It was only at this time that the prince finally reacted to what Zhao Mingxi's words before touching the pillar meant.

"You were embarrassed to ask me if I really regarded you as my wife, I never thought that my crown princess would be someone else.

Even though I am always interested in different women, and I am often attracted to the beauty of others, I ......"

He smiled bitterly, "But those people can only be concubines, just give whatever position you want, whatever you like, whatever you want." It's just playthings. ”

"You're so proud, how can you take them to heart? They are my people, but how can they not be your people? ”

The prince felt that his eyes were afraid of soreness, so he rubbed his eyes, "I haven't cried for a long time, and if I cry too much, people will laugh at me and say that I am too weak."

Only you! Only you, Zhao Mingxi, you are the one who has seen me cry the most, you said that you would not laugh at me, so I will never feel embarrassed in front of you.

Why are you so impulsive all of a sudden? So many times, so many times, we have escaped death, we are all safe and sound, how precious our lives are, this is what you said, and now you don't count these words yourself? Is your life suddenly worthless?

Or now, even in your eyes, I'm unbearable? You also think I'm a dou who can't be helped, and I'm pinched in the palm of my hand by a woman and played around, right? ”

As he spoke, he burst into tears.

"Zhao Mingxi, you were chosen by the queen mother for me, when you first got married, you clearly said that you would take good care of me in this life and never give up.

Now you've broken the contract, and you've ended your life. Have you forgotten everything you said back then, and you don't care about it? ”

The sky gradually darkened, and the prince sat alone in place, and he didn't know how long he had been sitting, but he felt that his body was getting colder and colder.

It seems that this day will never be clear, and that person, lying in it, will never open his eyes to look at himself again.

"Zhao Mingxi, you are my queen, I have already promised you this, and now you are making it impossible for me to fulfill my promise, and I will ...... in the future."

He seemed to want to say something cruel, but after a long pause, he only sighed, "In the future, who will accompany me to see this great country?"

Why?

Why do you and your mother do this to me?

In this huge palace, I am the only one left, and you all just let it go, and you don't care about me at all.

So what am I getting all this for? Governing Council ...... How hard! Who do I ask? Who should I trust? ”

He finally burst into tears. "You are irresponsible to me, what will I do in the future?

I know that everyone thinks I'm stupid, and they all think I'm a prince. I know it all in my own heart.

I also know that they are not wrong, if it weren't for you, I would not have been the prince a long time ago, and I would have been pulled into the water by the third child, all of this should have been with me, who are you asking me to find now? ”

It's getting darker. Finally all the light was gone.

Only the snow outside came in, slightly hazy white.

A few palace people waiting outside the door didn't dare to come in at all, but only dared to be secretly anxious on the side. If Your Highness sits down like this again, your body should be overwhelmed.

At this moment, a small figure appeared.

"Ouch, Lord Changjun, you are here, go and persuade Your Highness! His Highness will really be unbearable if he continues to do this. ”

The county lord here is not the county lord of Huimin.

But in this East Palace, it seems to have been forgotten, the county lord for a long time.

She is the daughter of Zhao Mingxi and the eldest daughter of the crown prince.

She used to be very favored, but unfortunately under the pressure of the eldest son in the East Palace, and under the competition between the princes, these favors gradually disappeared.

And the county lord also understood the helplessness in his father's eyes as he grew up in the day.

The mother is educating her, don't come out to hang around if you have nothing to do, as a daughter, just learn to be chaste and virtuous, and don't be disgusted in front of her father.

The county lord is very well-behaved and obedient, and under normal circumstances, he would not even appear in front of the prince.

In the past year or two, the number of times we have seen each other is only a handful.

But this does not mean that she is not favored, she is a child held in the palm of her mother's hand.

It's just that my father rarely comes to my mother's house. So I didn't know that he was always by his mother's side.

The county lord looked more mature than her peers, although she was only eight years old by now.

After hearing the words of the palace man, she just nodded her head slightly, and then walked into the mourning hall step by step with small steps.

"Father."

This strange and familiar voice brought the prince back to his senses.

Only then did he notice a small voice, which turned out to be his daughter whom he hadn't seen for a long time.

"Jun'an, why are you here?"

He heard only his own voice, hoarse.

He hesitated for a moment, then stretched out his hands to the small figure.

The county lord only hesitated, then walked over and snuggled into his father's arms obediently.

This is already a little strange in the arms.

"Father, I heard you've been here for a long time."

Her voice has the childishness of a child, but it reveals a maturity that does not match her age.

Hearing this, the prince's heart was sour.

"Where have you been all this time? Why hasn't Dad seen you in a long time? ”

The county lord lowered his eyelashes slightly and did not answer immediately, as if he was thinking about how to answer this topic.

"Mother said that Yun'an has grown up, and she can't mess around like she used to be, and she needs to learn things well with her grandmother, so she doesn't come out much on weekdays."

Even such comforting words carry a maturity and caution that does not belong to this age.

The prince became more and more distressed.

Only then did I realize that the girl's hands were very cold.

"Why are you dressed so little? Is it because the grandmother who serves you is not considerate? ”

"Nope." The county lord shook his head slightly. "Mama was carefully selected by the queen mother, and she has always done her best, but I forgot to add a cloak when I came out."

When she said this, the prince realized that she was indeed not wearing a cloak, and couldn't help but wonder: "Why are you so inattentive to a child?" It's not good to be served. ”

The county lord was silent again, pursed his lips before speaking again: "Mama knows that I am anxious, so I can't take care of it." ”

The prince looked at her, and then noticed that his daughter had grown a lot more than the last time he had seen her, and that her eyebrows and eyes were very much like her mother.

Especially the look of pursing his lips, as if he was thinking about something, almost exactly the same as Zhao Mingxi.

His heart couldn't help but tingle again. Subconsciously asked, "Yun'an, do you blame your father?" ”

The county lord did not speak.

In fact, she knew what he was supposed to say, and Mama had already taught her when she came just now.

But she found that he could not speak.

She had a grudge in her heart, a deep, deep resentment.

If it weren't for my father, how could my mother be lying in such a cold coffin?

Obviously it was fine a few days ago, and they were still sitting together talking about the days to come, and her mother showed her the little clothes she had sewn for her younger brother.

Obviously, everyone said that the mother was pregnant with a younger brother.

She didn't understand why her father didn't believe it.

She knew her father didn't like her. Because she's a girl.

But it wasn't her mother's fault, and her mother had said that her father didn't really blame her.

So why didn't the father believe in the mother this time and didn't want to support the mother?

What happened at the New Year's banquet was not very clear.

But she knew that her father had been deceived, and he knew even more that her mother must have been deceived.

She wanted to know more, but even though she was the lord of the county, she didn't have any rights. What's more, she's only an eight-year-old girl.

So she spoke anyway, "Weird." ”

The prince was slightly stunned, with a stunned look on his face, but then tightened his arms and hugged the girl in his arms.

Tears fell into the girl's neck one by one, and the prince choked up: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry." ”

The county lord didn't cry, she just asked softly, "Father, do you believe in mother?" Do you believe me? ”

The prince did not speak, not because he could not answer, but because he could not speak.

"Father, I know something."