She tried to grab his hand on the table, but as she moved in that direction, Chen Liu raised his hand and flipped through the next letter

Gao Ying's hand fell into the air.

It's like the relationship I've been trying to grasp, and looking at Ming Ming so close, I think she just needs to work a little harder and use enough force to get there.

In fact, that person never gave her a chance, did not have the slightest idea of accepting her, nor did he have the slightest willingness to hold her hand.

The breath that was holding on suddenly was vented.

The emotions that had finally calmed herself down began to surge again, and tears fell uncontrollably, and she looked at the man in front of her, and her tone added a bit of humility that she didn't even notice.

"Runyu, I don't have anything now, I'm no longer the high-ranking lady of the Gao family, I don't have to be the aunt of the concubine, and I don't have a cousin who competes for the throne.

Look at me, I'm just an ordinary woman now, and I can't use my mother's family to oppress you in the future, let's ...... We're equal, so why don't you want to look at me more?"

She seemed to be trying to control her voice, but the tremor in her voice could not be hidden.

Chen Liu's gaze finally took his eyes off the letter and fell on her face instead.

Gao Ying in front of her is completely different from before, that is, Chen Liu and she see her every day, and they have never seen her like this.

Haggard and fragile, there is no whitewash on his face, and the clothes on his body are very plain, and the whole person looks like a faded beauty.

Only those eyes, still shining.

But in the past, the light was bright, but now, this light is the water that shines from tears.

He was silent for a while before he spoke, "Don't be careful, that's how I am."

"No!" Gao Ying reached out and took the thing in his hand away, his eyes firmly fixed on him, "No! You are just like this to me, I know that you hate me in your heart, and you don't want to marry me, this marriage is full of humiliation for you.

Shall I apologize to you? Runyu, I only have you now, although you have never regarded me as your wife, but in my eyes, you are my husband Gao Ying!

The only person I can rely on in this life is you, in the past, it was because of the Gao family, and you didn't want to, but now...... Now eat me and I'm just your wife."

She was sincere, but the man opposite only frowned slightly, looking at her with some complexity in his eyes.

Gao Ying cautiously stretched out her hand to him, "Will you give me a chance?" Let's do it all over again! I...... I'm actually not that bad!

Look at me, I can be your wife, I have studied, I know some truths, I have some knowledge, I have some housekeeping ability, and most importantly, ......."

Gao Ying sniffed, "The most important thing is that in this world, no one will care about you like me, always put you first, Runyu, I will work hard, if you think I'm bad, I can change it!"

Chen Liu's eyes were a little empty, and he waited for him until she finished saying and waited for him, then he withdrew his thoughts, and his eyes were finally willing to fall on the woman in front of him.

"Gao Ying, you don't have to."

He called out his name, and Gao Ying's eyes lit up instantly, but when he heard the latter sentence, the corners of his lips that had just curled up a little immediately froze.

Sure enough, she immediately heard Chen Liu say in the calmest and gentlest tone, "Do you remember what we said before we got married?"

These words were like a sudden attack, knocking her soul down.

How could she not remember that at that time, in order to make her happy, her father suppressed him everywhere in the officialdom, not to mention, but also put pressure on his family, his family members who worked hard in the countryside.

For the first time, a person who has always been as gentle as jade took the initiative to find her unruly, and it was also the first time that he asked her uncontrollably in front of her what she wanted.

Gao Ying didn't hide it at all, photo

The answer in her heart came out, she just wanted to marry him.

"Even if you know I don't like you, do you still want to marry me?"

She also clearly remembered her answer, "You will like me, as long as I marry you, sooner or later, you will like me."

This is her self-confidence, the self-confidence she has cultivated since she was a child, and the self-confidence brought to her by a good family background.

So she didn't even think that Chen Liu would do this to her after she got married.

But after she finished saying that, she saw the sudden twilight on Chen Liu's body.

It's "twilight".

That was her most intuitive feeling at that time.

Then he seemed to have no strength and said, "If this is what you insist on, then I don't seem to be able to resist."

Seeing that he was leaving, Gao Ying immediately stopped in front of him, and smiled very confidently: "Don't worry, I know that my temperament is a little arrogant, but after marrying, I will change it well, I will learn from others to be a good wife and mother for you, I swear, I will not bully you."

But after she said such an oath, she didn't see that the other party was half moved, on the contrary, the words that came out of his mouth were very cold, "If you ask me to marry you, then I hope you can do what you say, just ask for this one thing."

She agreed happily at the time, believing that as long as she married him, there would be no more obstacles between the two of them.

It wasn't until after she got married that she understood what that sentence meant.

He didn't want to touch her, he didn't want to have any intimacy with her, everything was cold, like the wind and snow on the day they got married.

Sure enough, she heard Chen Liu speak again, "Gao Ying, what we said at that time was just to get married, I promised you, and you shouldn't break your promise."

She opened her mouth slightly, unable to say anything for a while.

Chen Liu once again picked up the letter that had just been taken away by her, and then got up directly, "I know that the Gao family has become difficult again, and you can rest assured, I am not such a treacherous person.

Since I promised you to marry you at that time, you will be my wife, and this will always be valid as long as you do not regret it."

Seeing that he was about to go out, Gao Ying spoke again, "So, you plan to hang me like this for the rest of your life?"

She got up and stood behind him like that.

Chen Liu didn't look back, just stopped, "There is no perfect thing in the world, don't be strict about many things, you can let yourself go."

She was behind him, and she couldn't see his expression, but for some reason, she always felt that he wasn't saying to herself, "Can you tell me who that person is?"

Gao Ying's gaze kept falling on Chen Liu's back, and sure enough, when she asked this sentence, she clearly saw her figure freeze for a moment.

Even though she has been deceiving herself and even comforting herself, she is too chasing after the wind, but every time she faces his different reactions, she feels like a joke.

Chen Liu didn't answer her as usual, but walked out directly.

Come to think of it, he didn't even want to lie to himself.

The maid waited a long time before she came in, and before she could speak, she saw herself going into the clean room, "Come and wait for me to freshen up!" The uncle was fished out by the four princes, so it makes sense that I should also go to the Four Princes' Mansion to meet the princess."