Volume 2 Disputes Chapter 41 Old dreams are there, and no new knowledge is found
There is no time for cultivation, and I don't know the autumn of the world.
When the lights of thousands of homes are on, I still dream of Huang Ting.
Out of the worship courtyard, Zhang Fan was stunned by the crowd in front of him. After a little contemplation, I remembered that Chinese New Year's Eve was approaching, that is, in the past two or three days, this street full of pedestrians, all family and friends, came to buy things for Chinese New Year's Eve, they had a period of time to rest, they could gather with relatives and friends.
The festivals are similar every year, but the people are different every year. This is Zhang Fan's sentimentality when he sees these people in front of him. He has no relatives, no friends, and no one to get together.
Looking at the restaurant not far away, the restaurant was overcrowded, and it was not a place for him to borrow wine to kill his sorrows.
Homesickness, only wine can be solved, and you need to drink alone, and the three of you are facing the shadows.
A lonely man, walking forward, dressed in patched but clean clothes, barefoot, holding a flask, and drinking freely.
I don't care about the eyes of the people on the street, I don't mind the figure of the street pointing and pointing, I am me, I just need to drink and lovesick, why push the glass and change the glass.
Zhang Fan is not afraid of people's words, in a place where no one can know him, why should he hide his nostalgia and lovesickness, when he sees it, he sees it, how can rumors endure me!
A crisp voice sounded from Zhang Fan's right side: "Zhang Gongzi, my family invites Gongzi to go upstairs to drink." ”
Zhang Fan opened his confused eyes, turned his head and saw that he was dressed as a handsome boy in front of him, but he knew that it was a woman just by looking closely, and Zhang Fan didn't look closely. Seeing that people look clean, it is quite pleasing to the eye, and he should be able to see it when he thinks about it, and he will not make people lose his appetite when drinking, so why not drink if he is invited by wine. Thinking of this, Zhang Fan went directly to the restaurant where the woman was standing, and the woman hurriedly led in front of her.
In the noisy restaurant, the third floor is full but silent. The woman led Zhang Fan to a private room, and Zhang Fan saw clearly that it was the Empress Taiping who invited him to drink.
Zhang Fan looked at the woman sitting at the table, sitting by the window and looking at herself, dressed as a man, and then sat down opposite him, held the pot and filled the two wine glasses on the table, raised a glass to invite each other, drank without saying a word, and then ate with it, looking like a wandering wreck.
Seeing Zhang Fan like this, the woman couldn't help but look sideways slightly, and then picked up the wine glass and drank it all and put it on the table.
Seeing this, Zhang Fan put down his food, and once again filled the two wine glasses on the table with a pot.
The woman picked up the wine glass again and drank it all, Zhang Fan didn't say anything when she saw this, raised her glass and drank it all, and poured two more glasses.
The woman drank it again, and Zhang Fan also drank it all, but she didn't pour the wine again, but looked at the woman opposite, and the woman on the other side also looked at him, her eyes full of stubbornness.
Looking at each other for a moment, facing the woman's eyes condensed, Zhang Fan couldn't help but slowly turn his head and look at the clear sky outside the window.
Maybe Zhang Fan saw something in the sky outside the window, a smile slowly appeared on his face, and he turned his head to look at the woman in front of him and slowly spoke: "Old dreams are here, don't look for new knowledge." After speaking, he poured wine with a pot, and this wine was a parting wine.
Zhang Fan raised his glass and drank the wine, got up and left the table, walked to the restaurant, and walked outside the capital, he will eventually find his old dreams and his nostalgia.
Outside the body, the name behind him, the love of children, and the righteousness of friends.
When you forget, you forget, when you give up, when you stay, you stay, when you break, you break. Cutting constantly, rationalizing and messing, harming others and oneself.
The woman watched Zhang Fan leave, without saying a word, and looked at the wine in the cup in a daze.
The maid was beside her, looking at her wordlessly, not daring to speak.
The third floor was still silent, and the guards sat silently.
The remnant red dream has not yet ended, and it is already the time to part. I looked at it from afar, and hated to say goodbye to the good time.
Finally, woman, after a silence for an unknown amount of time. Su picked up the wine in front of him and slowly poured it into his red lips.
Finally, a pot of wine, the woman drank it herself, stopped, staggered up, and went downstairs.
Staggering out of the restaurant, the woman looked at the direction of Zhang Fan's departure, a sense of sadness welled up in her chest, and finally tears slowly flowed out.
On that day, she went out of Beijing to worship her ancestors, dozens of cars were mighty, hundreds of people crowded in front of the line, and the road was full of pedestrians, full of prosperity.
As she went out of the city gates, she saw a man, a man who was patched but clean and tidy. He was barefoot, but there was not a trace of filth on his feet. He came to the city gate alone, because he stood on the side of the road when he went out of the city, and he wondered how there could be such a person.
When the gray wolf attacked, all the guards desperately blocked it, but many of them were guards with little cultivation, and in the end, there were only few powerful guards left, they surrounded the vehicle in a circle, and the imperial brother was guarded inside, and these brothers and sisters could only sit in the car on the periphery, acting as a defense.
Fortunately, there is also a defensive circle in the car, and the gray wolf with low cultivation is not easy to break. It was the man who had come and started fighting the gray wolf, and she knew that this man must have come to help them.
This person is indeed powerful, and he killed two gray wolves in one shot, which is much stronger than the guards they brought.
And when one of the gray wolves suddenly broke out. When the royal brother was killed first, and he began to be anxious, this man was also ready to run, and it was obvious that he did not have the strength to fight against this powerful gray wolf.
Later, when the gray wolf was entangled by Dongfang Ming, he came back and began to intercept the gray wolf. She also saw that the man had put away the corpses of the two gray wolves, and she thought that he was not rich.
When the gray wolf with advanced cultivation broke out and began to smash the carriage, he finally pretended to be calm and took out the courage to walk out of the carriage, and he saw himself.
I endured my fear and began to fight with the gray wolf, this man has always been by his side, so that he doesn't feel so scared, he can fight with the gray wolf.
In the end, it was the man who desperately saved him, and when he was alone against the black bricks falling from the sky, he fell into a coma. She knew she was falling, and her heart was filled with the man's figure.
It's just that there were outsiders at that time, and he could only behave indifferently afterwards and let people take him back to the capital.
When he woke up, she had become the empress of the Qin Dynasty, and she already had some thoughts, but she could only suppress them. Watching him come, watching him go, I can't keep it.
It's just that I haven't seen him for a few months, and time has not erased my thoughts. Occasionally, when she rested and traveled, she could still see him, and when she saw him drinking alone on the street, she wanted to meet him and comfort him. It's just that why did it become like this again in the end, I want to watch it and never get tired of it, reminisce about old dreams, and don't look for new knowledge.
The woman who stumbled forward suddenly stopped, looked back in the direction of the city gate, and there was no one there.
The woman laughed miserably, and then continued to stumble forward, she needed to go back to the palace, there were folds in the palace that she wanted to review, and there were responsibilities she had to bear.
I didn't have to bear all this by myself, but because of a gray wolf rebellion, there were only two sisters and brothers left in the royal family, and the only younger brother was still a submissive person, who was useless, so what could I do.
Old dreams are there, and new knowledge is hard to find. What's the use of thinking about yourself, if you can't accompany him to the end of the world, it's better to let go and look alone in the mirror.