Chapter 43: Recognizing Self I
Bai Ke thought about it carefully, and found that he wanted to enter the dark energy realm now, which seemed to be a bit hasty. Before, he was full of resentment, suppressed and covered up other thoughts, and unexpectedly achieved the unity of spiritual power, so that he was able to play the dark energy. But it was clear that resentment could not be the ideological core of his martial will.
Just as a person has both a physical body and a spiritual mind, the unity of the two is a complete person. The martial will does not exist alone, it needs the body as the basis of existence, and interacts with it to be unified. The will can interfere with the body, and the body can in turn affect the will. Aisha's martial will is enthusiasm, and every time she uses enthusiasm to promote the dark energy, she needs to consume the emotion of enthusiasm. She is simple-minded and can maintain a warm mental state for a long time. But the total amount of a person's mental power is limited, and every time he strikes a blow of dark energy, his emotional will will be consumed by one point. It is impossible for people's emotions to always remain full and excited, and in the end, the emotional will is unsustainable, and naturally there is no dark energy. But emotions are contagious, not to mention this kind of emotion with a strong self-will, every time it relies on enthusiasm to promote dark energy, and every time it punches the enthusiasm throughout the body, it will send it to strengthen its enthusiasm martial arts will. Promote the dark energy with enthusiasm, attract enthusiasm with dark energy, and influence each other, and finally form a complete and powerful martial arts will. In some ways, it's a form of self-hypnosis, keeping yourself enthusiastic at all times.
Bai Ke's first dark blow was driven by resentment, but resentment was a negative emotion. If he always uses resentment as the driving force in the future, then resentment will in turn infect his heart, making him become a grumpy man who complains and hates the world, which is obviously not what Bai Ke wants. Fortunately, he had only now made his first punch, and although this first possible mark had already imprinted on him and had already left an imprint on his psyche, even so, he had to change his emotional impetus and find out the other core of his thoughts. Even if you can't find a positive emotion as a driving force, you must find a neutral mindset, otherwise he will only become more and more "bad" and even blackened. This is the reaction of spiritual forces, which is quite terrifying.
So what is your martial will? Which kind of emotional thinking should I choose as the core of my martial will? This made it difficult for him. It is not that he can take it for granted, it must be his own heart, and he must not have the slightest self-deception, otherwise the ideological core is not strong and tenacious enough, and he will not be able to absorb and restrain other thoughts and thoughts to form a joint force in the spiritual realm. For example, if he chooses to be moved by this emotion, but if he does not have a deep understanding of "moving", does not feel it, and cannot truly agree with it in his heart, that is, his mind is not pure, and he cannot combine his mind and thoughts into one, then the spiritual impetus is insufficient, and he still can't play the dark energy. wants to find an emotion that fits his heart, to put it bluntly, it is testing his self-awareness. He recognizes himself, and which emotion is the most firm and lasting can be taken as the core.
But is Bai Ke a person who can recognize himself? At least not yet.
Thinking about his current situation clearly, Bai Ke could only reluctantly let go of his impatience and continue to cultivate Yin Qi to consolidate his foundation.
Dinah saw it all. On this day, Dina suddenly came to Bai Ke when he was training, and Bai Ke ignored her and continued to practice boxing. Dinah didn't care about Bai Ke's neglect, and put probes on the walls around the practice room by herself. Bai Ke finally couldn't help but speak: "Dinah, what are you doing?" His tone was a little impatient.
Dinah told Bai Ke: "Master, from now on, I will record your physical condition and training data, and establish a mathematical and mechanical cultivation model to assist you in your cultivation." ”
“???” Bai Ke was very surprised, you must know that he had asked Dinah to help him cultivate quickly a few years ago, but Dinah said that he should not practice too fast, so as not to be a bird and be discovered by someone with a heart. But now Dinah has changed her mind and is willing to help him.
Seeing that Bai Ke's mind was full of doubts, Dinah was afraid that he would overdo it, so she explained: "You need to hide behind the scenes, but it doesn't mean that you don't need to improve your strength. It's only been four years since Apostle Rotus moved to Arad, and before that, you'll need to be at least close to awakening. I will help you record your cultivation data and establish a human cultivation model, which can help you improve comprehensively and quickly without leaving hidden dangers, so that you can better cope with future crises. ”
Of course, Bai Ke gladly accepted this, he now has a perverted desire to become stronger. He believes that if he is strong enough, he will be able to ignore Herder's threat and reconnect with Aisha. Moreover, he knew that he and Dinah had the same stance on treating the apostles, and he believed that Dinah would not harm him in such a major matter as cultivation.
He cooperated very well with Dinah to establish a human cultivation model, and corrected some of his misbehaviors in the cultivation process according to the problems fed back by the model, and derived a more scientific and effective cultivation method.
Bai Ke practiced for three months with the assistance of Dinah. This is not only to adapt to the new cultivation method, but also to adjust the state of one's body and mind, so as to prepare for the advanced dark energy in the future.
On this day, Bai Ke felt that his body and mind had been adjusted, no longer lingering on external objects, and no longer obsessing with the past, he now only wanted to become stronger. Previously, he tried to look at his own heart and gain insight into what he wanted, but unfortunately he failed to find the core of his thoughts. After much consideration, he decided to ask Dinah for help.
"Dinah, do you have a way for me to look deep into my own heart? I wanted to find what my heart really wanted. ”
Dina stared at Bai Ke's eyes, saw his resolute and serious face, couldn't help but fly his cheeks, and said to him, "Master, I will help you." ”
Bai Ke looked at the glamorous and moving Dina in front of him, but his heart did not fluctuate. Not to mention that he is still wary of Dinah now, and the past has also smoothed his heart of Mu Ai, but this kind of scene can no longer move him.
Dinah took Bai Ke to the laboratory, made Bai Ke lie down on a workbench, and then said to him, "Master, I have not inherited Lord Bakar's magical ability, and I can't cast spells on you directly. But there are some scientific means at my disposal to put you into deep hibernation. In that slumber, you will relive the past, hoping that you will find what you really want. ”
Bai Ke nodded and said, "This is what I desire!" Come on! ”
Dina gave Bai Ke a capsule pill, and Bai Ke took it directly without even looking at it. Then she took out another hanging bottle, hung it on Bai Ke, and injected it with a hanging needle. She said to Bai Ke, "Master, the pill I gave you just now will make you fall asleep. The solution in this hanging bottle will slowly slow down your body functions and enter a state of low consumption, similar to the long dormancy of dragons. However, your brain activity will be greatly enhanced, allowing you to enter deeper dreams. But I also want to remind you that there are dangers in going into the depths of memory. If you get lost in it, it's hard to go back. Even if I wake you up by force, you may lose some of your memories and change your temperament, so you must be careful. ”
Bai Ke listened to her words, and was a little surprised at first, but quickly calmed down. I should have been mentally prepared a long time ago, shouldn't I? It's not so easy to get stronger. He nodded and said, "Okay, I'm ready, let's get started." After speaking, he closed his eyes directly, soothed his mood, and slowly fell asleep.
Bai Ke seems to have returned to before the time travel, living alone in a small apartment in the city, commuting to work every day. When I come back from work, I stay at home reading novels, playing games, and living a life of otaku like a salted fish, and I have completely lost hope for the future. He just went to work and came home from work like this day after day, playing games every day, and there seemed to be nothing out of the ordinary.
On this day, a big customer came to the company, and the boss personally accompanied him, constantly nodding his head. Bai Ke chatted with one of his bald colleagues about the customer: "Who is this?" He looks so young, not yet 30 years old, but is it necessary for the boss to grovel to him so much? ”
"Fatty, don't you know, he is a business elite, although he is not yet 30 years old, he is already worth hundreds of millions. His accomplishments are impossible for us to achieve in our lifetimes. After the bald head finished speaking, there was a burst of envy, jealousy, and hatred.
Bai Ke looked at the handsome young man, very energetic. Although the boss grovels to him, he is very approachable to the boss and makes people feel good at first sight. It's a pity that the seeds of jealousy have been buried deep in Bai Ke's heart, seeing such a successful person, he is as envious and jealous as the bald head next to him, and he doesn't think about anything else at all.
In the end, the business was negotiated, the business in the company increased a lot, and the white fat man began to work overtime, and that bit of envy, jealousy and hatred had long been hidden in his heart. If you are not a class of people, what is the point of envy, jealousy and hatred? In this way, he was immersed in his work again, and only after work, when he went home to play games and read novels, he could get a rare sense of relaxation.