Chapter 46: The Old Man Is Still
Shangguan Yu couldn't help but worry when he saw Su Muwan's face change suddenly, and even his lip color had faded.
It's good that he didn't speak, but as soon as he spoke, Su Muwan was instantly awakened by him, she pushed Shangguan Yu away, and jumped out regardless of the carriage still moving, and then ran as if she was running for her life, and even Shangguan Yu's gaffe shouting behind her failed to make her turn back.
At this time, Su Muwan had only one thought in her mind, she knew that her heart was upset, she didn't know how to stop this kind of thing from spreading, she had to ask others for advice, but she couldn't believe others.
In her mind, the only person she can trust is Shaohuajun. That's why she didn't care about the danger and Shangguan Yu's retention, and wanted to find Shaohuajun and ask him to help her solve her doubts. That's why she ran away desperately.
"Oh my God, Princess......"
The driver in charge of driving was startled by Su Muwan's sudden jump out of the carriage, exclaimed in disarray, hurriedly parked the carriage aside, and looked at Shangguan Yu in horror.
"Lord Wang! Do you want a slave to chase it? ”
The coachman looked at Shangguan Yu's suddenly gloomy face and asked cautiously.
When Shangguan Yu heard this, his originally ugly face became even more ugly, he didn't know where he provoked Su Muwan, and he didn't know what was on him that made Su Muwan resist so much.
When he saw Su Muwan from the palace for the first time, he found a strong hatred hidden in her eyes, and at that time she even killed herself, at that time, she only thought that it was because she wanted to tease her, and she would act like that for her own protection.
Now it seems that the more and more proof is not, as if he has some deep hatred with her. Wanwan, what's going on? What is hidden in your heart?
"Nothing happened today, you didn't see anything, if the princess's affairs leaked the slightest rumor, the head on your neck would not be guaranteed."
Shangguan Yu retracted his thoughts, whispered a warning without looking back, jumped off the carriage flexibly, and stared deeply at the direction in which Su Muwan disappeared, he was determined again that one day, he would unlock all the secrets in her heart and make her willing to become his own woman.
"Don't worry, the slave will never dare to spread rumors." The carriage was so frightened by the murderous intent in Shangguan Yu's words that he trembled, and hurriedly promised that he would keep his mouth shut.
Shangguan Yu took a deep breath and said to the coachman. "Alright, you can go back first."
"Yes." The coachman didn't dare to hesitate, and hurriedly drove the carriage in the direction of Yuwangfu.
Su Muwan naturally knew where Shaohuajun lived, but when she ran a distance, she suddenly stopped.
Secretly scolded herself for being impulsive, although she knew where he lived, but if she looked for it at this time, it would definitely make Shao Huajun feel suspicious.
So what should I do now?
Suddenly, Su Muwan, who was walking on the street, lost her purpose and didn't know where to go......
Just wandering aimlessly on the street, walking and walking, suddenly I heard a shout behind me. "Be careful......
Su Muwan suddenly came back to her senses, looked down and saw that one of her feet was hanging in the air, if this step was steady, wouldn't she be going to stage the scene of 'suicide' at the beginning?
She hurriedly withdrew her feet with palpitations, and suddenly heard a gentle voice with ridicule behind her. "Girl, you specially chose this beautiful time for the sunset to kill yourself, so that everyone who watches the sunset here will miss you in the future?"
"Shaohua-kun?" Su Muwan turned around and saw the person she wanted to see, so there was joy in her voice that she couldn't hide.
Shaohuajun smiled gently at Su Muwan, and then began to skillfully change the bait, while chuckling and said, "It turns out that Mu Wan still knows it, so why do you want to jump into the river?" Do you want me to not dare to fish in the future, or not to watch the sunset? ”
"......" Su Muwan paused, opened her mouth and was about to explain, but when the words came to her mouth, she also smiled softly, and her thoughts just now seemed to have dispersed a lot, she said: "Shaohuajun misunderstood, I just thought about something and fell into a trance." ”
"Oh, it must be interesting to make Mu Wan so engrossed, it seems that I have heard a story today."
Shaohuajun didn't ask Su Muwan what she was thinking, but changed the way to let her express the doubts in her heart.
As he spoke, he put away the premonition in his hand, picked up the fish basket and looked like he wanted to leave.
"Shaohua-kun?" Su Muwan was puzzled, didn't he just say that he wanted to listen to his own story? Why are you putting away the fishing basket and rod again?
"Mu Wan, can't a good story be paired with good wine? Last time you gave me half a life drunk, I loved it very much, and I went back to study it myself, but I didn't expect it to really happen, go, go to my humble house today, you tell me a story, I invite you to drink. ”
"Then it's better to be respectful than to obey." As soon as Su Muwan heard that Shaohuajun was going to invite her to his hut to sit, before this person went, his bamboo hut appeared in his mind, chic and fresh.
Follow Shaohuajun out of the city, all the way to the north, the two of them walked on a hill closest to the city in a short time, dense mountain forest of all kinds of trees, mountain flowers, the top of the mountain is a bamboo forest, Shaohuajun lives in the highest place, it is really elegant.
Walking to the familiar door, she couldn't help but think of a poem.
Last year, in this door today, the peach blossoms on the human face are red, and the human face does not know where to go, and the peach blossoms are still smiling in the spring breeze.
Looking at this familiar everything, she sighed that she was already a person who had lived a new life, and the old man was still the old man, how lucky she was.
She walked into the elegant house familiarly, and sat on the bamboo chair casually like the master, and her heart was really full of emotion.
Su Muwan may have been careless for a while, and she put too much thought into the past, and she didn't notice that Shaohua Jun was shocked by her natural unpretentious appearance, and even looked at her with a little more meaningful.
"Come on."
Shaohuajun only thought that she was true temperament, and didn't think about anything else, returned to the room in the hut, took out two jars of wine, handed her a jar, and said, "Come and taste it, did you buy it well that day, or did I brew it?" ”
Su Muwan took over the wine jar, and was immediately intoxicated by the crisp aroma of wine, the past reappeared, he taught himself to make wine Those things are vivid, she couldn't help but inhale hard, and the heaviness in her heart subsided a lot.
"Good wine." Then Su Muwan praised unabashedly: "There is no winemaker in the world who can have Shaohuajun's talent." ”
"Haha, it's a prize!" Shaohuajun's tone was still light, but there was clearly a hint of a smile in his eyes. "If you like it, now you can start telling the story."
Hearing this, Su Muwan took a few sips of the jar again, and her eyes suddenly faded when she looked out the window, and then she whispered: "Shaohuajun, have you ever met someone, obviously he is very bad, obviously you hate him to the core, but when you meet him again, you find that that person is different from the impression, and even subverts all the previous perceptions of him......"
After a pause, Su Muwan suddenly didn't know how to tell him about Shangguan Yu.
Shaohuajun suddenly hooked his lips and smiled: "In this case, why do you have to compete with the past?" ”
"Huh?" Su Muwan was stunned, her words were not finished yet, but Shaohuajun seemed to understand her thoughts, and one sentence made her not know how to answer for a moment.
Shaohuajun suddenly stood up, slowly paced to the courtyard, and stood in front of the bamboo forest swaying in the wind, Su Muwan was stunned, and hurriedly followed.
The bamboo swayed in the wind, the bamboo leaves rustled with each other, and the crisp fragrance of bamboo leaves gradually fell clearly in front of Su Muwan's nose, she couldn't help but close her eyes and mobilize her whole body senses to feel the gift from nature at this moment.
"Mu Wan thinks, what do you see in front of you, and what do you see after closing your eyes?"
Shaohuajun suddenly opened his mouth at this time, his voice was as clean as ever, and the whole person was as elegant as bamboo.
"Huh?" Su Muwan looked at Shaohuajun suspiciously, but the latter just raised his hand and pointed to the bamboo forest in front of him, and explained softly.
"When I opened my eyes and looked at this bamboo forest, I was only able to see its color, its height, and its swaying in the face of the wind. But when I closed my eyes, I could not only feel the bamboo forest, but also the wind, the aroma it blows, and the different sensations brought by all my senses. ”
"Shaohuajun ......"
Su Muwan looked at Shaohuajun in surprise, feeling that she seemed to understand, but as if she didn't understand, she suddenly remembered a story about the six ancestors of Zen Buddhism.
One thought that the wind blew the flag, and the other thought that it was the opposite, and at this time, Huineng stepped forward to answer, saying: "It's not the wind that moves, it's not the banner that moves, the benevolent heart moves." ”
Could it be that this is the truth that Shaohuajun wants to tell himself?
"Shaohuajun ......"
Just as Su Muwan opened her mouth to explain her thoughts, Shaohuajun shook her head lightly and took the first step to block Su Muwan's words: "Mu Wan must have a gap in her heart for a long time. ”
Yes, although she has been hesitating and hesitating, she has already had the answer in her heart?
She has always felt that Shangguan Yu has changed, but she has no chance or time to get to know Shangguan Yu well in the past, she just has been listening to Shen Yun's one-sided words, feeling that Shangguan Yu is unattainable, and feeling that her humility is not worthy of him, so she will make mistakes again and again.
But in this life, she has long known Shen Yun's true face, so she has always used her own heart to understand Shangguan Yu, if you go deeper, Shangguan Yu has not changed at all, but this is his true face.
Su Muwan suddenly thought of one more thing, she suddenly felt that she had misunderstood Shangguan Yu in the past, and in this life, she shouldn't push Shangguan Yu away without saying a word, it was unfair to him and unfair to herself.
"I know what to do!"
Su Muwan suddenly clenched her hands, bit her lip and said, she looked at Shaohuajun gratefully, and sincerely thanked him: "Thank you, Shaohuajun, if it weren't for you, I might still be blinded by the illusion I created in my heart." ”
Shaohuajun smiled with his eyebrows, but looked at Su Muwan meaningfully, and did not speak.
Su Muwan put her hand on her heart, closed her eyes and felt her beating hard, she couldn't help but ask herself silently in her heart, do you really have no feelings for Shangguan Yu?