Chapter 150: Too much thought

When the sound of high heels stepped on the tile, Shen Qiyan turned her head in time, and when she saw someone coming, she opened her mouth in surprise.

"Yikes!"

"Sister Concubine, why are you here with this order, are you here to see Yu Chi?"

"Yes." Yan Yu nodded with a faint smile, "Send Yu Chi back, I happened to have a meal at Yu's house."

She stepped forward, politely greeted Sheng Shi vainly, and then looked at Shen Qiyan again, "Do you have time?" Is it convenient to chat?"

Sheng Shiyu also opened his mouth with grace, but there was still some reluctance in his eyes to look at Shen Qiyan, "Then you two talk first, I'll go back first."

"Stay safe on the road and remember to message me when you get home."

Sheng Shiyu: "Okay."

Watching his car leave, Shen Qiyan closed the door and sat on the sofa in the living room with Yan Yu, Shen Qiyan poured a glass of water for Yan Yu, "Sister Fei, do you have something to tell me?"

"I know it's a bit presumptuous to ask like this, but I still want to know, what are you dissatisfied with Yu Chi as an elder brother? Compared to Yu Rong Yu Zheng, why are you more to others than Yu Chi?" Afraid that Shen Qiyan would be under pressure, Yan Yu was busy adding an explanation, "Because I really see that Yu Chi is not in the right state these days, and I will talk to you as soon as I finish drinking, I feel a little sorry for him, I just want to ask you, I am not questioning you, I also know that you must have your reasons, but if you can say it, after Yu Chi knows the reason, he will definitely change it, and when the time comes, the two of you will solve the conflict, isn't it good for both parties?"

Although Shen Qiyan didn't know much about Yan Yu, she knew that Yan Yu was a strong woman, she estimated that she rarely talked to people like this, and she rarely was so nervous, her nervous fingers curled slightly, and her left finger picked at the right knuckle.

Under Yan Yu's expectant and nervous gaze, Shen Qiyan was silent.

After being silent for half a minute, Yan Yu said apologetically, "I'm sorry, I'm in a hurry, I shouldn't have told you this, and these words are not quite right, let alone me."

Shen Qiyan shook his head, "It's not that I don't want to answer you, but I don't know how to answer you."

"My relationship with Yu Chi is not right, not only with Yu Chi, but with the entire Yu family, which is too delicate, I don't know how to face such a so-called family that has almost disappeared from my life for 30 years."

"I do have some hopes in my heart, but I also do have some pimples."

"If I can, I don't want to toss myself and the Yu family, I also want to be a harmonious family with them."

"But I just can't do it, I can't say the specific reason, occasionally getting along with me also makes me feel very comfortable, but sometimes, it makes me feel strange."

"Decades of missing people can't be made up for overnight, even friends have to spend months or years together to develop into good friends, let alone close relationships like family."

"I can feel that the Yu family is trying their best to make up for me, why don't I want to get close to them, I also took the initiative and accepted some of their kindness, but some of the good ones are coming, too much, too expensive, and will make me a little overwhelmed, even if I want to get close to them, but in the end, I still only know people for a few months, and I often give me such expensive things, I don't want to accept them and I don't know if I can accept them."

"Actually, Yu Chi's kind of care for life is more like an elder brother, I don't feel that in my heart, Yu Rong Yu Zheng is more like an elder brother than him, the three of them have different positions in my heart, they are three completely different types of people, and the care for me also comes from three different aspects."

"I can also understand Yu Chi's thoughts, he probably targeted me at the beginning, so he was careful in front of me, the three brothers of the Yu family, only Yu Chi was nervous every time he talked to me, and he paid great attention to my every move, for fear that I would be angry, but the more timid he was, the more I was at a loss, and in his eyes, my various actions were infinitely magnified by him."

Shen Qiyan looked at Yan Yu seriously, "Sister Fei, since you took the initiative to come to me, then you can tell Yu Chi, in fact, he can not be so nervous about me, and I am not so expensive."

Thinking of Yu Chi's actions

, Shen Qiyan chuckled helplessly and funny, and counted them one by one with his fingers.

"He often brought me food to eat, at the beginning, he didn't know what I liked to eat or not, even if he asked in advance, but he would make mistakes because of some details, such as I don't like sesame oil in dishes, I don't like anything related to sheep, even if I use mutton to cook soup, I can't do it if there is only soup and nothing else after cooking soup with mutton, I just don't touch it at all."

"He is always worried that something will go wrong, sometimes when I eat, I am subconscious, I didn't react and frowned, he immediately took away the plate, thinking that the food he made was not good, and I didn't like it anymore."

"Yu Chi is indeed a very romantic person, he always prepares some small things for me, he is a meticulous person, he wants to care about my life, so meticulous that he wants to buy me some flowers to put on when my vase is empty."

"But I have some mild pollen allergies, which is actually nothing serious, and I usually have no occasional contact with flowers, but after a long period of exposure, my nose will be uncomfortable."

"So my vase has been idle for a long time, and I occasionally bring it back when someone sends flowers, and the flowering period is very short, and I lose it after the flowers are gone."

"But Yu Chi is different, he will change fresh flowers for me every day, the flowers are so fresh, I can smell the dew on the flowers every day."

"After a long time, my nose became a little uncomfortable, and I had some slight allergies, so I asked Xiao Xin to tell Yu Chi euphemistically, asking him not to come to send flowers, it's a waste, I am destined to not be able to enjoy these delicate flowers."

"I actually didn't really blame him, I knew he wanted me to be happy, but after Yu Chi knew, he felt guilty, very guilty, when I got off work that day, I saw someone squatting at the door of my house from a distance, and when I approached him, he found that it was him, his eyes were red, and the tails of his eyes were a little moist, and he looked like he had cried."

"He puts too much pressure on himself, so he wants to be good to me desperately, so once he feels the slightest bit of bad information from me, he will be disappointed and sad."

Shen Qiyan actually wanted to say these words to Yu Chi a long time ago, but Yu Chi thought too much about her every word, causing Shen Qiyan to dare not say it.

But she didn't have any dissatisfaction with Yu Chi, and she didn't feel that he was inferior to Yu Rong and Yu Zheng, she just hoped that Yu Chi could be more comfortable and not be too nervous about her.