Chapter 646: I have to be myself first

These words asked the voices of other people, not only the people who had been following her before, but also the other people in the Yanchun Terrace who were originally in the palace, and they were all full of curiosity.

Everyone wondered, could it be that Xie Songhua was really a person who was not jealous or jealous and was willing to share men with others?

But even so, the easing of the relationship between the princess and the prince is only a recent thing, and his position is not yet in prison! Aren't you afraid that you will be spoiled and you will never be able to get up in the future?

Most of the housewives of those big families didn't pay attention, and they took advantage of the loopholes for the concubines and aunts, and even made trouble later about spoiling the concubines and killing their wives.

At the same time, some younger minds are also alive because of Xie Songhua's move.

These few Mrs. Huayang sent over can get such blessings, but they are unreasonable princesses in the house, but they are not allowed by the princess?

And if those few really won the favor of the prince, wouldn't they, the people of the palace, just help the princess to entrap the prince?

For a while, people with different minds pricked up their ears, and they didn't want to miss it at all.

Xie Songhua's gaze swept over everyone, and then raised his voice slightly, "Naturally it's true, when did I say such unreliable things in front of you?

I don't like to fight with people the most, and if it is something that can be fought for by others, it can only mean that that thing does not belong to me in the first place, and what I want to do is to try to forget what I once had.

Therefore, if anyone in our palace wants to serve the prince, just report to me, and then go to Steward Huo to arrange it yourself."

Aunt Lan has never followed Xie Songhua out to entertain guests, and when she heard someone outside in the courtyard about the things ahead, she was already too nervous.

I am afraid that the relationship between Xie Songhua and Xiao Yu will change at this time.

I was about to come over to persuade her, but when I heard this, I immediately remembered that my forehead was sweating.

At this time, so many people were staring, and there were clearly a few powdery faces with spring, and there was a bit of thinking in their eyes.

She didn't want to speak directly, and waited until Xie Songhua took someone back to the banquet platform, and then she hurriedly said, "Princess! You...... Why are you so confused!"

Xie Songhua smiled warmly, "Auntie, what I just said is true."

"I know what the princess said is true," Aunt Lan was so anxious that her breath became short, "Now that you and the prince are mixing oil in honey, it is natural that you can't take out your heart and give it to each other.

But time has changed, feelings are the most untested by feelings, princess, you are still too young, you are a man, there is a chance to send it to the door, who will refuse?

No matter how good the relationship is, after a few years of getting along, it is inevitable that there will be no freshness, and then it will be just the old friendship and many years of companionship to maintain the relationship between the two people, but those fresh faces are different, even if there is no emotion, it is also pleasant.

At this time, it may not be the case, but what about ten or twenty years from now? Princess, you opened this mouth today, and it's hard to say what will happen in the future, aren't you just passive?"

Several girls in the room are girls who have not left the pavilion, and they are all ignorant about the things between men and women, Aunt Lan is from the past, and she has lived to this age, she has seen a lot of things, and her knowledge is naturally different from them.

As soon as she said this, several maids in the room became nervous, and they all thought that Aunt Lan was reasonable, and Xie Songhua was really a little careless.

It is undeniable that her words actually touched her heart.

What she said today, when she thinks about it seriously, actually surprised her own expectations.

She didn't really identify Xiao Yu as that person, but she just had some good feelings, and the two of them had legitimate reputations, plus the physiological needs of adults.

At best, it's just a relationship.

But when this matter was in front of her today, and she began to think about the question of the third party, her answer happened to give her an accurate answer.

She actually paid for that person with all her heart.

It is because of the sincerity that I look forward to this relationship, and I also have a spiritual cleanliness.

In her heart, she hoped that that person would not disappoint herself, and would not let her fall into a situation where she had to compete for favor with others.

But she also set boundaries for herself, if that day comes, she will give up this relationship and give up this person.

Such an attitude is enough to explain everything.

Aunt Lan saw that she didn't speak, so she regretted it, and she felt a little distressed.

Speaking of which, the princess is also because she has grown up outside since she was a child, and her vision is not as good as these girls who have been raised in the inner house since childhood.

What's more, a family background like theirs. ap.

When the girl's family is sensible, the mother will teach the way of getting along between husband and wife, and the way of balance between concubines.

Although Aunt Lan has not been with Xie Songhua for a long time, she is close to serving every day, so she naturally knows her master a little, and she is not the kind of person who is so generous that she can share her husband with others.

Since I can't let go of my heart, I am relieved, and it is inevitable that the two of them will drift apart in the future.

She thought for a moment and said, "Now that this has been said, there is no way to take it back, otherwise the princess's prestige in the palace will be gone.

So the best way now is to take advantage of the fact that the prince will not have such thoughts now, princess, you lie coquettish in front of the prince, refuse to accept concubines, and let the prince say it himself.

In this way, if there is no concubine in this palace, there will be no resentment on the princess, and no one will dare to say that the princess is not."

She chattered so much that she finally pulled Xie Songhua's thoughts back.

"Auntie," Xie Songhua took her hand, "I know that my aunt is thinking about me everywhere, but auntie, what I just said is true."

"Princess......

Aunt Lan looked at her with a little distress in her eyes, "The slave knows what kind of grievances the princess has suffered in the Xie Mansion before, but the position of the prince and the wife is different."

These words made Xie Songhua stunned for a moment.

Aunt Lan didn't say it, she didn't find out, it turned out that he was not only so in love, but also in the mother-daughter relationship with the Qi family?

Since such feelings do not belong to her, then she will not have any hope.

"Does my aunt think I can support myself?"

Unexpectedly, Xie Songhua suddenly changed the topic, Aunt Lan was stunned for a moment, and then she was a little puzzled: "The girl is different from other boudoir ladies, the girl's medical skills are recognized by even the saints, if she really goes out to practice medicine and consult, it will naturally be easy to support herself."

"In this case, I don't need to rely on men to live in my life, and I don't depend on each other materially, so why should I suffer that spiritual pain because of the other party?"

Xie Songhua's smile was a little open-minded, "The kind of affection between men and women that only have each other in their eyes is a rare thing, and it is already a great luck to meet it.

Life is so long, there are so many things you want to do, you can't treat a man as the whole of your life, right? So, look at some, and be thankful if you have, and if you don't, you won't actually die."

When she said the back, she was completely relaxed, but she suddenly looked frightened in the face of the few maids she put down.

Xie Songhua felt something, and sure enough, when he turned his face, he saw Xiao Yu standing there with a dark face.