyone feels that they are valuable." ”

Li Zimin glanced at him before turning back to continue looking at the sun.

He asked Gu Huai, "How long can I live?" ”

Gu Huai raised his head and took a sip of Coke before replying, "I can't die." ”

Li Zimin smiled and lowered his head: "Don't lie to me, I know everything." ”

In fact, from the time he woke up that day, he already knew that he would not live long.

He knew what kind of person his mother was.

She had never had a look like this. Both guilty and compensatory.

When he had a fever of almost 40 degrees, when he ate something bad and ran to the toilet all night, when he was shivering in the rain and cold, he never saw that kind of expression on his mother's face.

Li Zimin thought that he had always hoped that his mother could change and accompany him more, but he didn't expect that it would be this way and this kind of price.

But what did Mom do wrong?

She hopes that she and her brother can live better, and that they can live the life they want in the future. She's not wrong.

She didn't need to make up for anything at all.

As for the elder brother, there is no need to be so cautious.

"Brother Gu, in fact, I have thought about it, otherwise I will leave quietly and die silently alone. So many people worry about me, I don't really deserve it. ”

"My brother has always been calmer than me, he is much more appropriate than me, in fact, it is really nothing less than me. It is said that time is good medicine, and after a long time, even if someone remembers me, they will not be sad. ”

Gu Huai: "Then when we climb the mountain, you can just jump down." ”

He looked into the distance, the mountain peaks were continuous, like the constant kinship between human beings.

Li Zimin's sensational words stuck in his throat. Who knew that Gu Huai would take the unusual path and say such a sentence.

Gu Huai's words were too light, there was no emotion, as if he was just saying a trivial matter. Li Zimin was moved by his words.

If he really fell off the mountain. Maybe everyone is only in temporary pain, much better than if he had been sick all the time.

Just when he was thinking about where to start implementing it, Gu Huai said:

"Actually, it's not very uncomfortable, it's just that when I jumped, I was under tremendous pressure, and I felt that my internal organs were slowly flattened in my chest, and then I smashed on the ground with a bang, and I fell apart, and I couldn't pick it up. If you're lucky, you might be able to see the back of your neck at the last moment. ”

Li Zimin shuddered for a moment, thinking, otherwise it would be better to change the way.

Gu Huai continued: "Otherwise, let's change to drowning." It's simple, just find a river, jump into it silently, and there will be no chance to call for help, because your mouth is underwater. Lack of oxygen in the lungs will cause you to open your mouth, forced ventilation will inhale a large amount of water and cause the vocal cords of the throat to spasm, you will feel very heavy as a whole person, depleting the oxygen of the whole body, and the water will burn in your body like magma until you lose consciousness and die. ”

Li Zimin was stunned.

Gu Huai wanted to continue, Li Zimin hurriedly said: "Actually, I don't have the idea of committing suicide, how good it is to live, and now I am not very uncomfortable, you see, this is not still possible to climb the mountain with you." ”

Gu Huai nodded: "Okay, then next time you want me to give you an idea, we'll continue." ”

The good atmosphere was completely destroyed by Gu Huai.

Li Zimin took out another Coke from his schoolbag, and leaned on the bicycle in the same way as Gu Huai, pulled the pull ring and took a sip, smashing it:

"Brother Gu, have you ever experienced death?"

Gu Huai didn't answer.

In fact, no one is better qualified to answer this question than him. But there was no need for him to talk to anyone.

He laughed, "Are you showing off?" ”

Li Zimin also smiled: "Yes, this is indeed an experience that no one else has, and I am very honored." ”

Holding the can, Li Zimin and Gu Huai touched it.

Li Zimin felt that although Gu Huai didn't persuade him, he was really in a much better mood. In the face of other times, I can really smile with confidence.

He asked Li Zhonghua: "Brother, what kind of ten-ring group did you do recently is still short of people?" If there's a shortage of people, just add me? I also want to be a top student. ”

Li Zhonghua glanced at Gu Huai.

Gu Huai didn't have any expression.

It seems that the people should not know anything.

Thinking of this, he smiled: "Okay, but we are making fast progress, and you may not be able to keep up." ”

Li Zimin forced a smile recently, and didn't take a serious look at what they were doing, just laughed: "How is it possible, you guys are underestimating me too much." ”

Xiao Xiao and Gu Xiaoliu both cast sympathetic glances at him.

Li Zimin quickly understood where this gaze came from.

"Not? What are you looking at here? Senior Physics? Isn't it? I'm going to the hospital for half a month! Not two years! What are you doing? Immortal? Or is it demon-possessed? ”

Li Zimin stood in the library, holding a textbook, and screamed.

The library was quiet, and his voice suddenly increased, attracting the attention of many people.

Li Zimin hurriedly lowered his voice: "What are you doing here?" Why did it suddenly become like this? That's not how you study hard, right? ”

Li Zhonghua disliked him for being embarrassed, moved the stool again and again, and moved it to the table.

Xiao Xiao had no choice but to explain to him: "We want to skip a grade, but the requirements for skipping a grade in our school are too high, so we can only come step by step." ”

Li Zimin took the high school textbook and felt that their step by step was outrageous.

It's not a step-by-step, it's a step-by-step climb!

"Forget it, I don't want to study with you, I'm afraid that I will die suddenly at my desk at a young age."

"Phew!" Li Zhonghua stood up suddenly, "What do you say about not dying?" How do you say all these bad things? ”

He had a very bad face, and he was really angry.

Li Zimin stuck out his tongue and sat down obediently, not touching his brother's moldy head.

Li Zhonghua didn't relent: "Hurry up, you also follow me twice!" ”

Li Zimin: ......