Chapter 963: Draw the Line
Qi sighed softly, "Shu'er, let go of those obsessions of yours! Think about yourself, think about what you really want to do, and then leave the Xie family behind, and you will find that you can do the same."
"I don't! Why?!" Jiang Shuhua suddenly got up and pointed at the Qi clan and said, "In this world, everyone can not understand me and disagree with me, but why are you, mother?
You gave me your motherly love, you gave me everything I could get, I got used to you being my mother, I got used to having this home, I got used to the surname Xie, I got used to everything I got used to.
Why did fate do this to me, suddenly everything was gone, other people didn't love me enough, and some didn't even really think of me as family.
They abandoned me, I don't feel sad or regretful, and I even take it for granted, but why are you?
I really regard you as a mother, you have loved me for so many years, this feeling is engraved in my bones at all, why do you say that you abandoned it, you have other children, but I have no other mother, I only have you, I only have you!"
Speaking of this, Jiang Shuhua was already a little hysterical.
Mother Liang and Xuancao outside were a little surprised when they heard such a voice.
Especially Daylily, she had never heard such a gaffe reaction from her master, so she subconsciously glanced inside.
Then I saw Jiang Shuhua standing there over there, looking a little crazy, but the Qi clan on the other side seemed too calm.
"Mother...... Why! Why don't you even want me anymore?"
Qi sighed softly, "Shu'er, many things in this world are subject to change, even if it is human feelings, even if it is the relationship between mother and son.
For example, when my grandmother and I were not out of the cabinet in the past, I was also the treasure in the palm of her hand, but time has changed, many things have changed, and the relationship has naturally changed.
The last time she came to me, I thought I had recognized the wrong person, and I still remembered the mother who only loved me.
Now that you are the Liangdi of the East Palace, there will be a higher and more ambitious future in the future, I can't teach you anything, if I have to say that there is one more, then I can only tell you, learn to say goodbye.
Say goodbye to every relationship, maybe the relationship has changed, or it may be from being to nothing, no matter which one it is, see their changes in time, and then accept their changes freely.
This is the foundation of your future life, because only then can you be strong enough that no one will be able to defeat you."
Hearing this, Jiang Shuhua finally determined that she had really been given up.
She was actually given up by the Qi family.
She was abandoned by her mother, who had always been very confident that she could maintain that affection.
This feeling is not as simple as loss.
At this time in her heart, it was like a huge black hole had been born, and it seemed that someone had hollowed out a piece from the bottom of her heart.
She didn't know what it was anymore, and she didn't want to ask too much, but she could feel the chill coming out of that black hole.
It was empty, as if it was the wind blowing above the Yellow Spring, and then swirled upward, covering all her heart in an instant, making her whole person feel like she was suddenly in a world frozen for thousands of miles.
"Is this what you've learned?" She sneered, "Tell me, then, what relationships do you recognize?" And how to accept it freely?
What did you end up with? Is it really invincible?
Is it a husband and wife relationship with Xie Yuncang? Then why did you still attack that Zhang? Did you recognize the mother-daughter relationship with Xie Songhua?
Then why don't you accept her? Or do you want to draw a line with her directly? When others say that you are the mother of Princess Chen, have you denied it? Are you really open-minded?
And the relationship you just said with your grandmother, since you feel that it is no longer strange, why didn't you draw a line with her as you do with me now?"
Qi Shi faced
She was so aggressive that she couldn't speak for a while.
Jiang Shuhua sneered, "So, if you don't treat me as your daughter anymore, don't pretend to be a master of life and teach me these messy experiences.
Isn't it that Xie Yuncang didn't want to get involved in the affairs of the East Palace, for fear that I would find you, so he taught you these words, and then hoped that when I was bullied in the East Palace, I would never turn over, so that you could rest assured, and you don't have to worry about the past, it will make me take revenge on the Xie family, right?"
"Shu'er......"
"Mrs. Xie!" Jiang Shuhua interrupted her, "You have already said that you are not going to continue the mother-daughter relationship between me and you, you are going to find your own biological child.
So, my surname is Jiang, and I have a surname Jiang in your heart, does the Jiang family have anything to do with you? In what position do you call me so affectionately?
If you really decide, and you are firm in this choice, then please remember the identity between you and me when you meet me in the future.
I will call you Mrs. Xie, and you should also call me Jiang Liangdi, is that a problem?"
She seemed to have suddenly matured in an instant, the expression on her face changed to the indifferent look she had when she met the people below her in the East Palace, and her eyes also contained a little coldness.
Jiang Shuhua Qi has seen this kind of her, but it is rare, and she has seen her to other people, to those disobedient maids in her yard.
This was the first time that Qi had seen her look at herself like this.
This made Qi's heart feel a little sad and painful, but she still hid this emotion.
As she said to Jiang Shuhua just now, since she has already decided, she should go on according to her own decision.
Now that she has decided to draw a line with Jiang Shuhua, then as she said, in the future, they will only be the relationship between "Jiang Liangdi" and "Mrs. Xie".
Jiang Shuhua looked at her indifferently, as if she was waiting for something.
Others don't know, but the Qi family is clear about her stubbornness.
She stood up slowly, her expression calmed down completely, and even the little injured shadow in her eyes was cleaned up, "Jiang Liangdi is right, although there is no way to get to this point, but this is also the arrangement of fate, no matter what, the courtier still wishes Liangdi all the best in the future, and everything she wants can come true."
Jiang Shuhua sneered, "Mrs. Xie, since you have reached this point, you don't have to be hypocritical, you have always known about my relationship with the Xie family, since you have already stood on the opposite side, for the sake of your children, you shouldn't wish me to get what I want."