Chapter 56: Okay
In the banquet hall, Zhou Shiyuan watched Qin Yan and chased Mo Yan away.
The successive blows made her face instantly pale, and her heart was full of desolation and powerlessness;
Looking at the past, there was laughter all around, a bright smile on every face with exquisite makeup, every gentleman with elegant manners was talking about something enthusiastically, and the guests were full, and it turned out that all this had nothing to do with her.
Fifteen years ago, after her father died, Uncle Qin took her and her mother to the Qin family, from being lonely and helpless to entering a honey pot, from Cinderella to a princess;
Since then, he has enjoyed the brocade clothes, everyone's love, and everyone's envy; Only, the little young master of the Qin family did not fake her colors and avoided her like a snake and scorpion, but such a Qin Yan attracted her more and more, and her obsession began to sprout; Then the two grew up slowly, Qin Yan became more and more handsome, and in the face of handsome and talented boys, her obsession grew into a big tree.
The reason why obsession becomes obsession is that day by day.
Although she has been flattering for many years, she has not received a response from Qin Yan, but the emperor has lived up to her wishes, and finally got Uncle Qin's promise two years ago that the young lady of the Qin family can only be her, and everything is so natural; So she practiced hard day and night, and never gave up when her fingers were numb, and worked hard to become famous, and worked hard to become a woman who could match the identity of the young lady of the Qin family.
Now, she has won the first prize in the Chopin International Piano Competition, and will soon embark on a global tour to become a world-renowned pianist, and her goal is about to be achieved.
But Qin Shao, who she had begged for many years but couldn't, was easily obtained by another woman.
At this moment, like the bell of midnight, struck her back to her original form, and she was back to her childhood, huddled with her mother in that dark little room, and she was still breathing.
No, absolutely not, all these beautiful things now were bought by her grandfather and her father with their lives, and she deserved it, and no one was allowed to destroy them.
Her gaze suddenly became strange and resolute, she straightened her waist and raised her head, and a soft smile appeared on her face again, as if she was already the mistress of the Qin clan.
Zhou Shiyuan's weak mother, Pan Hong, supported her worriedly, and whispered with concern, "Shi Kite, do you want to take a break?" ”
Knowing her daughter Mo Ruomu, Zhou Shikite's feelings for Qin Shao's childhood sweetheart are deep and visible, everything that happened just now must make her extremely painful at this moment.
"Mom, I'm fine." Zhou Shiyuan pinched his palm, and replied lightly, "I'll go find Uncle Qin, you can do it yourself." ”
She also has to strive for more opportunities to show her face in the upper circles, as long as she is good enough, dazzling enough, and has the support of Uncle Qin, when the position of the young lady of the Qin family is indispensable, she has more confidence.
After speaking, he walked towards Qin Jianhua.
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The lights in the attic weren't bright, and the night was just right.
After Qin Yan's words were finished, Mo Yan's eyes gradually turned red, and every word was engraved into her mind, [Let you live as you want, and let you live a safe life. How could anyone be so nice?
"Why? Why me? I'm like..."
Mo Yan asked with a trembling voice, but before he could finish speaking, a crystal teardrop fell down his cheek, and then disappeared into the dark gray carpet.
Things have developed so far, she seems to be finally sure, because of Qin Yan's appearance, her life seems to be completely different from her previous life; But she was afraid that she wouldn't be able to respond, she didn't seem to know how to love someone.
If, if she met Qin Yan at the beginning, how good it would be!
Seeing Mo Yan crying, Qin Yan's heart tightened, how could she make her cry?
I had to stretch out my finger bones with distinct knots, gently wipe away the tears, and said in a very gentle voice, "Yanyan, don't cry, I'll be in a mess when you cry, I don't know what to do with you." ”
Then from behind, gently hugged Mo Yan, took her to the floor-to-ceiling window, and looked at the night scene in the distance, "Yanyan, you say, the stars in the distance, why?" ”
"Huh?" Mo Yan turned his head to look at him suspiciously, feeling that the topic was a little off.
"You ask me why, but I can't say why. You are like a little star, twinkling and twinkling and dwelling in my heart; Maybe just like the earth revolves around the sun, I can only revolve around you. ”
......
What kind of earthy love story is this.
Qin Yan grabbed her slender white fingers and put them to the corners of her lips and kissed them, "Yanyan, you don't have to answer me now, of course, if you can promise me now, I will be very happy; But, if not, it doesn't matter, I'll wait until the moment you believe me promise me; Be your hero of the world, let you live as you want, and wish you a safe life. My promise to you has always been valid. ”
Gentleness is spreading wantonly, little by little penetrating into Mo Yan's mind, every nerve ending.
Suddenly, with a bang, outside the floor-to-ceiling window, huge fireworks bloomed in the inky night sky, and everything was as bright as day in an instant;
The brilliant light, through the glass, shone on the two of them, and also dispelled the darkness in the heart of Mo Yan;
They all watched in silence as the fireworks rose from the ground to the air, and then dissipated completely, one by one, and again and again, and after half an hour, the night was quiet again, and the sky returned to its previous depth;
But the apricot eyes of the ink smoke have been lit up and will no longer be dim;
Qin Yan seemed to feel something, and his arm was slightly forced, hugging the person in his arms tighter.
A tactful voice sounded slowly, and his tone was cold and calm, "Qin Yan, you are still very young, and you have a wealth and status that others can't reach in a lifetime; There are countless possibilities for you in the future, and the feelings of your youth may not last long; The me in your eyes may not be what I really are, and after the filter is broken, maybe everything is not like this anymore. ”
Then she paused, she looked back, and the two looked at each other calmly, both trying to read each other from each other's eyes, and then she said in a low voice,
"But, you're so good, so good that I don't feel worthy. I used to think that I was strong and brave, but when I met you, I realized that I was cowardly; I can't see my heart clearly, I'm afraid that I can't give you a response, and I'm afraid that if I respond, I won't let you down; Or, if you are afraid of the shyness of the soldiers, you can still get rid of it, and the sufficiency of women can not get rid of it. It's not that I don't have faith in you, it's that I don't have faith in myself. ”
The shallow voice of ink smoke echoed in the empty attic, clear and ethereal, as if the person would disappear in the next second, this was the first time she showed the fragility of her heart in front of others.
Hearing these words, Qin Yan's chest froze, and he took the person into his arms, his arms tightened, as if he wanted to integrate ink smoke into his bones and blood, and his heart overflowed with endless pity; It would have been nice if he had encountered Yanyan earlier, but he would definitely protect her well in the future, and he wouldn't let her be so insecure again.
"Yanyan, with or without a filter, in my eyes, you are the best girl in the world. I am very happy to meet you, and I hope you will meet me, it is the joy of the rest of your life. Let me be your hero of the world, okay? ”
"Good!"