Chapter 1114: I've been looking for you for a long time
Silence returned to the room, and no one spoke.
It seems that Xie Songhua is lying on the bed alone.
The sunlight outside the window was actually good, and there were fine dust flying in through the window lattice.
Xie Songhua looked at the dust in a daze.
After a long time, he slowly came back to his senses, and his voice was faint and gentle, as if he had no strength at all.
"I've been looking for you for a long time."
Her voice was never softer, not deliberately, but at this time she really had no strength.
There seemed to be a force wrapped in her hand, and although there was no temperature, she could feel it.
She knew this strength, and she was familiar with it, and it had been, and it was like this when she was taught to write.
A shallow smile appeared on Xie Songhua's lips, "How did you endure it?"
After saying this, it took a long time before she asked again, "Jade Ruzhuo? Or Xiao Yu? Or...... Shall I call you the king?"
Obviously, I can't see anyone, but the strength of that hand has obviously changed a little.
The drawer at the head of the bed was pulled open, and a stick of incense floated up.
Xie Songhua hurriedly said, "Don't order."
For the first time, she knew that there was a living tree in this drawer.
When was it?
She hadn't noticed this when she lived here before, about ......
I guess I put it in later!
So why didn't you let her know?
Xie Songhua couldn't think of a reason, she just felt tired, a deep sense of tiredness, as if she was going to defeat her whole body.
Obviously, her voice was not sharp, and her tone was very gentle, but when it fell on Xiao Yu's ears at this time, there were many, many helplessness and vicissitudes.
"At first, I didn't want you to know, this thing is also amazing to me, but it means more danger, and then ......."
Xiao Yu paused, "Then there was no chance, I didn't admit it at the beginning, and it seems a bit hypocritical to admit it later, and I always thought that such a magical thing would not happen a second time."
Xie Songhua listened quietly, and the expression on his face did not change.
Xiao Yu looked at her appearance, and felt extremely stuffy in his heart, he wanted to reach out and touch her face, but he felt that if he did this at this time, she would definitely feel unhappy.
Xie Songhua has always been a free and free-spirited woman, at this moment she should be annoyed with herself in her heart, and she may not be willing to touch herself.
"When?"
This time, it was Xiao Yu who began to ask.
Xie Songhua knew in an instant what he was asking.
Thinking of that child, her heart throbbed again, "Don't you know if you calculate the time?"
"Why do you keep hiding it from me?"
Xiao Yu never knew that he already had a child, and when he knew, everything became irretrievable.
Xie Songhua said lightly: "I left the capital because of the child, hiding it from you, and also because of the child," she pulled the corners of her mouth, revealing an expression that was more ugly than crying.
"I knew that this was the result, but what was the purpose of hiding in Tibet like that."
Xiao Yu held her hand and couldn't help but tighten, and then for fear of hurting her, he quickly let go.
But the expression on Xie Songhua's face did not change at all, as if she didn't feel pain at all.
"It'll be found, I've asked everyone to find it, and we won't let our children have an accident."
"Hmm."
Xie Songhua was not surprised by such a result, it was his child, the child between them.
Xiao Yu won't care.
This is also the reason why Xie Songhua didn't make any moves, in this world, Xiao Yu went to check, and what she was doing was just one more move.
The room fell silent again
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Xiao Yu looked at the person on the bed, and had something to say in his heart, but he didn't know how to say it at this time.
"Do you feel uncomfortable?"
"Just gave birth, it's normal to feel uncomfortable." Xie Songhua still spoke in that tone, she was not angry, nor angry, nor aggrieved.
It seems that she is just stating a fact, even if everything is about herself, about the child, she is also in that tone, so calm.
And this kind of Xie Songhua made Xiao Yu feel that his heart was pinched.
"What else do you want to say, what else do you want to explain, can you tell me?" He had never felt like this, as if there were a lot of things to settle between the two of them, but when he really asked, he didn't know where to start.
In fact, Xie Songhua felt the same way at this time.
She didn't understand what was wrong with her and Xiao Yu.
When she was raising a baby, she would think of him every day and worry about him, but her heart was stable and satisfied.
Everything is done with a meaning and purpose.
She knew why she didn't tell the other person, and she knew what she wanted to do in the end.
It's just that things are developing too fast, everything has become too complicated, and these complicated things are like cobwebs overlapping together, lying in front of her and Xiao Yu.
Let her not know which road to follow, which spider line to go to the other party.
Xiao Yu looked at her face and knew the situation in her heart at this time, and he said softly, "You need to recover now, and I heard that after a woman gives birth, her emotions are also easily affected.
Everything, still with me, I will get the child back, and we will watch him grow up safe and healthy, okay?"
Xie Songhua looked at the place where the voice came from with a pair of eyes, and only after a while did he say a soft "um", which was regarded as an answer.
With this sound, Xiao Yu was already much more comfortable in his heart.
He shook her hand, "It all went so fast that I didn't react, and I didn't give you enough time to react,
There must be my mistake here, and I've been hiding something from you, it's my fault that I don't run away, wait for you, as long as you get better, you can do whatever you want.
You can punish me for kneeling on the washboard, I heard that those women in the people do this, I can kneel for you, or you can punish me as much as you want.
I ......."
Xiao Yu couldn't go on halfway through speaking, as if a lot of language had lost its effect at this time, and he still didn't know how to face Xie Songhua.
It was the first time Xie Songhua heard Xiao Yu's tone, in fact, she was not angry or angry at this time.
She just felt powerless, and her whole body was full of powerless feelings.
So she slowly withdrew her hand, "Lord, can I ...... Is it quiet alone?"