barely calmed down, and Zhou Tianyang also returned home.

It was three or four o'clock in the morning, and he finally fell asleep. But before eight o'clock in the morning, he had already gotten up, and he had no sleep.

He left his home and drove to a hospital in the city.

After some inspection, old classmate Wang Xu looked at the results of the examination and said to Zhou Tianyang, who was sitting opposite: "Old Zhou, we are all at this age, a little nervous breakdown or something, normal, don't be nervous." ”

"Lao Wang, I'm ......"

Zhou Tianyang is still a little worried.

"Judging from the inspection results, there is nothing wrong with it. I think you're too tired, you're usually too nervous, and it's normal to have a little delusion after a long time. But you're weird enough, I've seen people who like to see photos of beautiful women, but I've never seen anyone who likes to look at star charts. ”

Wang Xu teased a few words: "When you were in high school, didn't you really like to look at the class flowers in our class, what is it called, don't you still treasure other people's photos, and hide in the bed every night to look at them, hehe." ”

Zhou Tianyang ignored the ridicule of his old classmates, and was still a little nervous: "Lao Wang, if I don't look at the star map this day, I feel a hundred claws scratching my heart and feeling uncomfortable, this, this is always a little wrong, right?" ”

Wang Xu thought for a moment: "After all, there is no problem with nerves. In this way, if you are still not at ease, you can see a psychiatrist again. It could also be an occupational disease or something. ”

Occupational disease?

Astronomer's Occupational Disease?

Finding that he couldn't get more help from Wang Xu, Zhou Tianyang could only stand up.

"Okay, I'll take a look. Let's go, we have time to drink together. ”

said goodbye to Wang Xu, and after a while, Zhou Tianyang's car stopped in front of a psychological clinic.

This psychiatric clinic is notoriously expensive, and the psychiatrists inside each have a few brushes. Zhou Tianyang once heard about the neighbor's house, and the children of that family seemed to be depressed for a while, and they were on the verge of committing suicide, so they came here to be optimistic.

A doctor in his forties, wearing gold-rimmed glasses, looking sven, very professional and friendly, received Zhou Tianyang. After carefully inquiring about Zhou Tianyang's condition, doing some tests, and filling out some questionnaires, the doctor came to a conclusion.

"Mr. Zhou, your situation, in my personal judgment, may be a kind of 'psychological error'."

"Psychologically wrong? What do you mean? ”

"One of the most common conditions, and you've probably heard of, is 'perversion,' the doctor explains. There are not many young people in modern society who claim to control stockings and beautiful legs, like to see girls wear stockings, and even cannot complete a normal married life when their partners do not wear certain designated clothes. This is a type of sexual perversion, commonly known as fetishism.

The rest are some such as necrophilia, pedophilia, etc., which are all sexual perversions. The main reason for this is that in the early stages of development, stimulated by certain external signals, people mistakenly associate sexual desire with something else. This kind of thing can be of great or small severity. More serious ones will violate the law, such as necrophilia and pedophilia, which need to be severely cracked down.

As for what kind of hosigophilia, leg fetish, etc., as long as it does not interfere with the normal life of the rest of the people, and is only controlled between themselves and their partners, it doesn't matter, it belongs to a private range of tastes and does not need external interference. ”

Zhou Tianyang felt a little unacceptable: "Sexual desire? You say I like to look at star charts, and it's also sexual? ”

The doctor went on to explain: "It doesn't have to be sexual desire. I'm just giving you an example, which is that the human body itself, a normal desire, is connected to some other unrelated factor. ”

"But I've never been fine before, never like this."

"Can you recall carefully, did you experience any irritation before this situation arose? Is there something that has touched you a lot? ”

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"But doctor, I'm not alone. There were more than twenty students in my lab who were experiencing the same symptoms as me. ”

The doctor was stunned for a moment, then groaned for a long time, and then said: "This may be some kind of group psychological effect, you should have heard of the term 'mass hysteria'." In a certain situation, in a particular group of people, the psychological effects are contagious......"

Zhou Tianyang felt more and more ridiculous and unbelievable. He interrupted the psychiatrist's words, dealt with a few casual words, and left directly.

An hour later, he sat down in front of another psychiatrist. After describing his symptoms again, emphasizing that his students were experiencing the same symptoms as himself, and after some examinations, questionnaires, and questions, the psychiatrist said, "You and your students have been stressed too much lately. ”

"Pressure?"

"You should have high expectations for this observation, right?"

Zhou Tianyang was stunned.

When it comes to expectations, it's huge. He also hopes to produce a few more high-level papers through this observation. With a high-level dissertation, it will be much easier to apply for project funding on your own, and your students, as participants, will have a smooth future after graduation, whether they stay in school or join other teams.

Not to mention how difficult it is to apply for observation time for the Mercury space telescope. He almost begged his grandfather to tell his grandmother, launched all kinds of relationships, and queued up for a year and a half to have this opportunity.

"That's right." "Your team, everybody in your team, has very high expectations for this opportunity, and that expectation turns into pressure," says the psychologist. When people are under high stress for a long time, the psychological self-regulation mechanism will come into play.

Hiding in the conference room and looking at the pictures of the star map is a manifestation of the self-regulation mechanism of the mind. Because when you look at the star chart, you don't have to think about work anymore, and your mind can be greatly relaxed. Well, it might be said that you and your students don't really like to look at the star charts, but rather to have a 'completely relaxed, work-free' environment.

It's just that looking at the star map just happens to meet your needs, and it creates the current situation, which makes you mistakenly think that there is some magic in the star map that attracts you. ”

These words caused Zhou Tianyang to think deeply.

It does seem to make some sense......

Could it really be that I've been under too much pressure lately?

"So, what should I do?"

"It's simple."

The psychiatrist was confident and confident: "You still need to relax completely and stop thinking about work for the time being." Well...... You can even get a little stimulant therapy.

For example, lower your expectations about it. If you can, you can announce to your students that the project has changed and that it will be handed over to another team, after which you will no longer be responsible.

In this way, you can take a salary from the bottom of the kettle and completely eliminate the pressure caused by this matter. After that, you can take your students for a team building, go out once, go on a tour for a few days, and I will prescribe you some reassuring medicines, and the situation should be improved.

As for yourself, it is still up to you to do a good job of psychological construction. ”

Zhou Tianyang hesitated for a moment, and finally made up his mind: "Okay, just do it." ”

The students are still young, and when this happens, they're already scared. As a teacher, I must be responsible for my students and not let this affect their later lives.

As for himself, a fifty-year-old person has a better psychological endurance than those young people. You should be able to do a good job in your own psychological construction, and the most important thing is to regulate the children's psychological problems.

Three days later, the holiday ended. Once again, the students were in the lab.

Looking at the students who were depressed and worried, Zhou Tianyang suppressed the desire in his heart for the star map and announced the next arrangement.

Hearing that the project was no longer their own responsibility, the students were not angry, disappointed, or relaxed after suddenly unburdened. They just looked at Zhou Tianyang blankly, as if they didn't have any thoughts in their hearts.

"That's right, we've done a lot of groundwork in the early stage. The superiors decided to give us another five days off, and provided a special fund for us to do a team building. Now there are several alternative goals, and people can vote on where they want to go. ”

The students seemed to vote absent-mindedly and finally chose a place called Dalongshan.

The natural environment is beautiful, you can drive through, you can camp, you can have a picnic, and it is also a good place to do team building.

After finalizing the destination, Zhou Tianyang announced the dissolution again and asked everyone to gather at the door of the building early the next morning.

Team building started as scheduled. On the first day, everything was normal, but the students didn't seem to be in high spirits. The next day, Zhou Tianyang arranged camping and picnics. In the evening, surrounded by more than a dozen tents, he directed the students, under the guidance of the guide, to light a bonfire, barbecue meat, drink beer, move to the open air karaoke, and hold a live singing competition.

Given the combination of these elements, young people should be very excited. But the reality is that the scene is not enthusiastic at all. The students sat in a daze, and when it was their turn to sing, they sang a perfunctory song, while the students in the audience applauded sparsely, and the tour guide tried to stir up the atmosphere to no avail.

Zhou Tianyang's heart was full of anxiety. This impatience comes from the indifference of the students, and secondly, ......

The second is where it comes from, even he himself does not know. He always felt that there was an evil fire in his heart that had nowhere to vent, and that there was a longing that could not be satisfied.

He had been trying to control himself, but in the end, the night ended hastily.

At night, he tossed and turned and couldn't sleep. By the ghost's request, he took out his phone again and called up the star map.

But......

The pictures displayed on the phone are not strong enough at all.

He sighed and slipped out of the tent.

In summer, the mountains and forests are cool and pleasant, even a little cold. As he took a few steps, he saw a faint glow in almost every tent.

He had a bad feeling in his heart. Before walking to Wang Yue's tent, Zhou Tianyang opened the zipper and saw that inside, Wang Yue, who was lying in his sleeping bag, was full of excitement and quickly put away his mobile phone.

"What are you looking at?"

"No, nothing."

Wang Yue snorted, looking very weak and frightened.

"Take it out and give it to me!"

Wang Yue handed the phone to Zhou Tianyang. Zhou Tianyang looked at it, and sure enough, he saw the star map.

"I don't sleep in the middle of the night, watch what this does! This project is no longer ours! Don't worry about it in the future, why do you still watch it! ”

There was a little more crying in Wang Yue's voice.

"Teacher, I can't control it, I still want to see it, I don't know why, I just want to see it...... Woo woo, I know this project has nothing to do with us, but I just want to see it......"

Zhou Tianyang controlled his emotions: "These two days...... Students, are they all like this? ”

"yes, everyone is following the magic ......"

Zhou Tianyang felt a chill in his heart.

The project is over, and it is no longer under the control of your own team. The pressures and expectations of your team should have disappeared completely. But in this case, the students still can't control their desire for this star map?

It's understandable that you have a desire in your heart. After all, I know the truth and know that this project is not over. But why do students also aspire?

Why?

What's going on?

Why?

Zhou Tianyang turned on the car lights and shouted all the students overnight and gathered together.

After asking them one by one, Zhou Tianyang got a definite answer. As Wang Yue said, in the past two days, even if the task has ended, the students still can't control the desire in their hearts.

Gritting his teeth, Zhou Tianyang said: "I have found a psychiatrist, and the psychiatrist said that this is because of too much pressure, and it has nothing to do with anything else!" Everyone should also cooperate with the doctor's treatment and do a good job of psychological adjustment. In the next few days, I ask everyone not to think about the star map as much as possible, and since you come out to play, then play seriously and have fun! It'll be fine in a few days! ”

On the second and third days, sure enough, the students' mood recovered and the atmosphere was a little warmer. But on the evening of the fourth day, a group fight completely buried the previous friendly atmosphere.

The reason for the incident is simple. One student accidentally bumped into another student. The student just gave him a push and knocked the student down. After that, the two fought, and then, the rest of the students seemed to be ignited by the emotions, and instead of admonishing them, they joined the battle group.

A group of more than 20 people broke out here at the campsite.

The tour guide eagerly reassured, and Zhou Tianyang also tried his best to order the students to calm down and try to calm the situation. But......

Unconsciously, Zhou Tianyang's heart also erupted with an almost irrepressible desire.

He also wanted to join in, have a happy fight, and vent his emotions.