Chapter 40: It's Just a Prosperous Delusion
The arrival of Su Yan is already the best choice for Shen Qiyan.
The channels brought by Su Yan can make Shen Qiyan make money quickly.
And it is to rely on Shen Qiyan's own ability to make money, not in a disrespectful way like Sheng Shiyu's family.
What Shen Qiyan didn't expect was that the condition given by Su Yan was that he would not fall in love.
Shen Qiyan couldn't sleep after tossing and turning that night.
It was as if the whole world was preventing the two of them from being together.
She muffled her voice, afraid of disturbing her roommates, so she held back her voice and shed tears silently.
She didn't want to miss Sheng Shiyu, although they were only in the stage of falling in love, but getting married was also a matter of time, his family didn't like her, just thinking about it, Shen Qiyan didn't know how to get along with his family in the future.
What's more, her family background is too different from her family background in the prime of life.
The mind began to become sensitive.
Finally...... Shen Qiyan called many times in the hospital and gave an ultimatum, saying that if she didn't give money again, she would let her grandfather move out immediately, and she couldn't let her grandfather live in the hospital anymore.
Shen Qiyan couldn't bear so many things alone.
She and Sheng Shi broke up in vain.
Two days after the breakup, Sheng Jiuji didn't know that she and Sheng Shiyu had broken up, and found her again.
Shen Qiyan didn't go to see Sheng Jiuyan, but just told her on the phone, "Sheng Shiyu and I have broken up, you don't need to look for me anymore." ”
Sheng Jiuji's voice was surprised, "Broke up?" ”
"Then why didn't you ask me for money?"
Shen Qiyan pursed his lips, his face was ugly.
"I broke up with him, not for the money."
Sheng Jiuji: "Then do you want this money?" ”
If he could, Shen Qiyan wanted to scold more, and then hung up and blocked the phone.
But it is not allowed...... She did...... Need this money......
Even though she has signed a contract with Su Yan, she has not yet taken a job, and there is no activity at present, and her salary is very small.
Shen Qiyan's dignity and self-esteem were put to the lowest, and he pleaded with Sheng Jiuyan.
"Can you take this money...... Is it as if it was lent to me? I'll pay it back later. ”
Sheng Jiuji: "Since you broke up with Shi Yu, you can take it, you don't have to pay it back, the Yu family is not bad for this money." ”
Shen Qiyan was stubborn: "I didn't break up with Sheng Shiyu because of the money, although I know that I will be sorry for him if I take this money now, and I also feel guilty, but I still feel that taking it for nothing is different from borrowing, and I will pay it back." ”
Sheng Jiuyan didn't argue with Shen Qiyan much, "Okay, it's all up to you, anyway, the Yu family doesn't care what the reason is, as long as you break up with Shi Yu." ”
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Recalling this past, it will always be the darkest days of Shen Qiyan.
At that time, she not only had to involve the entertainment industry that she didn't know anything about, but also had to cheekily find some distant relatives to borrow money, she knew that it was very inappropriate to find those relatives, but she had no other way.
The relatives avoided her like a snake and scorpion, for fear that once she was entangled by Shen Qiyan, she would be a bottomless pit, and even splashed her with dirty water, cursing her verbally, and letting her leave.
After suffering the cold eyes of relatives, I have to go to the hospital to be coldly looked at by doctors and nurses, the hospital is like urging my life, frantically looking for Shen Qiyan to ask for medical expenses, and I won't let her go as soon as we meet, unless Shen Qiyan gives enough money, otherwise three or two sentences are to kick Shen Qiyan's grandfather out of the hospital.
When Shen Qiyan was able to give money, he took the initiative to give it without the hospital asking for money.
But when you can't give money...... No matter how much the hospital urges...... She couldn't take it out either......
can only bow humbly and apologize to the other party, saying flattering words, just so that the hospital can give a few more days of grace.
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Shen Qiyan leaned uncomfortably against the door and cried.
She thought that at least the money she earned would be able to maintain a normal life for her and her grandfather, but why would some people always come to remind her of that unbearable past.
In the afternoon, Shen Qiyan was actually nervous, she entered Weibo many times, wanting to see if Yu Chi had exposed those things, but fortunately, he had not been exposed.
This time, Shen Qiyan didn't want to leave Sheng Shiyu so easily, at least, before he found a girlfriend, she still wanted to get along with him more.
But after Chu Le's words, Shen Qiyan's inferiority complex and various emotions seemed to burst out.
The gap between her and Sheng Shiyu is still too big.
Others never think that they are in a normal relationship, as if they all think that she is profitable.
But all she wants is a prime delusion.
But she couldn't do it, and she was indifferent to what others were saying.
escaped again, Shen Qiyan looked down on himself, this time, Sheng Shiyu was really disappointed, he didn't say those words to her when he broke up......