Chapter 31: What the hell is it?

"In two ways." Shen Mu leaned back in his chair, and his slender fingers lightly tapped a few times on the table, which seemed to be his habitual action, especially when he was serious: "On the one hand, you underestimated my quality and personality; On the other hand, it is a very foolish thing for you to choose to run away. ”

Speaking of which, it's still her fault, Yun Qing listened carefully, and was not decent.

"Your manager Yu has praised you in front of me many times, and it can be seen that he has great hopes for you, and he has also handed over a lot of plans for you to complete alone these days, just to exercise you as soon as possible, if he knows that you are going to resign, I think he must be very disappointed, after all, he is not bad to you."

"Let's talk about Liu Qingsi." Everything seemed to be in his hands, and the voice that gave people a sense of security slowly spit out: "Your good sister, it can be seen that she is also devoted to you, this kind of friendship is not something that can be found casually anywhere, if she knows that you resigned, what will happen?" ”

"And ......"

"Stop!" Yun Qing felt like a sinner, and when he listened to what he said, he wanted to commit suicide in fear of sin: "I know, Mr. Shen, I know it's wrong, I shouldn't have this thought, I know that Manager Yu is very good to me, Qingsi is also very good to me, and Mr. Shen, you, you ......"

"How am I?"

"You...... It's also good! ”

Shen Mu's lips pursed, he wanted to laugh, but he didn't smile.

If she hadn't hesitated when she said this, he might have believed it......

"Do you still want to quit?"

Shen Mu suddenly remembered that many years ago, he hugged Su Yuexin, who was as gentle as water, and asked a similar sentence.

He asked: Will you still go?

"It's always been my dream to be there," she said.

He knows how painful it is to make a choice, a lover, a dream, and no matter which one of them is chosen, he is bound to lose the other.

But he didn't want to lose his loved ones, because they loved each other.

He personally sent her to the airport, watched her cry so much that his heart hurt very much, and told her firmly: I will wait for you.

She just smiled and didn't make any promises.

"Mr. Shen?" Yun Qing gently called the distracted person in front of him.

Shen Mu walked out of his memories: "What? ”

In this way, it really doesn't look like the Mr. Shen she knows, Yun Qing said: "Didn't you just ask me if I want to resign?" I said, I don't want to, I will definitely follow Manager Yu and Mr. Shen in the future, and work hard. ”

"Hmm."

Shen Mu responded with satisfaction, it seems that the son is still teachable.

Yun Qing returned to the hotel, lying on the bed with Shen Mu's words in her head, she listened to every word he said, and remembered it, she didn't know why Shen Mu told her so much, but she was not a fool, and the other party was definitely not malicious.

He had good intentions.

I still remember that after eating, he sent her back to the door of the hotel, and did not come up again, he said: "Yunqing, work hard, perhaps, the actual you are much better than you are now, you can choose ordinary, but not mediocre." ”

She took a few steps, and he called out to her again.

"It doesn't matter if someone else gives up on you, because you're still you; If you give up on yourself, you are stupid, and it is good to follow the rules, but sometimes, people need to change. ”

These words rang over and over in Yun Qing's mind countless times, in the past, no one had ever taught him these truths like this, her life was carefully lived in her own exploration, right or wrong, only based on her own simple thinking to judge, just like her and Sun Yufei's matter, her indecisive personality made her hesitate until now.

It's always me who hurts, but now, it's hurt more and deeper.

Yunqing pulled Sun Yufei's contact information out of the blacklist, Shen Mu was right, evading will only make things worse, and facing it is the only way to solve the problem.

Although she didn't want to see Sun Yufei again, the problem between them should always be completely resolved.

After thinking about these things clearly, Yunqing sent a text message to Sun Yufei: "Tomorrow at ten o'clock in the morning, we will meet." ”

This was the fastest time Sun Yu flew back to the message: "Okay, Qingqing, I miss you very much." ”

Yun Qing only felt disgusted.

Shen Mu returned home, washed up and went into the bedroom, opened the laptop, and habitually opened the emails in the mailbox, a total of more than a dozen, and in four years, she wrote a total of more than a dozen emails.

The content of the email ranged from the initial description of various discomforts and unaccustomed conditions abroad, to the various ups and downs and dissatisfactions she encountered in her development, whether happy or unhappy, but never mentioned the feelings between the two people, as if he were just a pure listener.

She didn't mention it, and he didn't ask.

Shen Mu sometimes asks himself, is there any point in waiting like this? In other words, the so-called waiting is just a high-sounding excuse for yourself.

He couldn't tell whether he was waiting for Su Yuexin or someone who could make him excited again.

For Su Yuexin, he liked her so much, liked her gentleness and decency, liked her sweet smile, liked her intoxicated appearance when she played the piano, and liked her weakness when she was coquettish in his arms.

It's been more than four years, and is his liking still the same?

He himself didn't know.

She will appear in her mind from time to time, and even when she meets a woman who intends to convey her affection to him, she will involuntarily compare the other party with Su Yuexin.

After all, those women are not as good as hers.

But why is her familiar face becoming more and more blurry in recent days......

Is it too long? Joy ...... When will she be in front of his eyes again?

The SMS reminder of the mobile phone, clicked on, is a message sent by Yunqing.

"Mr. Shen, thank you, I haven't controlled my emotions in the past two days, which has affected my work, I'm sorry, but don't worry, I won't be in the future, I will handle things well and go to work seriously, so tomorrow, I want to take another half day off."

"Hmm."

The same way of replying, but the mood is somewhat different, the sunflower on the table looks very out of place, and it has already been thrown into the trash before it is replaced.

Someone pushed the door directly in, Shen Mu glanced at it, and reminded him very unceremoniously: "If you don't knock on the door next time, I'll move out." ”

Mo Yi approached with a grin: "Don't, you moved away, who will comfort my fragile heart." ”

Shen Mu closed the computer: "What's the matter?" ”

"It's nothing, I just haven't seen you for a day, come and see." A pillow suddenly flew over, and Mo Yiyan quickly blocked it: "Don't slap it in your face, you hurt my handsome face again, how can you go out to meet people." ”

"It's good." Facing his friends who had nothing to talk about, Shen Mu finally smiled: "Save yourself from messing with flowers all day long." ”

"I don't want to be like you, I don't know and think that you have eaten fasting and recited the Buddha's precepts." In front of Shen Mu, Mo Yi is always hippie and smiling: "Eh, how about I introduce you to a girl?" Very good in every way, and a dancer. ”

"Again." Shen Mu refused without interest: "Keep it for yourself." ”

"Don't you have a soft spot for this kind of art, and the one who plays the piano is not here, so it's good to find a mat for the time being."

"Mo Yi!" Shen Mu suddenly became serious: "I don't want to hear this kind of thing a second time!" ”

Mo Yi raised his hand and surrendered: "Okay, okay, don't say it, look at your face, it scares me." ”

He was just addicted, by the way, to test whether Shen Mu still had a soft spot for that person, but he didn't expect that after so many years, he was still like the same as always, it seemed that the things that others entrusted him with could not be done.

The misfit sunflower quickly attracted Mo Yi's attention, he walked over, took the sunflower away, and looked at it carefully: "What is this, it is vulgar." ”

Shen Mu took the things back: "What you can't understand." ”

"I don't understand?" Mo Yi resisted dissatisfiedly: "Mu Mu, you are stupid to me, isn't this just a fake flower!" Where did you get that? ”

"Someone else sent it."

"Who?" Mo Yi's eyes lit up instantly: "Female, right?" It's definitely a woman. ”

"Hmm." Shen Mu actually admitted it.

"Holy!" Mo Yi climbed onto Shen Mu's shoulder: "Female? Who is it? ”

"Yunqing."

"Yunqing!" Compared with Shen Mu's composure, Mo Yi's eyes widened like copper bells, and after turning his head, he was speechless: "I said, how did she refuse me so simply, I did it for a long time, this is better in mind, tsk, this woman's heart is really like a needle under the sea." ”

Shen Mu pushed Mo Yi away: "Nonsense!" ”

"What nonsense am I talking about!" A man who is almost thirty years old is as difficult as a child: "Then explain to me why she rejected me so well, but gave you flowers." ”

Shen Mu has two big heads, so he wouldn't have told him if he knew about it.

"What else do you say about having a fiancΓ©, she loves her fiancΓ© very much,! She just harbors evil intentions, eating in the bowl and looking at the pot! ”

Shen Mu couldn't cry or laugh: "The more you talk about it, the more outrageous it becomes, she is not what you think." ”

Mo Yi didn't give up: "Then what is she?" ”

She was...... Simple? Sometimes it complicates things; Conscientious? Sometimes it will be thick; Taciturn? That little mouth will also chatter; Intelligent? Sometimes like a fool.

What the hell is she?

Shen Mu couldn't say clearly, but no matter what, she must be a person who can listen to opinions, never drill into the horns, and will not be stubborn.

He is optimistic about such an employee, who is very handy and capable, and he hopes that she can be used by him.

"You're not thinking about her, are you?"

Mo Yi pointed to Shen Mu's face and accused loudly: "Okay, behind my back Chen Cang, teach each other privately, oops, it hurts......"

Shen Mu tugged at Mo Yi's ear: "Go on." ”

"Wrong, wrong." Mo Yi told him: "It's really wrong. ”

Only then did Shen Mu let go of him: "If you talk nonsense again, I'll call your uncle and aunt and ask them to take you back no matter what." ”

When Mo Yi heard this, he immediately stopped, but he didn't stop for long, and approached Shen Mu's side again: "You tell me the truth, are you a little interesting to her?" If it's really interesting, brother, I will definitely support you regardless of my previous suspicions, after all, I have been alone in the empty room for so long, and I need a woman to adjust it. ”

Shen Mu directly threw the person out of the door.

Mo Yi shouted outside the door: "If you want to make follow-up progress, remember to tell me, if you don't know how to coax a woman, I can also teach you." ”

"Neuropathy."

Shen Mu scolded with a smile, sat back in front of the computer, glanced at the sunflower again, and put it in the drawer.

Yunqing ......

She's a good employee, but by no means the type he likes......

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