An Lingyan saw that I was black-bellied, so he persuaded me, "'The sub-line is a mountain wolf, and the ambition is rampant.'" It's the same for everyone. ”

I asked her, "Will you too?"

An Lingyan said, "I, I can't be the director. ”

"Do you really want to be the director?"

"Who made me the director?"

"Suppose, I said suppose you are the director, will you be rampant?"

“...... This assumption does not exist and will never exist. An Lingyan directly denied it.

I pressed and asked, "Why? Just because of Lulu, and now there is another Lan Lan, and you need to take care of it, can't you be the director? Some people are bigger than you, don't they take care of the family?"

"Xiaohong, you don't know, I'll come back with two feet, after your father asked me to be the director, I swore a curse, so far, in order to help your father, I won't get involved in the officials of the garden department, so for a while, your father wants to give me a half-level promotion and let me be the deputy director, so that when he is not there, it will be more convenient for me to take charge of the overall situation, I said nothing. I said that I was in charge of the overall situation, not in the 'position', but in the 'power', you gave him the authority, and the old man in the mailroom still took charge of the overall situation. ”

"Then why do you, why don't you want to be an official?"

An Lingyan looked at me and smiled a little coldly. Then, the topic shifted, "Eat." Why do these two children wash their hands for so long?"

The door of the bathroom opened, Lan Lan and Lu Lu walked out, and Lu Lu said, "Sister Lan Lan won't let me gasp, I want to listen to your high opinions." ”

"Listen to our high opinions, what high opinions do we have?" An Lingyan was very curious.

"One 'persuades', the other 'refuses', and the second mother can't answer Brother Xiaohong's question - 'Why don't you want to be an official?' because you don't have any good reason why you don't want to be an official. Especially in this day and age. Lan Lan said.

I think Lan Lan had this idea because of the influence of her family.

In the face of a privileged life, some people give you venison, tiger meat, wild boar, and some people give you cars, and they also promise that the car will not cost money to repair, and it will not cost money to burn oil.

Your father is not an official, how can he be so superior? Isn't it all because your father is an official? Your father is not an official, I'm afraid he has to do it the other way around, and my father doesn't want it.

But, Lan Lan, dear sister, you still don't know the end of your uncle, you know, I don't know if you can still have this kind of thought!

Unexpectedly, An Lingyan began to speak, "What's wrong with this era? Being an official means that you have to face the temptation of interests, and that temptation is actually a kind of torment and tearing.

"I don't think I'll be able to resist that temptation and reach over unconsciously. I often think, I'm glad I didn't live in the war years, if at that time, could I crawl to the bearded guillotine like Liu Hulan? Can I endure the pain of ten fingers piercing my heart like Sister Jiang and not spit out a word?

"I don't think I can do it, I have to have a strong conviction, I don't think I have that kind of belief, or, my conviction is not so strong, then I will inevitably be an official and have to reach out.

"What about after reaching out? After reaching out, who are there now, how many are there who are greedy and not caught? I'm going to be arrested, what should I do with you two? Who will take care of you? Before, there was just one green green, but now there is another Lanlan, I have to be more cautious.

"The most prudent way is not to turn around and face those interests before gaining firm convictions, and the way not to look at those interests is to not be that kind of official. ”

Lan Lan looked at An Lingyan seriously, "Second Mother, can you have that kind of firm belief one day?"

"Maybe there will be, but I don't have it right now. If not, you won't get involved in the official career. It's like if you're sure of the hardness of your fingers, if you're not sure, don't stick it in the grinding hole. ”

I marvel at how much thinking about this kind of problem is more effective than catching a few big/old/tigers!

People began to think about this issue almost from a philosophical level, and they did not dare to be corrupt. Going deep into An Lingyan's level, this problem is imprinted from her actual life, which shows that anti-/// rot is effective.

Especially Lan Lan and Lu Lu silently picked up the bowl and didn't grab the meat they liked very much, which showed that they were also thinking about this issue, whether they could think about it and dare not say it, but it must play a role.

After An Lingyan finished speaking, he stopped speaking and ate silently. I only sigh in my heart.

In this way, the four of them were silent, which made Grandma Luo see it, and she had to praise us once, "eat without saying a word, sleeping without speaking".

After eating, I said that I had to leave immediately, and told Lan Lan and Lu Lu to put their minds into their homework.

I drove straight to Yan Ji's house.

As soon as I rang the doorbell, he opened the door and walked out, as if he had been waiting at the gate for a while, and opened it only a little slit, as if he were afraid that I would see what was going on in the courtyard, or what was going on in the house through the windowpane.

I smiled and asked, "What's the matter, Kanaya Zangjiao?"

Yan Zhiji fiddled my head, "you, little brat!"

I craned my neck and dodged his hand.

We got in the car and drove to the city hospital.

When I got to the hospital, I went to Takama. When I went to Lan Lan's mother's room, I saw her lying on her side with her face facing the outside of the bed, I suddenly felt that her figure was much smaller, her height was at least one meter six or five, but now it looked like she was less than one meter four.

I felt pity at once, and let me make a swaggering woman to such an extent, like a dying beggar.

I don't think it's right for me to do that. The matter has passed, and it didn't happen to him, so what revenge is there? Is it meaningful? Doesn't this mean that Lan Lan has no mother and no mother's love? Why bother to take revenge?

Besides, my dad is not a child, he knows very well what his actions mean, he slips away, and he should pay for his actions.

Isn't this equivalent to a friend who is willing to fight and who is willing to suffer?

There are two possibilities for their affairs, one is to strictly discipline yourself and mark the price clearly, and give you an official, you have to be a male pet for my wife, and pass on the family line for me;

In either case, you have to do it if you want to, so there's no need to be a hate.

As for not letting you get married, it seems to be reasonable, how can I have a child with me, and if you marry someone else, what am I?

- Oh, this kind of thing, I can't explain it, who can explain this kind of thing, who is the grandson!

Yan Luji sat on the side of her bed, took her hand, I saw her leg move in the crook of her leg, I thought, she is really conscious, then, when she hears the news that her brother jumped off the building to commit suicide, how will she react?