I came here once, but it was quite long, and I was very tired after it was over.

He is abrasive and knows how to make her comfortable.

I also know how to get her tired.

He Shuibei, who was lying on the bed, slowed down for a long time, if it weren't for the messy and short dream, she might have to sleep until tomorrow morning.

The apartment was quiet, and she was the only one on the bed in the room.

When night falls, the lights are lit up outside the window.

The curtains of the floor-to-ceiling windows were not drawn, and the windows were opened a little, and the night breeze came in through the windows.

The breath of a room is blown away.

He Shuibei touched a T, put it on his body, and walked out of the room gently.

There was no light in the living room, but a man could be seen smoking on the carpet, his fingers flickering scarlet.

She reached for the light, but the first time she was here, she didn't know where the switch was.

As I was fumbling, I heard a voice from the living room, "Don't turn on the lights." ”

Shen Ye's voice was a little hoarse, I don't know if it was due to the satisfaction after indulgence, or if it was caused by smoking one cigarette after another.

She didn't find the switch, so she could only walk to Shen Ye's side.

There is nothing else in the living room, and I am not afraid of knocking.

The north and south are ventilated, and the smell of smoke in the living room is not very strong.

In the quiet of the night, I heard the man whisper, "I should let you go back." ”

"Insomnia?" He Shuibei sat down next to him, and by the light outside, he saw that seven or eight cigarette butts had been extinguished in the ashtray.

"It's a little worse than insomnia, and you have nightmares."

"For example?"

Shen Ye paused, not answering He Shuibei's question as smoothly as he did just now.

Without waiting for an answer, she imagined to herself, "Bullets and bullets, ruins? ”

"On one occasion, we rescued more than a dozen women and children, took them to safety, and then went on a mission. When we returned from our mission, we saw their bodies. The kid told me two days ago that she was going to have a birthday, and she said she hadn't had a birthday in a long time. ”

"And ......"

Shen Ye said a lot, and did not strictly follow the chronological order, saying whatever came to mind.

As he spoke, he didn't stop a single cigarette.

But he just spoke like a spectator, without revealing too much personal emotion.

If you have seen too many things like that, it seems that you will become numb and have no waves in your heart.

As for whether it is really numb, it must not be.

If you really want to be numb, it won't be like this.

He snuffed out the last cigarette in the ashtray and said, "The doctor said the trigger could have been something that happened recently, but in fact...... If it was me who was driving, Shen Shumo would have died that day. ”

Maybe they all forgot that Shen Ye had fired a gun and carried out a mission.

"Do you want to kill him?" He Shuibei asked him.

Shen Ye was silent.

I thought so, but the only remaining reason prevented him from starting.

After the idea came to him, he quickly contacted a psychiatrist, who felt that this state was not right.

He Shuibei didn't ask any questions, but said: "You go out with me to travel, Zhou You will also go, there are many people, and it will be lively." Anyway, it's not a popular line, it's very biased, and sometimes there won't even be a signal, so you should relax. ”

"Xiaoshui, are you afraid?" He reached out to touch He Shuibei's hand.

If you want to say that the person who is cautious, it is not He Shuibei.

It's Shen Ye.

I've been very careful since the two of them just now, and even more so now.

Be careful to touch, be careful to ask.

I didn't even dare to ask that sentence completely.

Are you afraid of him like this? He who used great reason to restrain himself from attacking Shen Shumo was controlled at this moment, in case he didn't control it for a moment.

Is she afraid of him like this?

"Then I should leave at this time." He Shuibei said, "Then block you and delete you, and tell everyone around you not to let you contact me again, so that you can no longer find me." ”

Shen Ye's heart tightened.

He thought of Wei Ying, Jiang Qi loved Wei Ying very much, and he felt that Wei Ying should also love Jiang Qi very much.

But she still chose reason between love and reason, she took out the child, and blamed Jiang Qi's willful behavior and Shen Ye for the mistake. She started a new life and buried Jiang Qi deep in her sanity.

Instead of living in the pain of losing Jiang Qi every day, nor is it the crystallization of love that raises them alone.

He Shuibei should go.

She held his backhand, "I'm not leaving." ”

"Not now." She said, "I won't leave when I love you, and I won't go if I don't." Even if it's not a girlfriend, it's a sister. ”

They grew up together since childhood, even if they really don't have the relationship of lovers, they are still friends, sisters and brothers.

He was an important person in her life.

"But...... You know I don't have much patience, and I'll get tired if you keep doing this. I won't go on the basis that you'll get better, you know, Shen Ye? ”

She still had hope for Shen Ye, she felt that he would get better, and she could feel that he wanted to get better.

In response to He Shuibei, it was Shen Ye who clasped the back of her neck and kissed her on the forehead.

I heard him say, "I won't kiss you on the mouth, and I smoke a lot." ”

"You know you've smoked a lot." He Shuibei snorted, "Is the smoke so fragrant?" I pumped. ”

"No, no."

Even if there is, it is impossible to pump it for He Shuibei.

This thing is nothing more than two puffs when you are annoying, sometimes it is useful, and sometimes it is more and more annoying.

"Then will you go on a trip with me?" He Shuibei asked.

He thought for a moment and said, "Go ahead, it's okay anyway." ”

He hadn't been to the Shen family for a long time, and the old man probably didn't want to care about him anymore, I heard that he had found a grandchild from the side branch, hoping to support the banner of the Shen family.

As for whether it can hold up, it's hard to say.

He Shannan's side obviously planned to let go of the Shen family, even if the old man was still there, he was still making drastic moves.

Shen Ye had heard of all of this.

Hearing Shen Ye's promise, He Shuibei said, "You should be very happy that week." ”

Zhou You, who was packing his luggage at home at this time, didn't know that there was Shen Ye on this trip, but he only knew that in such a boring day, he could finally go out to play.

When Zhou Jinnian came back, he passed by his room and saw the suitcase he was about to take down.

Asked: "Where to go?" ”

"Go out with my sister, don't you say I have nothing to do all day long, maybe I will develop a popular tourist route."

"Have fun and stay safe." Zhou Jinnian admonished.

Just as he was about to leave, as if he remembered something, he said to Zhou You: "Don't contact the Shen family, and don't have money exchanges." ”

Zhou You sighed, and then remembered and asked, "Is there an accident?" ”

"Sooner or later."

"I see."

After Zhou Jinnian left, he held his mobile phone, and he didn't know what he was thinking, so he finally sent a message.