"You're just ......."

Xie Songhua's eyes fell on the basket in her hand, which contained some plain silk and various silk threads.

Gao Ying smiled lightly, there was no embarrassment on her face at all, "Now I rely on that little embroidery skill to make a living, fortunately, I used to be a solid student in the boudoir, and now it can be regarded as my skill."

Xie Songhua looked at her and was speechless for a while.

Gao Ying still smiled so shallowly, as if she didn't think there was anything wrong.

"I ......" Xie Songhua looked at her face and hesitated for a moment before speaking, "I went to Chen's house to look for you before, and I found out that you were reconciled."

The expression on Gao Ying's face was slightly stunned, and then she nodded lightly and said with a smile, "Yes, it's a divorce."

"Why?" Xie Songhua looked at her puzzled, "You hoped to marry him like that before."

"You have to grow up to know how ridiculous the mistakes of your youth are, don't you?" Gao Ying's face finally showed a little bitterness.

How long has it been, and how has it grown up?

Therefore, when Gao Ying says that she has grown up, she actually refers to a mature state of mind.

Anyway, this is someone's sad thing, and Xie Songhua can't say anything more.

Gao Ying seemed to open the conversation, "I used to think that as long as I liked him, I wanted to live with this person for the rest of my life, no matter what way I used, marrying him is always the first step, as long as I marry him, I can always find a way to make him like me, and I can always let my own life go on steadily."

Even if she has been married once, Gao Ying's face still looks as delicate as a girl, but her eyes are stained with some dust and frost.

"As a result, I later found out that the first person who couldn't hold on was myself, I saw marriage as too simple, whether I liked it or not, it was all very empty things, and the days of peace day after day were actually a blunt knife.

Slowly but surely grind your persistence, grind your will, so that one day, you realize that what you want has long been changed beyond recognition."

Even if she matures, she is still a girl's family in the end.

Xie Songhua saw that her eyes were red, so he hurriedly handed over a handkerchief, and then patted the back of her hand gently, "It's good that you can be brave enough to make your own choice."

Gao Ying came back to her senses, quickly wiped her tears, and said with a smile: "I let you see the joke, I really don't know why, I actually told you this."

"I always feel more comfortable when I have the opportunity to talk about the pain in my heart, and I am very happy."

Xie Songhua said, hesitating for a moment, "Then isn't it inconvenient for you to walk outside as a single woman now?"

These words made Gao Ying's face flash a little embarrassed, but she still smiled and said, "There are many women out there begging for a living! In the past, I was in the boudoir, as if I had to go out to my mother's life, and I must bring a good fence when I go out, for fear of showing this face.

Now I know what I am? Isn't it all one person, one mouth and two eyes? What is there to be despised?"

That being said, but she was born so beautiful, and her temperament is completely different from that of ordinary women, it must be inconvenient outside.

And judging from her reaction, I'm afraid she hasn't encountered any of those dirty things.

"Why don't I show you a place to go?"

Gao Ying was stunned for a moment, raised her eyes and saw that her eyes were serious, and hurriedly waved her hand, "No need, I'm fine now, I can make a living by myself."

"Don't worry, I didn't let you come to the palace," but after looking at it, Xie Songhua knew what she was thinking, and couldn't help laughing, "I have a cousin who has some properties in the capital and is now taking care of some of the family's business.

I'm about the same age as you and me, and I thought that if you could go to her side to help, with your talents, she would definitely need it very much, and she was a girl, and she didn't fight when she went out, so if you could go over, I would be more relieved."

Gao Ying was stunned for a while before she spoke, "You didn't lie to me."

"What am I lying to you about?" Xie Songhua said, and said, "Since that's the case

I'll ask my maid to take you to my cousin when I'm back."

During this time, although Gao Ying was able to earn some money by selling some embroidery, it was far from enough to go out and rent a house, so she still lived in the Gao family's house.

I don't know who found out, but there are always some scoundrels guarding the alleys of the Gao family these days, whistling and shouting when they see her.

It made her have to be careful and careful every time she went to the secret door.

Before Xie Songhua spoke, her first reaction was to ask her to go to the palace to help.

This is absolutely unacceptable to her.

Even though she is poor, she is still the daughter of the Gao family, and she is still the high-ranking Miss Gao.

In any case, it is impossible to go to someone else's house to send someone under the fence, and ......

Although she doesn't know firewood, rice, oil and salt, she is not ignorant of the world, and she is not ignorant of what kind of pickled things are in those high-ranking families.

If you are not afraid of 10,000, you are afraid of what happens.

At this time, I heard Xie Songhua say that she asked her to go to her cousin's place to help, but she completely avoided her worries.

"But I have something to ask you." Xie Songhua then asked, "You came to me that day and wanted to find a position for Lord Chen......

"I didn't think about this matter because I didn't think about it," Gao Ying hurriedly said, "I didn't know that he was so resistant to my actions, if he went to the palace and said something, the princess must not take it to heart, it's all mine."

Xie Songhua thought about it for a while, and knew that there was a quarrel between the two of them because of this matter.

It's just that now that the two of them have reconciled and separated, even if they want to persuade them, the statute of limitations has passed.

She waved her hand and said with a smile: "It's not about this, it's that day you said that the prince was going to the border in a few days, and I told you the truth, I don't even know this news, can you tell me, who told you?"

Gao Ying didn't expect her to say this, let alone that Xie Songhua didn't know.

She was surprised, "Isn't it?"

In Xie Songhua's puzzled gaze, she said seriously: "I didn't listen to anyone about this, but I was really short on money before, and I wanted to borrow some turnover from my former friends, and I overheard it.

It's just that I didn't give up the skin later, so I borrowed every time, and I didn't ask much about the specific reasons."

Xie Songhua hurriedly asked, "Can you tell me that it is...... Whose friend?"

Gao Ying's expression slowly became serious, and after thinking about it carefully, she asked, "Does the princess still remember the Wen family?"

After she asked, she said, "Judging from the princess's reaction now, the prince is not ...... Didn't go out? Wen Jia......"

When it comes to this, there are actually some things that are much clearer.

Gao Ying's face showed a little annoyance, but soon turned into a self-deprecating smile, "It's good that I didn't speak, otherwise...... I can't even drill into the cracks in the ground."

"There is no right or wrong in officialdom, only positions," this kind of comfort is a little too weak and pale, and Xie Songhua has no better words of comfort, "It's all over, let's not worry about the things ahead, let's look forward!"

The bitterness in Gao Ying's eyes finally slowly subsided, she sighed helplessly, and then reluctantly smiled, "What the princess said is that life always goes by! Who knows if there will be a day when the peak will turn around?"

That being said, but the children of the Gao family are not allowed to enter the court as officials, even if the Gao family can have hope, it will be a few generations later, and Gao Ying is about destined to be invisible in this life.

The palace had already gotten the news, and the group came directly outside to greet her.

Gao Ying was a little cramped for a while, Xie Songhua naturally understood her mood at this time, and hurriedly called Lilac over and gave two orders, and Lilac immediately took Gao Ying away.

Aunt Lan pulled her into the door with tears in her eyes, "A few of us are so worried that we can't sleep in the house!"