777 The mind is in turmoil

Early the next morning, Ji Xiang got up and ran a half-marathon in the hotel's gym.

After going back to the room and washing up, Ji Xiang went out and saw Zhao Zhe waiting outside the door.

"Brother Zhao, why don't you come in and sit and stand outside...... Don't be so polite. Ji Xiang asked.

"I got up early in the morning for a walk and saw you running by yourself in the gym." Zhao Zhe sighed with emotion, "Even if I go back to 20 years old, I don't have such good physical strength, Xiaoji, your body, it's a bargain." But are the gyms open 24 hours a day? What if it doesn't open? ”

"5 star hotels are open 24 hours, I can complain if they are not open. Besides, I asked before booking a hotel. Ji Xiang replied.

"The body is really good, you always say that your stupid roe deer is exhausted by your walking every day, I didn't believe it before, but now I really believe it."

"No wonder you don't feel tired after doing so many surgeries every day, and you can still go to the emergency department and stay up late when you meet Dr. Meng on duty." Zhao Zhe sighed with emotion.

"It's okay, you saw the patient Li Muzhi yesterday." Ji Xiang asked.

After getting off the plane yesterday, Deng Chaohong and Zhao Zhe went to see the patient, Ji Xiang was curious, and followed Lin Jiu to find the old man of the Lin family.

Unexpectedly, what the old man of the Lin family brought to Ji Xiang was not gossip, but a magical experience.

After the experience, Ji Xiang looked back at the current medical treatment and immediately felt bored.

"Go, the patient is not in very good condition."

"Oh? Worried about your recovery? Ji Xiang asked.

The patient is 29 years old, in good health, and his problem is the Achilles tendon, which does not affect vital signs.

Zhao Zhe said badly, there is a high probability that it is still a psychological problem of the patient.

"Hmm." Zhao Zhe nodded, "It's like ...... I used to have a colleague who graduated from a prestigious school and was admitted to graduate school after graduation, but his family was poor and he was anxious to earn money to support his family, so he returned to Yuanliao City to work. ”

"His surgery is first-class, a simple appendectomy, and it is a few grades higher than others. The surgery is called a delicate one, and the patient recovers faster than other patients. ”

It is indeed very strong, especially the kind of simple minor surgery, which can be seen more skillfully.

Ji Xiang nodded in understanding.

While talking, the two went to the hotel restaurant for breakfast.

"But then something happened, a patient's family came in with a knife, the patient was not his, but the patient's family came directly to him because he was sitting near the door."

"As a result, the tendon in the right hand was broken a lot, and the function was not well recovered. When he recovered, he didn't dare to go to surgery on his own, so he came to me. I knew what he thought, so we went to the stage together. ”

"When he was down, he was just dysfunctional, but after he came on stage, his hands were shaking, and he couldn't hold the knife steadily."

Ji Xiang listened to Zhao Zhe rambling and sighed.

There have been many cases of similar things, and the similarity is that as soon as it happens, the doctor's career is broken.

At the very least, a surgeon's career can come to an end.

In a way, surgeons and athletes have similarities.

Especially the doctor Zhao Zhe said in his mouth, his hands trembled after he came to power, and it is estimated that he wanted to restore the previous level, but he couldn't reach it, and the accumulation of negative feedback led to tension and the secretion of a large number of hormones.

It can't be helped.

"The patient's name is Li Muzhi, 29 years old, and his face is ugly when he looks at a young man with spirits." Zhao Zhe continued to nag, "After seeing Professor Deng, he repeatedly asked if he could participate in this year's National Games and the Track and Field Diamond League, and kept asking if he could guarantee it 100%. ”

"It's like you can't understand the words, Xiaoji, how can we be doctors say 100% of the words."

"Indeed." Ji Xiang sighed.

He has experienced the empathetic world of footballers and understands that they train day in and day out, year after year, for their dreams.

But human beings are so fragile that one negligence can lead to irreversible damage to the body.

Zhao Zhe kept rambling about Li Muzhi's anxiety and anxiety when he saw Li Mu yesterday, even if he was eating, he couldn't stop his mouth.

After a while, Deng Chaohong arrived.

He got up late, and Tang Yan was probably still sleeping, so he didn't get up until almost the time, hurriedly washed, ate, and went to the hospital for surgery together.

"Professor Deng, how is the patient?" Ji Xiang asked politely.

"It's okay, the Achilles tendon injury is less severe than Neymar's, and I think the surgery is fine." Deng Chaohong gave an affirmative answer.

I watched the film through remote consultation when I was in the Second Affiliated Hospital, and Ji Xiang knew it in his heart, and he didn't ask too many words.

When the time came, Li Muzhi's coach came to pick up the medical team.

Li Muzhi's coach, surnamed Zhai, is a tall, strong, middle-aged man with a belly.

It can be seen that Coach Zhai must have been as strong as a cow when he was young.

"Professor Deng, I've been working hard for you for a while." Coach Zhai held Deng Chaohong's hand, bent his waist slightly, and kept saying.

Coach Zhai said politely and wanted to pull his hand out, but Coach Zhai had a lot of strength in his hand, and he held Deng Chaohong's hand and didn't let go.

Deng Chaohong shook it, but his strength couldn't be compared with Coach Zhai at all, and he couldn't break free at all.

"Professor Deng, whether Xiao Li's efforts over the years can bear fruit depends on your surgery. This child is really not easy, I have taken him since I was a child, and I have watched him grow up little by little. ”

"Xiao Li is talented, but when he was young, his mentality was unstable, and every time he came to the competition, he was abnormal and fell out of standard. At that time, after the game, I beat him up every time, and now I think about it......"

Coach Zhai held Deng Chaohong's hand and rambled without logic, better than Zhao Zhe.

Ji Xiang could even sense that Coach Zhai was extremely nervous, and his hand holding Deng Chaohong was trembling slightly.

And what he said now was more akin to talking to himself in a nervous mood, and he didn't notice Deng Chaohong's increasingly ugly face at all.

"Coach Zhai, don't worry, we will do our best." Deng Chaohong had no choice but to pat the back of Coach Zhai's hand to show comfort.

"The child has worked very hard, who would have thought that he was about to get results, and in the end it became like this." Coach Zhai said, tears flowed out.

He is far more nervous and anxious than the average patient's family.

"Coach Zhai ......"

"Professor Deng, please, it's up to you whether Xiao Li can return to normal." Coach Zhai said the same thing in his mouth.

Whether it is Deng Chaohong, Zhao Zhe, or Ji Xiang, they all understand.

Many times before surgery, the patient's family will also hold the doctor's hand and say the same demand.

It's just that Coach Zhai's health is too good, and Deng Chaohong's hand is pinched and hurts.

"Coach Zhai, if you pinch it again, my bones will be broken, I'm afraid I can't do today's surgery." Deng Chaohong had no choice but to talk to Coach Zhai.

Coach Zhai was stunned for a moment, let go of his hand, and wiped his face with his sleeve, full of embarrassment.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

"Coach Zhai, you're too nervous." Deng Chaohong reassured, "Surgery, we will do our best, you can rest assured, we will definitely do our best." ”

"It's really too nervous, a little gaffe, don't mind."

The back of Deng Chaohong's hand was red, he sighed, and kept rubbing his right hand with his left hand to relieve his pain a little.

Ji Xiang sat in one car with Zhao Zhe and Tang Yan, and Coach Zhai pulled Deng Chaohong in another car.

"Nervous enough." Zhao Zhe smiled after getting into the car.

"There's no way, how many years of hard work, just because of an injury, there is no hope, who can be willing." Ji Xiang thought of all the things he encountered when he felt empathy, as well as the psychological pressure at that time, and sighed deeply.

When he saw Coach Zhai, he seemed to see "himself", facing a flying shovel from his teammates behind him, and fell to the ground and was injured.

At that moment, it seemed like the sky had fallen.

During the time of injury, Ji Xiang's mentality changed countless times, he was no longer strong, no longer hesitating, restless every day, and couldn't even sleep steadily.

Even Ji Xiang clearly remembers that his "self" in his 20s had a gray patch of hair before the operation.

It's like countless snowflakes have fallen.

The anxiety and hesitation in my heart cannot be described in words.

So he understands Coach Zhai's gaffe very well, even if Zhao Zhe is the old leader, he can't empathize with it.

When I came to the hospital, there were several people standing at the gate.

Seeing Deng Chaohong get out of the car, the two people who should be the age of the patient's parents pulled Deng Chaohong and kept crying.

Alas, although Ji Xiang could hear what they were saying, he did not prick up his ears to listen.

Ji Xiang also understands the mentality of the patient's family, and their nervousness has reached the extreme at this time.

When he saw that the patient's mother had a weak leg, as if she was going to kneel down for Deng Chaohong, Deng Chaohong was startled, and quickly dodged away, Ji Xiang's heart was extremely sour.

It's like his own parents, although they seem to be ignorant of their own development, but they even know that Wembanyama is going to have surgery before they do, and they also find an actuary.

In the world of empathy, Ji Xiang has experienced a lot, although he has long been surprised, but at this moment there is something strange in his heart.

Ji Xiang tried not to look at the pleading of the patient's family, and every time he looked at it, Ji Xiang felt that he was a little in pain, and his heart was numb.

Surgery must be done well.

Although Ji Xiang did his best in every operation, the tension of the patient's family and the coach still infected Ji Xiang and evoked the memories accumulated when he felt empathy.

In the end, the patient's family was persuaded by the director of the local hospital to leave, and everyone came to the ward to take a look at the patient.

Li Muzhi, 29 years old, was arrested for ......

The patient's medical records can be memorized word for word, and the relevant imaging data and physical examination are also clear to him.

But when he saw the patient, Ji Xiang was silent.

Li Muzhi is like the "self" in empathy, haggard.

Although he is only 29 years old, his hair is gray.

In the field of sprinting, 29 years old is considered a veteran in his prime, but in fact, Li Muzhi is still a young man.

Seeing that he had already turned white, Ji Xiang understood what Li Muzhi had experienced recently.

And all this, Ji Xiang understands.

At that time, "himself" had also experienced all this, Ji Xiang exhaled deeply and clenched his fists hard.

It's like he's facing his former "self".

"Doctor Ji Xiang." Lin Jiuze's voice suddenly appeared.

"What's wrong, Dr. Lin?"

"You're nervous today? How do I feel that your temperament is not usually raised? Lin Jiu asked.

"Nope." Ji Xiang replied lightly.

He couldn't tell Lin Jiu about his empathetic experience, even if he did, it was estimated that others would dislike him for being noisy, and he would definitely not feel the same way.

It's useless to say it, it's better to perfunctory the past.

"I always feel like you're not in the right mood today." Lin Jiu muttered to himself suspiciously.

"You talked to the old man yesterday?" Ji Xiang asked rhetorically.

"Hmm." Lin Jiu was silent after answering, and then smiled, "Thank you, Doctor Ji Xiang." ”

"You're welcome. Your old man is a wonderful person, I will visit again when I have the chance. Ji Xiang said.

The old man of the Lin family is indeed a wonderful person, this is Ji Xiang's sincere thoughts.

After chatting a few idle days and diverting his attention, Ji Xiang's mood calmed down a little.

He looked at Li Muzhi silently, and the gray hair that didn't belong to this age seemed to be silently confiding something with Ji Xiang.

Deng Chaohong checked his body and chatted with Li Muzhi for a few words, asking him not to be nervous and waving his hand for surgery.

Doctors, nurses and bed managers from the anesthesiology department left with Li Muzhi, and the director of the local hospital accompanied Deng Chaohong to the operating room.

Accompanying the director of the higher-level hospital all the way, Deng Chaohong was like a dream.

Although the Second Affiliated Hospital is a third-class hospital compared with this hospital, this hospital can be ranked in the top ten in the national ranking, and the Second Affiliated Hospital is far behind.

The diligence of the director of the higher-level hospital made Deng Chaohong sincerely afraid.

Ji Xiang followed Deng Chaohong to change clothes, and he didn't listen to what Deng Chaohong said to the director.

In Ji Xiang's mind, the experience of "himself" appeared bit by bit.

At that time, I didn't feel anything, and when I encountered difficulties, I just passed them one by one. And at that time, I had a goal - to take the national team to the World Cup, and even win the cup at the end.

But after the tempering and accumulation of time, when I met a patient with the same disease, all kinds of emotions in my heart at that time came up.

"Did anything happen when Dr. Ji Xiang went back last night?" Lin Jiu saw that Ji Xiang's state was not right, so he pulled Zhao Zhe and asked in a low voice.

Zhao Zhe was taken aback, but quickly reacted, shook his head, looked at the ground and replied in a low voice, "It's nothing, I saw Xiao Ji go to the gym early in the morning and run a half-marathon." The body is really good, when I was young, I was tired and half dead when I ran 5,000 meters, and Xiao Ji ran half a marathon but didn't have a mouthful. ”

"Then why do I feel that Dr. Ji Xiang seems to be different from usual? What the hell is going on. ”

"Xiao Ji left with you yesterday, did you encounter anything strange? I don't have anything on my side, I guess the problem is still with you. Zhao Zhe asked casually.

Lin Jiu was slightly embarrassed when he heard Zhao Zhe so steady.

The two muttered a few words, but in the end they were inconclusive.

Zhao Zhe also felt that there was something wrong with Ji Xiang today.

Changing to other young doctors, Zhao Zhe thinks it should be caused by nervousness.

After all, it is not uncommon for anyone to be nervous when they come to a higher-level hospital for a reverse flying knife.

But Ji Xiang will not.

At the earliest, Boss Qin Chuqin wooed Ji Xiang, but Ji Xiang was not used to him at all, and even smashed the A4 paper on Boss Qin Chuqin's face when he started school.

The psychological quality of this young man is extremely good.

And now, the director of the local hospital is very kind, and even has a bit of learning energy, which is very different from the tense atmosphere when facing Qin Chuqin's boss at that time.

It shouldn't be.

Maybe he thought too much, but Zhao Zhe finally gave himself an excuse and reason.

When he came to the operating room, Zhao Zhe began to disinfect his hands and feet quickly.

Ji Xiang did not stand below and wait, but disinfected with Zhao Zhe.

He is very careful, from the inside out, every operation is meticulous to the extreme.

Seeing Li Muzhi's white hair out of the corner of his eye, Ji Xiang felt a little uncomfortable. When he turned around, the itinerant nurse happened to pass by, and an inattentive Ji Xiang bumped into the itinerant nurse.

"Dangchang~"

Sterilize the curved disc to the ground.

The atmosphere in the operating room was suddenly awkward and inexplicable.

The itinerant nurse subconsciously wanted to scold, but when she thought that this time it was an external specialist operation, she swallowed the dirty words back.

In the operating room, itinerant nurses are a special existence.

Ji Xiang was also embarrassed, and his heart was a little confused.

Using the gaze of the senior doctor several times, Ji Xiang subconsciously had a way of saying the same.

Just as he was about to reprimand the itinerant nurse, Ji Xiang also realized that he was indeed a little wrong today, and swallowed back what he was about to say.

Wide-eyed and small-eyed, Ji Xiang reacted quickly, and bowed slightly, "Teacher, I'm sorry, I'll brush my hands again." ”

"It's my fault, I'm sorry."

The two apologized, and the matter was revealed.

Lin Jiu watched Ji Xiang brush his hands again in surprise, and this scene just now confirmed his guess - Ji Xiang was indeed not in a state today.

When he was in the Second Affiliated Hospital, Lin Jiu and Ji Xiang cooperated with many surgeries, and nothing like that had ever happened had happened.

Although Ji Xiang is young, he belongs to the old fritters in the operating room, everything is orderly, and he never adds to the chaos.

What's going on today?!

Ji Xiang also noticed his emotional problems, and he brushed his hands again.

Listening to the sound of rushing water, Ji Xiang tried to calm himself down. He took a deep breath and calmed the anxiety in his heart.

Every time I feel empathy, it is like a pot of old wine, and Ji Xiang didn't expect that there would be such a big stamina.

When I operated on Neymar, I didn't feel that way.

Brush your hands back again, Zhao Zhe has finished detoxifying.

Ji Xiang felt that the lead clothes on his body were a little awkward, and there was indeed something strange today.

surgery

Begin.

But from cooperating with Deng Chaohong to open his skin, Ji Xiang felt a little uncomfortable.

His hands were like Coach Zhai's hands, and they were a little shaky.

Damn it!

Ji Xiang scolded viciously in his heart.

Holding his breath and concentrating, instead of entering the operating room of the system, Ji Xiang wanted to concentrate on himself.

But the more this is the case, the more out of shape my surgical action becomes.

"Huh?" Deng Chaohong also realized that something was wrong, he looked up at Ji Xiang, although he didn't say much, but he secretly complained in his heart.

Master, don't drop the chain at such a critical moment!

"It's okay, Mr. Deng." Ji Xiang narrowed his eyes and returned a smile to Deng Chaohong.

Director Liu of the local hospital stood behind in a lead suit and stared at the operation.

"Director, that's it?" One of the professors in the group said disdainfully, "The peeling is not as smooth as the peeling of the doctor under my hand." ”

"Be quiet." Director Liu lowered his voice and said.

"It's really special, even if you don't go abroad for surgery, you can't find a doctor from a lower hospital to operate, it's just nonsense."

Director Liu didn't speak, but turned his head sideways and gave the professor who led the group a look, signaling him not to speak.

"Ugh." The leader sighed.

Although their voices were soft, Deng Chaohong still heard them.

This is like a slap in the face to Deng Chaohong.

But Deng Chaohong couldn't help it, the operation was originally completed by Ji Xiang, and he didn't understand Ji Xiang's technique after watching more than 100 sets so far.

Even if Dong Shi follows his example, he can only follow suit to 3 percent at most, and no matter how much it is, it is impossible.

The more Deng Chaohong thought about it, the more worried he became, and the more he thought about it, the more anxious he became, he couldn't understand why Ji Xiang suddenly dropped the chain.

When I ate in the morning, I was fine, Ji Xiang was not sick, and the operation was handy, but suddenly I lost my level, and I couldn't even match the table.

Isn't that a joke!

If it were a different person, Deng Chaohong would have to say at least two words.

But the person standing next to him was Ji Xiang, and Deng Chaohong didn't know what to say.

Forget it, so be it, I can only hope that Xiao Ji himself will return to normal soon.

However, is it possible?

Deng Chaohong could only try to take on as much work as possible and let Ji Xiang operate less.

Open skin, blunt separation, and the surgical field is worse than usual.

Deng Chaohong knew very well what Ji Xiang usually did during the operation, and without the assistance of such a good assistant, he could only do it like this at best.

But the most important thing is to cooperate with Lin Jiuze's operation to suture the Achilles tendon.

At this step, Deng Chaohong knew the principle, and he also read all kinds of papers written by Ji Xiang over and over again, even to the extent of memorizing them backwards.

But if it really comes to this point, Deng Chaohong still can't do it.

At the same time, Lin Jiuze and Zhao Zhe have already begun to overselect and make pictures.

On the image, there is a faint development of the invisible capillaries of the Achilles tendon, but Deng Chaohong does not know what to do next.

He looked up at Ji Xiang.

Ji Xiang was looking at the video, and after making a judgment in his heart, he stretched out his hand.

The needle holder slapped in his hand, and Ji Xiang prepared to stitch it up.

However, as soon as the tip of the needle was about to fall, Ji Xiang felt that something was wrong. The position is off, and my hand is a little unstable.

Li Muzhi's white hair and "himself" overnight experience hit the depths of his heart like a wave.

Ji Xiang's strong heart is already shaky.

What's going on? Ji Xiang stopped his movements, closed his eyes slightly, and ignored Lin Jiuze being by his side, and came to the system operating room with bated breath.

"Okay, no." The professor with the group said disdainfully.

This time, his voice was not deliberately lowered, and Deng Chaohong heard it clearly.

"Professor Deng, why don't you stitch up?" Director Liu also noticed that the key part of the operation was the Ji Xiang operation.

As soon as Ji Xiang stopped moving, Deng Chaohong did not continue.

Is this taking a student for surgery? Director Liu was very unhappy.

"Uh......" Deng Chaohong was stunned for a moment.

"Professor Deng, you know the patient's situation, this kind of surgery, it is very inappropriate to take students to do it well."

(End of chapter)