Chapter 62: He misses her
After hanging up the phone, Sheng Shiyu opened an encrypted album in the mobile phone album with his eyes and head down.
The album seems to be full of all the variety shows, TV series, magazine shootings, advertisements, interviews, etc., that Shen Qiyan has participated in in the past six years as long as he can see them on the Internet, he has seen them all, and he doesn't know how many pictures he has taken.
He couldn't see her, let alone touch her, so he could only use this way to show comfort.
Sheng Shiyu was originally a quiet learner of painting, but he didn't like the feeling of being watched, he preferred a quiet atmosphere.
If it weren't for Shen Qiyan, he would never have any intersection with the entertainment industry in his life.
When he and Shen Qiyan just broke up, he tried hard to search for her name on the Internet, trying to see if he could find her information, or whether she had participated in any programs, he couldn't see her at school, even if Shen Qiyan broke up, but he still wanted to see her.
Want to see how she is doing.
But there is no news of Shen Qiyan on the Internet, and there is no such person at all.
Shen Qiyan has just signed a contract with the company, and she is still in the training stage, where is the resources to throw her at her.
Half a year later, Shen Qiyan began to appear on the screen one after another.
Sheng Shiyu didn't use Weibo, but because Shen Qiyan entered the entertainment industry, he specially downloaded Weibo and followed Shen Qiyan's Weibo, so that he could know what programs Shen Qiyan wanted to broadcast for the first time.
Shen Qiyan's first show was just a chat show for group members.
All the members are paste, where does the popularity come from, so most of the guests in the show, most of the boys deliberately tease the girls, saying some indecent and colorful words to gain popularity.
As for the girls, they also scolded each other and said some choking things.
Even if Shen Qiyan worked hard to manage his expressions, but after he was in it, he realized that it was not the same thing at all.
She could only remain silent.
But her silence attracted the attention of others.
Men laugh with foul words, women laugh in agreement.
Shen Qiyan's face was ugly and his smile was stiff, but because he was recording the show, not only could he not leave, but he had to work hard to cater to others.
When someone asks her to tell a joke, she's going to tell it.
When someone asks her to sing, she sings.
Others taught her to use foul language that she didn't know where, and she had to follow along, but the real meaning was disgusting.
Before the show was finished, the hand holding the mobile phone was already shaking.
Holding back the anger and torment in his heart, he watched the whole show.
Throughout the show, there were not many shots of Shen Qiyan, and the few shots that finally had were not good.
That was the only one about Shen Qiyan, who had never watched it again after watching it once.
At that time, he felt extremely uncomfortable, but he didn't have any right to say anything to Shen Qiyan.
In addition to being distressed, his only thought was - Shen Qiyan, have you ever regretted it. Leave me, just to go to such a smoky place, to be bullied like this.
It didn't take long for Shen Qiyan's second show to come out, which was a variety show.
She is just an NPC with few shots in it, and for the sake of being interesting in variety shows, she naturally won't offend those starring guests, so she will hand over some dirty and tiring work to NPCs.
Sheng Shiyu clearly remembers that Shen Qiyan was accidentally splashed with dirty water because of a guest in the show, and her wet clothes were worn until the end, if it weren't for the occasional panoramic shot swept to Shen Qiyan, Sheng Shiyu would have thought that there was no link for Shen Qiyan.
But it was very cold at that time, and the NPC she played was already thin, and she had been wearing that wet dress without changing.
Sheng Shi's eyes were fixed on Shen Qiyan's body the whole time, and he clearly saw Shen Qiyan's body trembling slightly from the cold, but as soon as the camera swept over, Shen Qiyan endured it, grabbed the flesh of his thighs with his fingers, and used pain to stop his slightly trembling body.
The third time.
It was Sheng Shiyu who saw Shen Qiyan's Weibo.
It was late that day.
She happily posted a Weibo.
She wrote on Weibo.
[Although I don't have any fans, and maybe no one can see this sentence, I'm still very happy to say that if someone is paying attention to me!] 】
[I finally received a TV series today, although it's just a little maid, but I'm still so happy, this is the first time I've come into contact with a drama.] 】
She also accompanied a few funny pictures.
Sheng Shiyu clearly felt the joy of Shen Qiyan's banquet.
is also happy for her, so good, the depression in my heart that saw her being wronged in the past has also dissipated a little.
But after waking up, Sheng Shi clicked on Shen Qiyan's Weibo again.
That Weibo post is gone.
Instead, there was a very literary remark.
Sheng Shiwei felt that something was wrong, but he couldn't say it, so he could only send a private message to Shen Qiyan as a fan, wanting to give her some comfort.
——[Qiyan, I saw the Weibo you posted in the early morning, why did you delete it? ] What kind of TV series is it, when will it be broadcast, I will definitely chase it then. I paid attention to you in the variety show last time, you will wear more clothes next time you go on the show, seeing that you are wearing very little, it must be very cold. 】
This was given to Shen Qi by getting up early in the morning.
By the time we reply, it was already evening.
Shen Qiyan's reply was very sincere, very happy, and replied with a long list.
The general content is that she was pleasantly surprised that someone was really paying attention.
A long list of words of thanks to the unknown fan was said.
also explained the reason why she wore less in variety shows, saying that it was set by the program team, so that it would be more suitable for the NPCs in the show, but she didn't blame the program team for not being thoughtful, she just said that this is what she should do in this job.
In the end, it was mentioned in a hasty sentence that she could not play the role of the maid. Looking forward to meeting better characters in the future.
Sheng Shi's delusional heart was faintly suffocating, and he could imagine how disappointed Shen Qiyan would be.
Even the role of a little maidservant, she cherishes this, but she still says that if she can't act, she can't play it.
I couldn't hold back when I was in the prime of life.
He wanted to protect her.
In the entire entertainment industry, no one protected her, she was bullied too much, treated too coldly, and treated too unfairly.
So, about a year after the two broke up, Sheng Shiyu entered the entertainment industry.
can shoot TV series and then broadcast it, this cycle is too long.
After the TV series was broadcast, it was already another year later, and although Shen Qiyan still didn't have much fame at that time, he also had some small fans.
has been in the entertainment industry for at least two years, and she will not be too harsh on the variety shows she participates in.
And "The Biography of Cheng Xi" is the beginning of the cracks in the heyday, he couldn't help it, he entered the entertainment industry for her, he wanted to protect her, but Shen Qiyan never looked back once, never looked for him once, he didn't even have an identity to protect her.
He wanted to meet her and find another chance to reconcile.
But he unexpectedly overheard the conversation between Shen Qiyan and the assistant director.
In his chat with Shen Qiyan, he deceived Shen Qiyan.
He didn't bump into him by accident.
Instead, he was wandering outside the door of Shen Qiyan's room, he hesitated, wanted to go to her, but he didn't dare.
He was afraid that Shen Qiyan had never had the idea of reconciling with him, and in the end it was a one-man show for him.
Just as he was hesitating, he heard the sound of the door of Shen Qiyan's room twisting, and Sheng Shiyu hurriedly hid in the corner.
He clearly heard every word of Shen Qiyan, Su Yan and the assistant director.
Even when he saw Su Yan and Shen Qiyan leaving, Shen Qiyan's face was full of tears.
After three years of separation, Sheng Shiyu found that when Shen Qiyan saw people, his eyes dodged unconsciously, and the whole person didn't dare to say anything, it was completely like a different person, and he was timid and didn't dare to speak out.
The whole person has no self-confidence.
Sheng Shiyu didn't tell Shen Qiyan today, he saw so much, he knew to maintain her self-esteem, if she knew, I am afraid that her heart would be even more uncomfortable.
He used the power of the Sheng family to find those actresses who had also been bullied, but most of them were unwilling to come forward to testify, they were all female stars, reputation was more important than anything else, once this kind of thing was spread, it couldn't be mixed in the circle in the future.
Sheng Shi vainly promised to keep it secret for them, but asked them to testify to the police, and it took a lot of money, and some of them agreed.
Even the drama that Shen Qiyan received later was sent to her by Sheng Shiyu's contact.
Over the years, he has been silently paying attention to her, watching her become famous and well-known little by little, and her self-confidence has gradually returned a lot, although it is still worse than her before, but at least it no longer makes him feel distressed.
He thought that now she should be able to meet.
He knew that when Shen Qiyan was about to be lonely, the last person he wanted to see was him.
Although it is not a big hit now, it is also famous.
And most importantly......
He misses her......
I really want to see her......